work is better after sleep.

slept from 5-7.

and it's like 830 now. time flies. have to study math later, test almost first thing in the morning. after chinese, which will probably be spent discussing the paper which i didn't touch.

at least i did suibi though. on like evil scientists and frogs and rainbows and gays.

gays. that's too common a topic nowadays. it's like everywhere, i bet the teachers are sick of seeing it in article reviews.

oh. hungarian grand prix started already. forgot about that. i'm hoping the mclarens take out the red bulls and it's all hamilton's fault. don't like him.

so the only thing i have to worry about tmr is the math test and getting verbally abused by a bunch of people. it's okay, i can handle it. it's like primary school all over again -.-

except this time it is sort of my fault, whereas the last time this sort of thing happened it was totally unprovoked. just the hormones of very troubled children acting up.

or maybe it's just me again and i'm too arrogant and messed up to notice.

oho. mercedes is getting owned by force india now. good job, people.

one day, force india are going to be champions and the whole world will cheer.

rain in ten minutes there.

it's dinner in ten minutes for me. so, i'll do a quiz. ripped off fiona, again. i really don't know where to go for quizzes, whenever i search for myspace ones i get nonsense.

-actually, dinner's ready now so i shall go eat-

a quiz of many fratalities.

Losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones?
losing all the old memories. because i know my friends will help me fill in the gaps, and we're moving into the future, not in tot the past.

A friend moving far away or losing touch with a friend that lives right near you?
the first one. it's better, because at least there's like a reason that the friendship dies. it's just sad if the person lives near you and you don't talk anymore :(

Betraying a friend or having a friend betray you?
i don't like being the bad guy.

How have your feelings changed throughout life?

the feelings now are more complicated and less innocent. it's like, i think a lot, even about random people that i don't know, and just make assumptions, which i keep telling myself not to make, which is not good. and since around 2 years ago, i've cut myself off a certain way, to prevent myself from getting hurt again. but i'm thinking about opening up again...i mean, you can't hide these feelings forever.


Your best friend died because of you, what would you do?
i'd like to say that i'll just be sad my whole life, but i can't because i don't know. that scenario has been replayed in my head many times, but yet i still don't believe it, because i don't trust myself. I don't think i have that many emotions and that i'm a good person, so I don't think i'll feel that way. which is bad, because it's like I don't have a conscience. it's tough to understand.

What's your worst fear?
losing friends. and losing direction, and being old and alone.

If you could change one thing about your past what would it be?
not eat so much so that i'm not so fat now :(

next year, next year.

Do you believe that you can be in love with 2 people at the same time?
of course. love is strange.

Why do you think bad things happen to good people?
there's no one watching over us. it's just unfair sometimes.

Would you sacrifice self respect for love?
probably not. what's the point of having love if you don't believe in yourself and respect yourself anymore? but then again, if there's someone there to patch you up, i don't see why not..

Which is worse, drowning or being buried alive?
Buried alive is worse. Imagine choking on sand to death.

What's the one thing you want to do before you die?
just, to have someone to love.

What's the best feeling in the world?
just pure happiness. when you've accomplished something and done really brilliantly.

Would you rather freeze to death or burn to death?
Burn. Heard that freezing's very painful..

What would you do if you had no family or friends?
just, run away.

don't think i'll be able to survive actually. still very dependent. too dependent.

okay. quiz is over. that was a big quiz. like, emotionally big.

even though you probably didn't understand me. but it's okay.

it started to rain in hungary again. i give up.

chocolate biscuits.

youtube's not working right now.

i hate this feeling. the feeling of the fact that everyone hates me because i screwed up. i just lost control, okay. and it's like, relieving that moment about more than 20 times everyday and just feeling that it's my fault because i started it. it takes to hands to clap, you know.

but time can't be unwritten.

and i can't just run away. because there's nothing to run away to.

there's just nowhere to go.

oh, and jiamin, you owe me 50 bucks. remember because that's like what i spend in 2.5 weeks. and my mum would kill me. yes, she would.

had tuition in the morning today, and then basically slacked around, did zuoye and studied a little math. i'm assuming we can get bio postponed, if not tmr will have to be spent doing suibi(2), studying econs and bio.

lion autocorrected econs to eons. yes, i'm going to be studying for eons.

and still have to settle geog groupings. goodness. shouldn't have taken econs, really. learning nothing much also. i should really listen in the lectures.

forget it. i'm going off to edit the video. must finish by today so that there's less stuff to do tmr..

maybe i should have taken art, then just photograph and edit everything..

the story left untold, is better than you know.

i'm sorry.

for injuring you.

for starting everything.

i'm just not good enough.

hurt and aliens.

what a day. full of crashes, explosions. and surprises.

and just me being annoyed at everything. but being busy. i like busy, busy's good. but not too busy. this is just screwed lol. i have to do all these by tonight -.-

1. learn tingxie

2. study for math get

3. do geog

4. do suibi (think i'll heck this)

5. do the chinese paper (don't care)

6. edit the video

will probably only do the first three, and 4. and 5. don't really count actually. 6 can wait, because they gave an extension on the deadline. i didn't know we were going to be that busy?! next week is damn screwed. monday : math test. tuesday : bio test and econs test. gg.

in other news, a man in south africa awoke in a morgue because they thought he was dead as he had no heartbeat. scary. mind you, i think it's the 3rd occurrence in 2 years or so...something fishy is going on.

other than that, i was just annoyed today. pe is stupid, because i'm total rubbish at floorball. i wave the stick at the ball, and the stick hits the ground and flies out of my hand -.-

and it's super difficult to keep. almost impossible. yay we're doing frisbee next. finally, something controllable.

don't like having no control.

physics was quite good, because nowadays yeo takes more effort to make sure we understand, and he cracked lame jokes as usual. but he says our class is nice to teach because we ask a lot of questions, but then all the questions are super difficult. hmm. i wonder who.

chem was okay, apart from the brain frying. it's like just this one question, and it kills us all. it gets to the point that even justin stops copying and just sits there. and i'm like lagging a few questions behind and struggling to keep up. but after that, i look at the examples in the notes and it all seems easy lol. the worksheet is a killer..

and then we did card tricks. openly. they were talking about acidic buffers..and jordan is like, " i'm not interested in buffers unless you remove the r and put in a t." QOTD, man.

then went to check the cultures...can't believe it's one month prac. but oh well, one month is short. time passes too quickly. and then the ne quiz. by some glitch, i skipped a level and got to level 4 super quickly. but it's kind of pointless, the questions just keep repeating. they should just give you a questionnaire..probably more effective.

