sometimes, i just can't stand my dad.
i mean, he worked to give us all this money to buy this house and this computer and all my stuff and all, but come on, that doesn't mean you can be malicious to everyone just because you think it's amusing that you behave that way.
i mean, come on. if i want to wear red pants i'll do it. and it's in the house. you can't just say that i can't wear yellow + red because i'm grown up. firstly, i'm not grown up. the episode last monday proved that i don't have that maturity yet. and, i'll wear what i want, unless it has holes in it where they aren't supposed to be. then, you can tell me to throw that shirt away. but this is new, so i'll wear what i want, thankyouverymuch.
well, just not the gay pants that have been hanging behind my door for a month and two.
i'll bet a few fish fingers you guys are laughing right now.
anyway, and then he keeps complaining about the food. i mean, he just gives crap about it, like, it's too watery, it's not crispy. come on, cook it yourself, and stop complaining. can you imagine what my mum is going through? and then he keeps making fun of my grandma's english. seriously, that's too much, be nice to your mum.
and then he throws random tantrums complaining about his hunger because he doesn't eat at regular timings. like my mum says, so hard to please. if there's food, eat it. if you choose not to eat, don't complain that you're hungry and get pissed at everyone for doing nothing to you later. sheesh.
what the hell.
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okay, happy times.
but all i did today was like 90% of the chinese paper. and...halfway through geog now. gosh, i'm suicidal even thinking about it. i mean, why do we have geog tmr? she can't just take our break zzzz@!#!@$##!
everyone hates her.
oh, and i did 2 lines of econs! i'm so happy that i have to do like almost everything because no one's bloody helping me. and there's so many projects. for goodness's sake, can help or not. i don't want to solo everything on my own, it's bloody tiring.
i will scream at some people sooner or later. but i know it's like only partially their fault, and they did help, and i'm just being a selfish bastard.
oops, bad word there.
ferrari's performance has been....so dismal. these 2 races..i blame DRS and KERS. and red bull's epic fast pace. the car must be powered by red bull or something..
never mind, lame.
but life goes on.
i hate geog i hate geog gosh. i'm wondering if i should major bio now. might as well, since i'm in this school? i don't know. i want to go work in av and photography and videography..but that's a tough industry.
i hate projects. there's so many! and i think it's just google docs screwing up but i can't check because calling everyone is just rude. and i'm lazy. i think i screwed up somehow sharing the thing..
tmr's friday. informal yessss. so awesome.
love is a strange thing. it happens, increasingly often. but i've been wondering if i should let myself slip back into it. i've been cutting myself off, because i don't want to get hurt again. but being emotionless just leads to anger, and, let's face it, that's kinda lousy because everyone else gets hurt too.
mia rose.
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