Wednesday, June 30, 2010

can't be too careful anymore.

the sound's distorting. not all of it though.

today was an okay-ish day i suppose. well, more to the bad sad really. phy was suckish, cos i kinda understood and kinda didn't understand, i'm fail at studies, can't do anything properly. math, the usual, extremely boring. chem was entertaining for like 40 mins when kong was crapping and we were all laughing like crap...the rest i think i understood, but couldn't be bothered to listen. guess i'm still not used to school.


then after that, played soccer, in the big field, but not full field, cos the goalposts are like at the 65% point i think. it's more like just running all over the place. it's better lah, easier for me, there's more motivation to run. it's like play for one hour, touch the ball for like seven times, pointless. then yk came and we left a while after that..trained home with lee dion hardik fiona jen. i know, it's a weird bunch. we saw hardik on the train at commonwealth then told him to get off and he did haha. totally unexpected. sorry foo....



and thanks to fb, it's like everyone's having birthdays, i never knew there was this many days which everyone was born, it's like almost everyday there's someone..

my speaker's like really bad..

i'm off, need to go look through my notes...actually i'll probably like read it once then run off and play tap tap.

tmr got geog, wish me luck. and phy again...argh i hate phy. i'm just like naturally not good at it.
also, i realise i was a terrible person for a few weeks in sem 2 last year. was just reflecting in phy just now, it's like i'm some bitchy person, it's terrible.


oh my mum's home. that's surprising.
somehow, the idea of watching digimon with my bro seems sadly appealing.

i don't know how to say this, but i want a project. it's weird.

and i don't want so many chem quizzes. i always screw them up, i'm hopeless.




oh my dad's home as well. that's early. he just got back from brisbane this morning...



paramore is awesome ~

Monday, June 28, 2010

day one/.



i'm tired....was very tired just now...but now it's better.

anyway. so i kinda woke up at 430 to go drink ribena and turn the a/c on, then .....skip skip skip.

so i'm in school. it's like weird, being in school again. then the russian brought a fake jabulani haha...it's just a normal ball painted to look like it. so went for pe, new teacher, gerald sim. i think. he's not bad lah...seems quite friendly. but i don't like his captain's ball rules...then i was bored like 90% of the time cos of course i have to stand on the chairs cos i'm the tallest in my team..blah. then after that played soccer with the usual people on the futsal court, then it's epic, we kept own goalling..three i think. or two. can't remember. fiona and jm...both from corners..it's funny.

skipskipskip.


chinese was okay, i mean he just talked all the way but it was quite entertaining i suppose, he made us laugh a few times. but i couldn't keep myself awake....slept for like 10mins i think. was trying to convince jw to eat his bao...the whole lesson he just smsed and did that, but it was squashed and he said it was sick..it's like my bread, squashed.


hell i can't be bothered to talk about what happened. for once.


and what the hell chinese oral is on thursday really we're all gonna die ahh.

oh yes, and the seating arrangement is screwed. but i like where i am, at the moment. hopefully we get it done tmr before the kalpana woman comes in..


yeah. as if that's gonna happen.
well, at least don't have to wear formal tmr. that means it'll be 3402198273 times better.

thank goodness i bought the chinese tb just now...tmr got chi. dion scam me la, he missed out one period and made us all believe only got 2 periods of chi per week...sheesh.
and i don't care much for popular. i mean, tb + zuoye = $8.83? that's daylight robbery okay. but i suppose it was like 540 so it's twilight robbery. it's still like paying to suffer, not that i really mind zuoye, i just hate the compres. the open ended ones. mcq just tikam..



hurray for no electives! thank goodness first day no hw so i can post. we were saying that chia should just give us 10 assignments on the first day, then we chiong and dont need to worry for the rest of the sem. that'll be nice haha. but somehow, not very nice.


okay it's jeryl sim. i apologise.
but honestly, i prefer gerald.


i realise i'm hopeless and i can't really do anything properly.

okay i'll stop saying that.



oh yes, the referee can go stuff himself. all three of them. so can fifa. i mean, does using technology not benefit them? the sport's better, more people watch, they earn more money?
they're siao okay, crazy, crazy.,

oh and netherlands vs slovakia later. time for slovakia to die haha. van persie's back.

i realise i have never tasted ben and jerry's. yes i'm sad. i'm a very sad person.

i'd better go...if not i'll start going nuts and talking delusional stuff again. just now i was making a list of all my flaws and planning to post it....


anyone with any smart comments can go jump off a bridge.


you won't die, you can bungee jump.




anyone know which movie i stole that from?






.....rar.
bye.


oh remember to bring thermometer.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.



it's really warm.

and i'm having a headache.

i hate reading until like 3, then i feel super tired and i sit there spending half an hour trying to keep myself awake, but then i still fail, then i sleep until like 5 and wake up with a headache. then i get pissed at myself.

i don't know what's got into me.


and what's with those malay blokes having a wedding downstairs? i mean, i'm not being racist or anything, but seriously, shouldnt a wedding be a nice and quiet event? music shouldn't be blasted like super loud. oh, and don't even get me started on the drums. and the singing's horrible. like really bad. not that i'm one to comment, but i was just pissed at them okay. freaking noisy. i'm on the 10th floor. that's like 30m up, and i can still hear it as though i'm in a music studio and it's blasting. there's something seriously wrong with them. also, what is wrong with the weather? super hot with no wind...it's stupid. well, at least it got better at like 6, clear blue sky and nice wind. it should be like that all the time.


i don't really like the shirt i'm wearing now too. it's like yellow but lightish yellow with a tinge of green? yes, i agree now, yellow doesn't suit me. but let's face it, i rarely look nice in anything i wear.


i realise i'm turning into one of those people who hate the world and hate themselves..







the cape of good hope.




bp, you'd better fix that leak.
england, you'd better beat germany. and score your penalties.

a thousand splendid suns.

it's saturday morning.
already.

anyway this morning's gonna be free cos everyone will be out....mum and dad bringing grandparents to ICA to apply their PR...

dunno why, they're bothering. maybe he just likes to do the paperwork.

then again, i don't blame him. paperwork's nice.
like filing, photocopying and stuff.



actually, i'll just talk about world cup since i got nothing to talk about.
it's weird. japan, slovakia and paraguay qualified, and france and italy got knocked out. but actually france there's no surprise, the whole team is like screwed le


well....bye?