the journey home was okay, but then while waiting for the bus at simei some random guy came up to me and dion and asked us if we could give him a dollar. i was clean out of money (my wallet is completely empty), so dion said yes, but while he took out his wallet the guy like tried to dig into it and take all the money...scary. managed to force him off though. and then he went off to hunt for more targets...

that was just scary and weird. and then 9 never comes, and when it did we had to squeeze into it again...and it's just so hard to keep balance! and then there are people who don't want to sit down when there's seats. and people who don't move in -.- seriously, i am done with public transport. can't even fit into the bus seats..have to sit sideways..

on the older buses, that is.

but even if you drive, it's impossible in this country. too many people. don't the government realise this? but no, they're just concerned with getting people in to stimulate the economy and make more money..

and annoyed at people who judge me. i don't know okay, it's not like you have to care right. just don't. and i'm tired of doing everything unperfectly. i can't even do most things 50% right, you know. screw this.

oh, unperfectly isn't a word. fail ranting.

bye.

imagine being stuck in a hotel, where the rooms and floors keep shifting so you can't get out. and all the rooms contain your nightmares and the nightmares of the people who have been there and died there. such a scary concept. the god complex.

nice guys finish last.

hello. i'm back after a one day hiatus. shouldn't really call it that. the thing is i was editing the video until about 1 last night. and then i thought there was tingxie. which there is, on friday. so i just had tuition and i asked the teacher to go through the 2 课文 with me. so i now understand all the words...just need to memorise and write about a thousand more times. i'll do it tmr.

and then now i realise there's still geog homework to do. and i'm still not done editing the video. iMovie is annoying to edit audio on. it's like, a complete cow. thank goodness i'll be using Final Cut after this..if it works. haven't tried decompressing it, too busy. thanks yawen (:

but then again, it'll probably fail again.

at least i'm done editing my photos from the chinese gardens. don't have to care lol, just show up there and present. my first photosharing..haha.

interesting.

i have to go back to editing. or else i'll probably collapse tmr. had 5 hours of sleep tmr. that's very little, for me. unless i'm on jetlag...

i wish i could be on jetlag. then i'll just do everything in one shot. tingxie + video + geog.

by the way guys, don't kill me if the video doesn't turn out nice. i'm doing my best, but i'm limited here.

by myself, only.

disappointed, in myself again. i just can't do stuff. i can't lead. i can't do things properly.

math + econs + bio test next week. GG

my math is screwed, maybe i should go for consultation. my critical points, extrema, and concavity is all messed up.

but there's no more time. ahh, i'll just have to heck it.

no, but if you get cold, i will give you my jacket.

today was kinda dismal. well, okay i suppose. english was quite good, we just watched a documentary on the chinese people learning english for the olympics. they're really motivated, can't believe they put in that much effort to learn a language. i know i'd fail. and the cool police guy! his new york accent is better than the americans haha.

win.

i think i'll have to export the video in mp4. don't think vlc can read mov.

it'll be on a computer running windows anyway, so yeah.

i've come to realise i don't hate chinese that much. i mean, i hate it when wu jiong attempts to teach it, and i hate writing a lot of stuff. but learning all the words and phrases is quite interesting. it's inspiring, and satisfying when i guess the meaning correctly.

the doctor is going to wear a top hat in the next episode! can't wait. 27th august.

oh, time passes too quickly.

kinda reluctant to go for OBS now. i mean, it's like $250! at first when i thought it was $500 i was like, hell no. but then just now i meant the russian on the train and he told me. still pondering, anyway not sure if i'll be in malaysia or covering convocation.

and according to bradley, you should cut spam and potatoes into cubes, and fry them together. he says it's nice. haha next year must stock up on spam.

i've been running, faster than i've ever run. and i've been running my whole life. now it's time for me to stop. and tonight, i'm going to need you all with me.

there you go, drink up.

oh, it's just the silence.

at the end of this post i've attached a video which is a trailer for doctor who series 6 episodes 8-13. see if it convinces you to start watching it.

it's just so exciting. and i have to wait until september.

today was a maze actually. went to send my grandfather off in the morning/noon/afternoon. he's going back to malaysia. he really shouldn't go, i miss him already. why doesn't he just move here! he's so awesome :D

he says he will eventually. so i'll wait.

i'll get like a free chinese teacher 24/7 + someone who buys bananas + someone who i can talk to about anything under the sun.

and over the sun. ah.

then came back and tried to make myself useful. think i did like 2 ppv tutorial questions, read phy notes, and did 1 chinese mcq compare. fail..and then had tuition which made me super sleepy.

i should be sleeping actually. right now it is nearly eleven. and i feel so tempted to just roll sideways onto my bed.

statistics are all made up.

47% of all apples are green.

56% of ducks have feathers of a yellowish tinge.

and 90% of all mums actually tell their kid to do work. that's the problem i have. whenever i'm feeling slackish, i want my mum to control me. and she just goes, "oh, then don't do lah. go sleep or something". and i'm like @!#@!#@!##@!

and i'm also pissed at lion. when i swipe across the mouse with one finger accidentally the thing goes to the previous page. and blogger doesn't autosave my posts anymore, for some reason. i very nearly lost this post so i was kicking the wall and screaming.

me : bitch!

mum and sis : OI! female dog..

that's too much for you to stomach in one night. i'm going to say goodnight.

rest well.

unless you are wondering, i am not that cheap.

so i'll post twice today, because the earlier one doesn't really count as a post.

it was kinda a notice to tell you what i was going to do.

so i did 3 math questions for ppv, which took like 15 mins. and then slacked the rest of the afternoon off..we reorganised the house, shifted the com into my room. and then i've been editing since then and i am now done! uploading to Facebook now.

meanwhile, here's a video of a dog biting a shark.

i haven't actually watched it. oh well, i'll do so after i click "publish post".

did the font just change. what.

jordan just mentioned to me that dion is taller than arshavin. yay dion, something for you to be happy about. but he still does bicycle kicks better than you.

the font didn't change right. i got it wrong. i mean, i got it rong xD

forget it, dion. png gave me faulty info. arshavin is 1.72m.

link for the album here. go see it and give me feedback!

well, i'm sleepy. must be going off now. thank goodness no school tmr.

good luck charm.

when doctor who meets harry potter.

hello. it is currently one. yes one.

and i've just come back from frisbee and showered.

one line : VS guys are epic. and crazy. and insane.

is it actually possible to be matured and crazy at the same time? i guess it is.

well, the police didn't come today, because we didn't have wenxi screaming (that's the theory)

lion autocorrect is really really smart. but it's annoying sometimes.

like rong = wrong

and phy = phi

in other news, amy winehouse is now dead, from an overdose of drugs. and a diver nearly got swallowed by a whale shark. the pictures are damn cool! link here.

the link better work. it failed the last few times.

okay, plan for today is to finish editing photos and do ppv assignment. i failed last night, edited like 4 photos. was talking to wrong and yx though..

and i'll study physics tmr..there's almost no time to edit the national day video because i'll only get the audio on tuesday..okay forget it you guys are getting sick of this topic.

i wonder what's for lunch.

just popped out to get my special straw.

it adds more fizz.

you know the story actually. went to school in the morning to be the photographer and spam pictures. actually i volunteered because it sounds interesting and so many people i know are helping out. and it was, fun, you know. the kids are so interesting! but they say i'm old, and that they thought i'm a teacher. and there's a guy with the same name as me. well, kinda. so cool.

i was going to transfer the picture of his badge from my phone, but i just end up answering my messages. at least i have messages. here it is.

took 600 photos roughly, with the school's D90. but unfortunately i can't post them anywhere because it's sort of a test/examination and it's supposed to be internal. i'll find the people shots and post them tmr.

but i just have to say, the kids are so cute! and they're just so...crazy and awesome. they were calling adrian and nikki uncle and auntie, and justin's group was asking him about falling in love lol...and they said he was with rong, and they make hell loads of rong jokes.

wow, lion is good. it autocorrects rong to wrong..

i'll talk about lion later.

the lunch they gave was good, even though it was at 1030. and tea break at 130 lol. epic timing fail. and there's also breakfast..so it was like 3 meals in 6 hours. the chicken was awesome, and the fishcake had cheese inside it! so nice..actually i thought it was tofu.

so basically the morning was just ducking into random rooms and trying to get good shots, and talking to people i know. there was hardik, yen ling, andreea downstairs at the phy labs...and then went to find junwei and jordan at the chem labs. after a while, i just went to the clean energy lab to slack, because the aircon's awesome there. so i just sit there (and pretend to review my photos when i'm actually resting) while they do their stuff..

but after a while it's damn tiring. not sitting down for so long. oh, and i kept running into waiyin, who's doing video..she keeps stalking me. either that or it's just that i can read her mind..

hmm sleepy. and i promised i'd edit the photos from the chinese gardens trip on friday tonight..

i will. somehow.

things to do in the coming week

1. ppv assignment 1

2. there's a ppv graded class task..

3. study for phy ica.

4. edit the national day video

5. edit more photos

6. whatever homework that comes my way

i'm not going to do the chinese paper....too busy le.

jiamin, if you see this, i'm booking orientation for next year. because i heard that for year 5s it's just a lot of talks about life. so you guys should try to volunteer for stuff also. it'll be more meaningful than listening to someone talk about how you should live your life or use a fork..

by the way, for all of you who aren't in my school, ica = in class assignment = graded class task = gct = quiz.

they're just weird that way..trying to complicate things. but i guess math quiz sounds dumb, it's true.

right. time to heckle lion.

good points :

1. it's faster than snow leopard

2. scrolling's cool. i'll get used to it.

3. airdrop and FaceTime.

4. can finally run FCPX (i hope. once i get it from yawen.)

bad things :

1. lags my com sometimes for no reason

2. sometimes the scrolling screws up

3. it can only run intel based applications

4.it messed with my quicktime, so now i can't open avi which means i can't watch doctor who T.T. which means like half the point of my existence is suddenly gone.

5. squarish windows and confusing mail.

still trying to find a way around that doctor who problem. oh well, i have a month. it's only end july. and i just realised my birthday is on a friday. well, something's bound to happen. like it'll rain apple juice or something.

there you go. screenshot. right now i'm going to enter fullscreen mode in lightroom, so ciao. for now..

canton everett delaware III.

hello, i'm back abnormally early for a friday. well, i'm sleeping early as well. opted not to soccer, going to school tmr morning to take photos for media, because suddenly they require people.

and so many people i know is going to help out, so might as well go. anyway, it's a saturday.

the only problem i might have is waking up. oh well, i'll just go get coffee once i reach there.

side note on coffee. hardik says that you should not drink coffee too much now because in university when you really need it, it won't be that effective. makes sense, makes sense.

next year i'm getting a dslr and i'm taking sports day, man. there's always nothing to do on sports day..except run away and try to find a safe place to play cards. it's too boring and too packed to watch. too many people..

but, they did extend the stands by around 5m this year, so should be better. hahaha.

oh, the whole of today i was going crazy. kept feeling like my brain was trying to kill me from the inside, and then i was just like, constantly pissed, from 815-12 + 340-4. annoying.

sorry, people, if i swore at you or anything. i'm just not myself today. but yeah it is still my fault. i'm not buying you anything lol i'm going to be broke. dion's right, this is how i run out of money..

and then english compre test. it's not really a test lol, everyone's comparing and discussing answers. kind of like wang haibin's math gcts. and the compre's...new. very new. i still hate that we have to paraphrase everything lol. leads us to think of ridiculous things.

television : a electrical appliance which allows you to view moving pictures, or video, and hear audio.

this one's by yx.

and then talking about the ...

it's used to like tell people extra stuff. dion coined this : hema is a ...

they're all getting home now. and i'm going to sleep early for once today.

purple is the colour for tmr.

ready to go ~

hello.

the sun is setting again. another day gone.

but the sun does take horribly long to set here. it's like 7 already and it's still bright! so weird.

i don't know, usually i expect it to get dark by 6. when i was in switzerland, it got dark at like 430...scary.

crashed-ness.

today was good. just now i didn't like it, but now it just seems to much better.

the morning was epic, bridging in class with boon chong, hardik and nikki. the first time i've seen hardik without his customary green jacket in so long...he looks so weird! and today is racial harmony day haha. super funny. when we were on the way home we got crammed out of the lift (again) and hema was inside, so boon chong went like, "happy racial harmony day, hema!" and everyone inside the lift just exploded with laughter. haha, they get the joke.

actually there isn't really a joke. oh well.

there was no pe in the morning, so we all piled into the co room and recorded the song for national day. can't believe it took us 1.5h, with all the confusion and mess..but it was successful ultimately. there's like 3 groups of people :

1. tech support (sit at the side with laptop, cameras, tripod and mic)

2. the singers (sit in the middle and argue about the pitch)

3. the bored (take out your phone and play xD)

and adrian the mic stand. haha.

quite successful, at least it's mostly done. but there's like heckload of audio for me to edit...around 20 minutes. because they're mostly people talking crap + failed takes

and girls raping each other.

awkward.

then phy prac. it's quite fun at the start because they all start drawing "the statue of pinerty" and other random crap. it is on our classroom wall. but the behind bit sucks because it's super tedious. i mean, there's like so many points and basically you just sit there, touch some metal thing to some crosses on a board, read off a number, and type it into the computer. and there's roughly 20 x 25 x 0.6 crosses to do. so it's a lot. and it ate up our break, so we had chem late..

and i screwed chem up. the first page is totally wrong lol, after i saw what justin and jordan were writing. and then my graph is wrong...didn't do the rest. forget it la haha.

chem is getting more and more complicated. but it's still the only science which you can use logic for some bits of. which is good. nowadays chem is just me and jordan and justin talking rubbish and laughing uncontrollably. then mrs chong looks at us, and she laughs too.

explosions. it was like,

mrs chong : okay, so when you add water to it, what happens?

jordan : explosion.

okay you need to be there for it to be funny..

as with most jokes.

and mac os lion is out. boring...i don't care much for apple software updates these days. i mean, snow leopard and leopard wasn't much difference. but this one is supposed to be good. we'll see. and there's a new macbook air! they're shipping 11-inch ones now...to compete with the small netbooks as well.

life is but an echo.

right then. i'll move my box. you're going to need the space.

i only came for the dancing.

that's my tardis burning up.

hello, i'm here posting now at 6:51 - 7pm because i need to do math and study chem later. and i'm waiting for food to heat up, so yes.

today was kinda...neutral. there were good times, and bad times also. english was okay, except that i epic-failed in the spelling test. been so long since we had one..a few years in fact. and then we watched some awesome video where some americans dub audio over some fail chinese kungfu movie. and there's a cow, standing on two legs and squeezing it's udders so milk flies out at the guy. it's totally random xD

we're recording/filiming stuff for national day video tmr, after pe. time to do up a checklist..

dslr. check.

mic. check.

tripod. check.

what else...

oh my heck why is there a line in the sky super cool

supposed to be some fighter jet i think. oh now it's turning.

there's really nothing much to say. oh well, shall go off now. hope you enjoyed this short post..

wonder where we're going on friday.

the lucasian professor of mathematics.

was just talking to my grandfather about that. and about famous scientists, and the saturn VI rocket, and how pro europeans are because they can build awesome stuff.

oh curse it. you know monster by paramore?

i always thought the line was

i'll stop the whole world, i'll stop the whole world, from turning into a monster, and even that's a lie.

but it turns out it's actually

i'll stop the whole world, i'll stop the whole world, from turning into a monster, and eating us alive.

now it's just so much more boring.

today was just very tiring. i mean, it's not really bad day since things actually went quite well. being optimistic here. had lessons, played cards, the usual. but just that my hand was very good in the afternoon, after ppv. it's like whoever partner me wins. haha.

then on the way back it's just me and junwei shameless screening each other. he openly looked at my cards, and then hema also show hand, cos he thought can reshuffle. but can't. so basically i bid 5 and we destroyed hema and hardik.

we also made this during econs.

japan! there's also a pentagon. i'll edit it some other time, that one needs editing.

we had some discussion + presentation for econs. chee and dion's group had some awesome points, because yong chern is a cow haha. he just goes, "poverty is abundant, but it's not really important. also, since they have a lot of trees, it's okay to destroy the environment. "

super funny.

there's also the infamous : "since the rich people may be very corrupt, they may steal the poor people's money and also kill them."

super epic. oh, and then we trained home with a whole host of people. but then half of them abandoned us for a empty train after we got stuck at the escalators at buona. bv. so it's like left with me and boon chong, and i was waving randomly at everyone in case ho is in the shadows. (yeah, he killed us because he said we ignored him last time when i didn't see him at all...so just go be sure) and i turn around and dion's standing there. apparently he dropped off the empty train to wait for us! so nice of him..and then we talk for a bit and we turn around again and suddenly hardik's there! super epic. it's like they teleported into the train..

and apparently hardik walked right past dion while he was going into the train and dion was exiting it..and they didn't notice. skill.

not doing any work tonight...need to slack and rest. just played pes, failed epicly. i'm playing terribly tonight..keep missing all the passes. and lost to west ham 3-2..

okay, that's it. i'm going to go now. sleep well.

there's one thing i always meant to ask jack. back in the old days, i wanted to know about that doctor of his. the man who appears out of nowhere and saves the world. except sometimes he doesn't. all those times in history when there was no sign of him, i wanted to know why not. but i don't need to ask anymore. sometimes the Doctor must look at this planet and turn away in shame. i'm recording this so that if you ever find this, you can see...you can see how the world ended.

humans. you're so nostalgic.

i would rate today as 35%, since more things went wrong than right.

went home on my own, because mainly everyone was ignoring me, and i wanted to eat food and rest.

the weather's still too hot anyway.

and i'm having problems with the national day video thing. there's just...too little time. but we can do it. just have to believe.

only got around 6 hours of sleep the night before, so died in many lessons. mostly math and chem..but nothing much to note during the rest of the lessons also. boring.

we got released from geog 1h early, but then it's sort of because we're supposed to use that time to do work. but then again, we just all took the break and we'll do the work on sunday.

well, someone conducted a poll and found out that almost everyone is against a public transport fare hike. what did they expect -.-

i'd like to meet the people who said yes...

they should seriously make the seats wider. i mean, i can't find in the old seats...shoulders too broad. ahh whatever.

i've just got no mood right now! it's mostly sadness though, i think. or just annoyance.

forget it, i'm just going to eat food and then do ppv homework. sorry for this lousy post :(

there are moe people sitting in in our math class tmr. well, i don't really care actually.

it's sad if you're waiting for someone, and something to come back, and you keep believing. but the person never comes back.

too weak.

finally it uploads.

anyway, this is not very nice. it's nicer when it's bigger..just go to foreverpin.tumblr.com!

click here.

and here.

and here, and here.

nuts. i can't find an article for econs.

spent the whole day doing chinese and being annoyed (again)

thank goodness we have like frozen food in the freezer. if not dinner is at 10...because my mum's returning from malaysia then. with noodles.

kolo mee!

but i'm already too full to stomach it. probably tmr's dinner.

as it is a weekend, i am all out of content as usual. weekends just make me feel dreary and sad and too reflective. mostly sad.

oh yes, in the morning when we were playing frisbee, the police came again. it's the 3rd time already, kinda get used to it already. there are always people who make complaints that we are too loud...i mean, even the police know they're being unreasonable. it's like 1130, wtfu already!

you can go decipher that. free milo to the first person who gets it. text me.

i know, as dion says, i'm broke because i offer this kind of stuff too much lol. and i bet on like unreasonable stuff. but i don't usually pay out the bets half of the time..

i still owe edwin about 21321231 lunches. i'll pay him in the future...when i get a job and be rich. then you can have foie gras and caviar.

unfounded promises.

well, on the bright side, at least my dad's nice today. well, sort of. he wants to buy me the 2nd 13-inch macbook because he's afraid the first one can't take it as i'll probably be doing photo and video editing next year...heck we'll just go simlim and upgrade the ram and dump in a ssd. according to him, the ssd's super fast. and it's safer too..

solid-state drive. basically it has no moving parts.

you like how i just read your mind right. you were wondering, "what's ssd?". and i got it spot on.

is there anyone else going for the canon photomarathon this year? i think i'm 90% gonna go, but still need to ask my parents. and figure out how to focus somewhere else other than the middle on my compact.

no, jiamin, the drag thing doesn't work apparently. not on my camera..

wait, i still have stuff to do! i need to talk to rong! dammit...ahh stupid national day video thing. driving me insane. and some more nice photos to edit..

and also, i need a new phone. can't the new itouch hurry up and come out!?

new iphone end of the year...can't wait that long.

and there is also a new macbook air coming out.

you don't care do you? yeah, i shouldn't as well. no money haha.

my first priority now is dslr..

that reminds me, i'm going to load castle onto my ipod now..

goodbye. sleep well, i'll see you in school tmr, and we shall battle geog..

if someone out there has a better day because of us, then we've succeeded (:

smile for the universe.

because even though some things are saddening, there are other things which are still far more awesome.

i'm so happy now haha don't know why. it's like i'm so high and smiling constantly even though i wasn't productive at all. but it's fun! maybe it's just the awesome music...and the fact that i'm editing now. editing a picture of bread. got many more to start on..

just check my tumblr, because i think there's some problems with uploading here as the photos are all mega-huge. those which look amateur and have very little notes are mine..

woke up at around 10 today, ate food and then had tuition. chinese is tiring to the mind...and then slacked around, ate more food and played pes. i'm at november of my fourth season now. that would be expected, given that game time is always much quicker than normal time.

i want to play spore! after hearing hardik describe it..it sounds so much more fun! nevermind, i'll wait till i safely get to next year first. that's what's important. there's much more at stake this semester, because there's more classes and i'm totally not getting bio and chem...more risky.

but it's a weekend! no more about work..so here's a quiz.

well, actually, i have to go find the quiz now, but you won't notice since i'm typing this in real time and you aren't reading it in my time.

this is stolen from fiona's quiz blog, http://gimmeaphrase.blogspot.com/

see i'm so nice free advertising haha.

although the advertising on this will probably cost 30 cents.

wibbley wobbly timey wimey.

Is your second toe longer than your first?
left : they're the same length o.o

right : no.

Do you have a favorite type of pen?
probably the g-techmatic thingo. i've been using it for around 4 years already..and it usually never fails me.

Look at your planner for March 14, what are you doing?
sleep. and food of course.

What color are your toenails usually?
what colour are toenails?

What was the last thing you highlighted?
wow, that's a tough one. probably something in bio or math yesterday..

What color are your bedroom curtains?
i've got no curtains. well, i've got black and white blinds which i never use because it's just too annoying and i'm lazy. you know what i'm talking about if you've ever been to my house.

so you should come soon. since my house is a hotel.

What color are the seats in your car?
wow. i don't know.

my sister says beige.

Have you ever had a black and white cat?
you mean like a zebra cat? that's cool lol

What is the last thing you put a stamp on?
very good question. probably around ten years ago..on some envelope.

yes i know that's a very good answer.

Do you know anyone who lives in Wyoming?
no. i know that doctor who went to utah to film once..not wyoming though.

Why did you withdraw cash from the ATM the last time?
I don't.

Who is the last baby that you held?
i try not to hold babies..i'm afraid i'll drop them ><

Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
don't know any twins..i know triplets. well, i know 2 of the 3. one was my classmate, and one is my classmate.

Do you like Cinnamon toothpaste?
well, the cinnamon jelly bean was really horrible, so i'll have to say no.

What kind of car were you driving 2 years ago?
that's interesting. one of my aunt's many cars..in the carpark somewhere in malaysia.

Pick one: Miami Hurricanes or Florida Gators
fillet steak.

Last time you went to Six Flags?
this is an american quiz..

Do you have any wallpaper in your house?
i have paint on the walls. doesn't wallpaper tear?

Closest thing to you that is yellow:
my shirt xD

Last person to give you a business card?
maybe some guy beside the mrt trying to sell me a credit card..

Who is the last person you wrote a check to?
that's my future. spoilers.

Closest framed picture to you?
my brother with santa claus in switzerland.

Last time you had someone cook for you?
my grandmother...just now. for dinner.

Have you ever applied for welfare?
nope.

How many emails do you have?
9283.

Last time you received flowers/flower?
never. i'm a guy, and anyway i think ice cream > flowers.

Do you think the sanctity of marriage is meant for only a man & woman?
what kind of word is sanctity anyway?

no, people should be allowed to live however they want to. it's their life, don't tell them what to do.

What are you listening to right now?
battle of the sky - doctor who series 5 soundtrack.

Do you play air guitar?
sometimes. but it doesn't really work as a practice routine. heh.

Do you have any Willow Tree figurines?
clueless.

What is your high school's rival mascot?

-skip-

What's my high school's mascot itfp?
-saa-

(not a typo btw)

Who is the last person you talked to from high school?
dion, yesterday in his mum's car on the way home..

Last time you used hand sanitizer?
this morning, when i was washing off the blue ink from my leaked pen..

Would you like to learn to play the drums?
nope, i'll just concentrate on guitar for now, thankyouvermuch (:

What color are the blinds in your living room?
greyish-white.

What is in your inbox at work?
don't work. but what else can be in an inbox?

emails.

Last thing you read in the newspaper?
this is bad. some soccer stuff in the chinese newspaper..but i don't read newspapers! i just read yahoo! and get all my news from online..

What was the last pageant you attended?
N.A.

What is the last place you bought pizza from?
i'm not sure...ahhh i want pizza.

Have you ever worn a crown?
i wore a hat made out of paper once. and a paper bag.

What is the last thing you stapled?
chem assignment yesterday.

Did you ever drink clear Pepsi?
pepsi's black. wait i don't get this o.o

Are you ticklish?
very.

Last time you saw fireworks?
that just reminds me of the song. i think cny in kuching..which would mean january this year. late january.

Last time you had a Krispy Kreme doughnut?
does it exist in Singapore? i think it's american as well..

Who is the last person that left you a message on your cell?
no one leaves voice messages because no one checks them so all you get is annoying smses which you delete.

Last time you parked under a carport?
what's a carport?

Do you have a black dog?
don't do pets...too much effort.

Do you have any pickles in your fridge?
oh, i'm sure there are some. help yourself.

How long have they been there??
a few months, probably..

Who has the prettiest eyes that you know of?
david tennant? or karen gillan..

Last time you saw a semi truck?
-gives up-

Do you remember Ugly Kid Joe?
go away.

Do you have a little black dress?
i'm sick of the questions being irrelevant. i'm a guy you !@##@!@#!

oh, it's over.

okay, i'm off to edit more photos now...goodbye.

riding into a familiar city, in an unfamiliar car.

inspirational music.

hello! just got back and ate dinner. reached home at 930, because we soccered. and dion's mum sent me home..otherwise it could have been much later. thanks!

i should try to do things in the right order. usually i try to get it right because it's confusing if not. but never mind, we shall do things in the wrong order this time.

soccer was good, even though my shoes + socks + laces were completely wet afterwards. interesting game..even though i didn't score. just one assist and one save from jiawei at the end. and jordan was the usual, wall. no one can get past him..actually mostly everyone played well. even hema did...except for his passes actually. i think clean sheet? o.o

wait, definitely not clean sheet.

yes, i'm doing everything backwards. the lessons before that were okay, but i got annoyed in bio because evolution bio is kinda boring (but better than cell bio) and some mosquito kept attacking me, so i killed it by grabbing it with my hand. yes, i have skill.

but then the blood is all over my hands and i got annoyed again. but adrian comes to the rescue! with tissue...he is seriously high. he just walks all around the classroom during classes talking to random people and the teachers don't mind lol. ah, who could mind adrian. he's so awesome.

english is awesome thanks to dustin chin, and then we finished up chem. but media outing was cancelled because it was raining :( lost our chance to go to the tracks...ah well. we just stayed in the room, played chopsticks, settled the CIP stuff. well, half of it. and jordan came! he got intro-ed and everything...and he was being the secretary for the first bit, writing down all the roles of the people. and jiamin that vice president just takes the paper and folds a sampan. what a cow xD

as everyday goes by, i get more and more confused. it's difficult to be nice, so i sometimes try to take the easy way out..and my feelings are just screwy now. i don't know what's going on inside my head anymore..

got tuition tmr. at least it's at 11 so i can sleep a bit more. going to sleep in the afternoon also probably. heck, i'm not doing much work tmr...only math assn + find article for econs + chinese paper anyway..

okay, that is kinda a lot. less than usual. will probably ditch chinese.

here's an amazing wonder goal by yossi benayoun. learn to do that, and you can go earn a lot of money...

it's the first one.

goodnight, world.

SPORE is awesome, go try it.

something for the lotr junkies. and for the rest of you.

oh, and if you ask me about music, i don't know what's popular now. i'm still hooked on doctor who music. it's good, makes me feel like i'm in a movie when i'm walking home haha

spoilers.

today was quite okay. the best bit was that physics was cancelled, so we shifted chem forwards. 2.5h of chem...after a while we died and me and jordan and justin were just sitting there laughing non-stop because we don't understand anything. mental overload. and because, yes, we're awesome that way. it's so fun to sit with those two.

and then we played cards! lucky bling...the whole class is addicted to it now. super fun, but somehow justin always wins, the luck shifts with him, no matter how we change seats..and then there's stuff about electronegativity and dion knocked over a plant. and it was a fake plant.

i'm currently sorting out admin stuff. like, printing out the reply form for tmr's field trip, securing a camera, giving my phone an awesome ringtone, and scanning and emailing some stuff. and then i have to contact RONG because we're supposed to teach them the song tmr. actually i think assembly will drag.

right, goodbye. after settling this there's still chem to do. but it's okay, i'm wide awake.

just had tuition btw, from 530-730.

okay, not just.

in twenty minutes you are going to be famous, everyone is going to offer you any job you want, but first you have to be magnificent. you have to get them working, get them to trust you.

because today's the day you save the world.

the mad man with a box.

complete fiasco.

i like that word. it's good for most situations.

sorry, didn't get to post last night because my internet died. and so i couldn't tumblr also.

but now i feel that the photos i edited are wrongly edited. like, i put too much vignette. it changes from day to day..yesterday i felt it was fine!

anyway, i really shouldn't be here. i should be doing chem assignment because it's due friday, and also the chinese paper and suibi. i keep bringing chinese to school, and then i simply don't touch. because i want to have fun in school and i'm annoyed by all the lessons. ppv literarily fries my brains. and then today i took an hour to understand 2 math examples...

and i completely hate bio now. i just don't care, sleep through cell bio all the time. i mean, cell communication, g proteins, kineases, what? didn't listen for the 2nd lecture at all...ahh whatever i'm dropping bio next year

mostly decided on my subject combination next year already. but i'm still not sure about math.

most likely it'll be phy major, chem and math honours..

yay listening to the doctor who soundtrack now. it just makes me happy. like, happy happy. really happy.

right, let me recap today. there was a fire drill, which dr hang said was better because "no one knew about it". yeah right, i think the whole school knew..

anyway we have adrian so we know. and hardik with his many sources.

english was good, because we just watched a movie. it's japanese, about some guy who goes to work as an undertaker. well, sort of, he does the ceremonies and prepares the dead people for burial and stuff. it's quite interesting to watch, but at the same time it's very sad. too much death.

i hate it when there are shows where there's so many deaths. especially in action movies. at least like 10 people die at once and after seeing so much, we just expect death to be normal. but it's not normal, and they shouldn't portray it as such. it's just..wrong.

right now i'm reading a csi book (yes, they write CSI books) about some guy who got shot accidentally on a reality tv show, and before he died he apparently glares at the film crew and flips them off. what? super epic, can't wait to see the conclusion. i'll read it tmr..after pe.

and then we had ace. where we tried to show them the lyrics and stuff and failed quite badly. 1 hour, i think we managed to get like 30% of what we planned done? but after that is chinese, and there is no chinese because wujiong has to go invigilate for a level oral! yes so happy. so we sat there, gossiped, discussed secret stuff for tday (ahem) and wrote a few more verses. the song should be okay now..more linked.

then played soccer and went home. while waiting for hema to complete his math assignment..not bad, scored twice. once off jookee though. but amazingly all the shots miss, but they all seem to hit my bottle..

and jordan is a wall! when you're faced with him, don't even try getting past him..you'll just fail terribly.

this happens to us all, right. i wish my computer had a personality..it'll be so fun.

but then it'll probably rebel and like randomly quit all my windows or something.

i need to go sort out my school stuff now, and attempt to do chem so that i don't feel guilty that i'm slacking so much. bye.

p.s. sorry! i'm always saying the wrong things today and listing the wrong persons and accusing the wrong people of the wrong things. it's just a momentary lapse. i'm becoming a worse person..

i blame rong.

hello, rong!

oh yes, canon photomarathon 2011 is available to register already..it seems fun. just running around, taking pictures randomly within a random time frame. and they only announce the theme then, so you have to be creative. but no dslr...problem is, we're going to the tracks which will be closed soon to take photos this friday for media..but i need a dslr T.T

it's just so much better! but i don't have that kind of money and i'm not going to burden my parents with that. they've already given me more than enough already.

okay, the bye is a fail.

i wish i could write as much for suibi as i type for this. i mean, it's at least 400 words already.

actually, 757 words o.o

well, now 759. wait, 762.

my dad's birthday on 11th, my sis's on 13th.

there's a mango ice cream cake, and a mango cheese cake.

yes, the photos are biased but still.

now, i shall post some photos which i edited using lightroom.

which are all on my tumblr, but i know you don't go there so there.

the photos won't upload.

i am annoyed.

goodnight for real.

fellas, pay attention.

sorry, short post tonight. and no photos, because editing all those i took today will take at least an hour. and i need to do phy, which is due tmr, and also study for math and ppv gct.

crazyness tmr. 8.5h of lessons..my grandfather's trying to use the ipad now haha. cool, we're all waiting for iphone 5. actually, itouch 5..

sorry, can't edit today. maybe tmr. and wednesday. tuition on thursday...it's going to be a busy week.

today was pretty average. spent chinese being annoyed at wu jiong, and then slept through geog. math was fun though, because loo is cool. he says that we're much quieter than 03, but somehow he's much slower when he's teaching us..

it's my dad's birthday today. so we have cake later! ice cream cake. you'll get photos soon. actually just check my tumblr, i'll upload all the edited ones there..

easier.

but now i've run out of stuff to watch, because i've run out of castle, doctor who and torchwood completely. this is bad. they should hurry up and air the next episode of dw, and not be slacky women. after all, they are the bbc..

assembly in the hall tmr, goodnight people.

you can't imagine what i've been through today, emotionally.

but now i'm happy, so it's okay. been having nervous breakdowns the entire day.

went out for frisbee in the morning, then slacked the afternoon away. i seriously told myself not to do chinese, even though it's the first lesson tmr. ah heck.

so i suppose we'll discuss phy tmr, and that's okay. it's not that hard, i think. chem is more annoying nowadays. i hate le chatelier.

time can be rewritten. so we should go back in time and change his theorem to "your mum". and then come back and find that that's all you need to learn for chem.

but then you'll just ruin his life and he won't get famous so he won't end up in the notes anyway. ah damn.

okay, i'm going to go sleep now. alonso won at silverstone! finally ferrari are doing something right :D

they've just been horribly unlucky sometimes actually.

the editing addiction is eating at me. i'm going to get a job where i take photos and videos and then sit in a room with a bunch of friends just editing.

here's another screenshot which you can't enlarge.

we need three day weekends.

i'll see you in school tmr, going to sleep.

amelia pond.

best speech ever :D

oh right, the picture in the previous post won't enlarge. sorry, i'll try to fix it. if not just zoom in..somehow my blog's formatting is bad for photos.

the early bird gets the worm.

but it's currently 5:45 now, and i'm posting because i can't sleep. mainly because i'm too sad. i don't know what happened to me. i had dreams, something about a film swap and two thousand years of waiting, and then i cried. in my sleep. thrice. and i'm just too overcome with sadness to sleep. what is wrong with me?

and my back is hurting now.

i'll probably attempt to go do work, and then go back to sleep. after a while. i've got time.

that is absolute genius. good morning (:

a rather, sad one.

ruined dinner.

usually that takes like a cat which upset your spaghetti sauce, or something else.

oh yes, it seems like a lot of people ate that for dinner on friday night..me, edwin and then fiona.

there's probably more.

haha. my dad was being a cow again and complaining that the kfc people give him chicken breasts even though he asks for no breasts. and then he says the people deliver his cake on the wrong day so he's not going to cut it...what?!

i shall escape to guitar, can't stand this rubbish anymore. later.

-2h and a bit later-

editing using lightroom now. it's good (: here's a screenshot of what i'm editing now..pacman at lake geneva!

again, click to enlarge.

i want them to rename the airport. to something cooler. like heathrow. you see, the british are cool. i'm arriving at heathrow at 3:20. see how much cooler that is? rather than, i'm arriving at changi at 3:20..

i kinda hate today. it made me feel so useless and mad at myself for being useless. and mad at other people. okay it's quiz (sorta) time.

Bold/italicise if it applies to you.

I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different colour. (NO. i love my hair colour.)
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo. I think tattoos are really unique.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

I've touched something that i knew would give me an electric shock..that's easily more insane.

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel
I’ve been to Florida.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day. (200 km is just one hour for my dad :D)
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia.
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Ottawa
I’ve been to the Caribbean.
I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car. (nearly. into some bins.)
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself. (for the turtle.)

Materialism
I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing well.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well. (dion says 80%, so it's good enough.)
My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink ,blue, red, black, purple, or orange.

TARDIS blue.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room. of course. it would sneak up on me and get me in my sleep.
I’m really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People
ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic.
call me fat.
say I’m skinny.
have said I’m ugly.
have said I’m pretty.
have spread rumors about me.
force me to eat.
say I eat too much.
say I eat too little.

Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood.

I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.
I’ve fainted from exhaustion.

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.

Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Someone has had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge (on you. look behind you.)

aha. you're now thinking that you won't, since i'm obviously tricking you, but you will anyway just to be sure. and because you can't resist.

daryl lee how jun, you have no choice but to do this okay. i'm giving you more content for you to post. and dion, too.

i have lied somewhere in this post. the first person to spot the obvious lie will get free milo ^^

okay that's cheap. you get lunch. but under $3.

are you married, river?

are you asking?

yes.

yes.

wait, did you think i was asking to marry you, or if you were married?

yes.

wait, but was that yes, or yes?

yes.

river, who are you?

you're going to find out very soon. and i'm sorry, but that's when everything changes.

oh. you're married.

i have tuition in another hour. and then after that i'll probably fall back asleep.

got so much homework this weekend! but i'll do less than half. i want to catch up on sleep..and guitar. there's like

chem assn 1

phy assn 1

math assn 1

ppv assn and tutorial

finish the chinese zuowen

cedar girls chinese paper T.T

suibi

and to top it all off, tumblr's hanging on me now.

yesterday was a complete fiasco. and i dreamt last night that the next episode of doctor who's out. only to wake up and find that it's still july, and not yet september -.-

yesterday was a complete fiasco, considering how many things happen. math was the usual boringness, and then watched torchwood, watched the evolution vid for bio, went back to finish watching torchwood, chinese....which was terrible because i was trying to write and i don't even know what i'm writing! then my organisation is shot to hell already. it always happens. like jordan's english essay...i look left after 45 mins and his first paragraph is like 3/4 of the page. epic. mine wasn't any better...i didn't have any points or evidence so i just have to heck it. in the end i was just thinking, just finish it, doesn't matter..

so after that we played netball. and yos scratched me...until the skin came out and it was bleeding. like seriously, why are his nails so sharp? and then we learnt how to use lightroom in media..it's quite good, definitely offers a lot of editing opportunities. i like the gradient thing..

oh yes, lee joined us in photo, so hema's now left in video alone xP. evil. but i do hope they buy final cut so i can steal..

time to go, i should be posting tonight, so look out for it (:

please tag you cows.

thames house lockdown.

haha. apparently i can follow myself on tumblr. cool.

i assume it won't make a difference haha. let's see how it goes..

maybe i've violated the space time continuum by doing that, which will crack the universe, and blow a hole in it the size of belgium. and also, the cracks in time and space will mean that everything will cease to exist. we will never have been born.

that's the main gist of my conversations with jordan today.

the day was...the usual. our timetable's quite good actually, the lessons are all lumped on tuesday, and then the rest are spread out. still hate geog though.

we didn't do anything in pe..just balanced balls and did passes. and we all want to get to the games, so we're like half heartedly doing these..then netballed a bit, and went through phy and chem without much event. i still like chem, but now it's harder to understand..phy is still same as ever, difficult to apply.

went home with dion and boon chong. we were talking about random stuff, like prisons and kings of prisons...and if some guy is in jail from 20 - 50 years old, once he gets out he can't find a job at all. because he has no working experience and he has a criminal record. then i realised that's my advocacy project lol

ahh, english tmr. have to write essay...and chinese have to write zuowen. suicide. in one hour! i think i'll end up using up my break because he'll say have to finish by today -.-

and it's 议论文. i can't write this kind of stuff..in my head it sounds okay, but putting it to words it just collapses.

we're supposed to be using lightroom for media tmr to edit photos. but problem is, i have no laptop. so will probably be stuck watching people. but then i spoke to weiren just now and he said that 0 people have gotten it from him...so yes. it'll be interesting.

there is a very strong temptation to just finish the final episode of torchwood. but no, i shall not succumb. i'll watch it tmr..after english or something.

at least we can soccer tmr. but i'm hurting all over..just now i stepped out of the lounge and my entire left leg died. pain just shot through it..and i nearly fell. and my left knee is screwed, which doesn't make sense, since i shoot with my right.

my mother is going to kill my sister when she gets back..

okay, time to go do some work. and sleep early. don't want to get scared by adrian again tmr. that guy has been super high the whole day. in the morning i reached the class, justin was sleeping behind, and it was dark and i was sleepy. so i dump my bag on my chair, turn around and adrian's there and i jumped.

goodnight, world. sleep early.

happy birthday, edwin :D

now i've got to find pictures of floating markets.

tuition just ended. well, it ended at 10, actually. problem is, i was sleepy throughout. and that's because i just collapsed of exhaustion the moment i got home, slept from 7-8. actually i ate food first.

and then i woke up to some piano sounds which made me annoyed so i screamed at my brother so my dad screamed back at me so i got pissed and then they were eating durians.

i hate the smell of durians..especially when i just woke up.

so now i'm awake so i'll probably go draft that email to mr ho about that national day video thing and take the chance to do some work.

there is a new national day song everyone! link here, since embedding is disabled. well, friday's much better than it. let's just leave it at that. it has close to 6000 dislikes already..

i wished more people visited my blog. more coverage. haha. that reminds me. haven't watched sxephil in a week..

oh well, let's recap today! i think i was mostly sleepy because math + chinese is the most boring ever. seriously, ended up playing hangman with junwei and justin. gosh, the problem with wujiong's lessons is that

a) he's too soft

b) it takes a lot of brainpower to decipher what he's saying

c) it's probably not really relevant

so i try to bother, but after 5 minutes, i just give up. seriously, all of us have the same problem. it's like trying to make a cheesecake, but you're out of biscuits. and you have no cream cheese.

biscuits...to make the base. oh, just to remind you, tmr's assembly is hall. more exchange students coming in...hopefully they're from somewhere cool like croatia.

and then we soccered. hat-trick! but it was mostly laughing at lee chasing hema around. and kicking balls everywhere. and then bridge. and watched torchwood on the way home again. my ipod is amazing, the battery was at 15%, and i still managed to watch 45minutes of video on half brightness. it only died when i was one bus stop away from my house..

edwin's birthday tmr. 7 July. that cow...still owes me a cow. and then we have yin zhi's birthday on 8 July. yes, people, that's what the note on my phone means..

oho.

In the desperate search for Melody Pond, the TARDIS crash lands in 1930s Berlin, bringing the Doctor face to face with the greatest war criminal in the Universe. And Hitler. The Doctor must teach his adversaries that time travel has responsibilities - and in so doing, learns a harsh lesson in the cruellest warfare of all.”

—	This is the official synopsis for Doctor Who Series 6 episode 8 ‘Let’s Kill Hitler’, due to be screened around the end of August.

forget it, i'm going off. somehow posting makes me sleepy. mmhm. goodnight.

tag please! tagboard's completely dead...

talking about biscuits.