Friday, June 25, 2010

follow your heart.


actually i don't know what to say.

i mean, i was full of things to say just now, now i'm staring at this, it's suddenly blank.

is this normal?

oh and my internet's like super slow now. it's getting annoying.
\


damn. i'm really blank.




and my internet is still pissing me off.

i can't believe this.


i need ham.



and i don't want to go back to school.



oh, and what the heck is wrong with safari? the thing can't even handle opening a simple window. it just hangs there. this is my 4th attempt at this post already.

actually, don't read it. it's angry, not a happy one.




mad. all completely mad.



i feel like i want someone to piss me off so i can punch them in the face. yeah i know that's stupid.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

jumpstart.

i realise all we do nowadays is just spam tv. just now watched like men in black 2 again, i think it's the fifth time already, my sis just keeps laughing at the mini pizza bit, she's crazy. you'll get it if you've watched the movie.

my mum wants to say that she's very depressed cos holidays are over. me too...can't watch tv so much le..haha. it's actually quite fun. i got my bro hooked on doctor who....and he wants to be a car designer in the future. no link.


i just realised i can't update to iOS 4.o cos i don't have itunes 9.2..and i cant install 9.2 cos i'm not admin...need to wait months for my dad. ah wtv, i can't use multitasking anyway..

it's been a rather boring day to be honest. i found my library book, but it's not that nice, i read the first few pages felt sian le, maybe it's just my mood.


-4 hours later-

been reading percy jackson, it's much better. it's like different from the movie, the girl's way more friendly. oh before that i played 1 v 1 soccer with my bro, using a tennis ball. he's not bad...better than me. it's very different without shoes on...plus the floor's marble. well, at least i got some exercise today.


i still feel fat.



school will be screwed. i think. but after a while should be okay bah.

i'm also not looking forward to pe. why cant they just take height without taking weight -.-


better still, just don't take anything at all and let us spam soccer the whole while.
that'll be nice. even though i'm terrible at it.


oh and go listen to lithium, by evanescence. it's quite nice.






we are who we are, even if we sometimes forget.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

i see the dark clouds coming out again.



riding through the monsoon, beyond the world, to the end of time, where the rain won't hurt.
fighting the storm, into the blue, and when i lose myself i think of you.
together we'll be running somewhere new, and nothing can hold be back from you.
through the monsoon ~



oh screw blogger i've got to do this in trebuchet?
bloody hell..

really not used to it.
friday looks like a failure, 4 ppl haha.
later england v slovenia, should be interesting. but mum wants me in bed at 10..

and i can't find my book. my library book. die. the house is super messy now, got loads of things to sort out. like to throw away my exam papers and upgrade to iOS 4...

the new timetable's like screwed. random unknown teachers? and pe on monday again...that's the worst thing. but i suppose at least it's like straight away, not after one lesson. that's like terrible..
and why the hell is mentoring at 1130. they crazy...it's probably one of their horrible newfangled ideas which will fail again. they're always experimenting.
actually, trebuchet's not bad. well, it looks nice here anyway.

today didnt do much, woke up at 9, amazingly. finished 2 books, watched the time traveller's wife on my ipod. the book's still way better. then watched some tv, and i'm here now.

the days pass super quickly, before we know it, it's school.










she's a natural disaster she's the last of the american girls.

we sit alone.








gazing into the heavens, under the starry sky.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

some, cute stuff.


see, anyone called bob is dangerous.


sorry, bobs.

tonight, imma fight till i see the sunlight.



yes i'm listening to tik tok.
it's still nice.

now i hate the song i was addicted to yesterday.
my brother wants to sell me some cards...he's crazy. apparently i'm supposed to pay him $3 for 3 cards, then give them away?

doesn't make sense.

i'm thinking of changing the skin, but then i kinda like it, just that the column for posts is too narrow, it makes the thing even longer. but then if i want to do it i should do it now, won't have time when school starts.

i'll probably change it in december. in time for the new year?

oh and we're going out on friday? probably not i think...it looks like it's going to fall apart..


today was okay i suppose, woke up, went bugis by taxi, cos my mum was paranoid we were going to be late, sis had piano at 2, we reached at like 130...16 bucks leh...siao. the guy drives super slowly also..but there was something interesting.







okay, so you see, this picture is basically my view. this is somewhere along ecp i think. note the yellow cctv sign there. hold on, i'll enlarge it for you.




there you go.
it's interesting right.
and yes it is rather bright, the sun was shining straight down. i think it was taken in seah st..
but i somehow manage to take it without the driver noticing.
either that or he noticed and didn't care.


but it doesn't make sense...what can you steal a car?
it's still cool nevertheless.
of course, you could steal the whole car.......never mind.


then we went lib, i got quite a few books, then they went to buy stuff and i got pissed so i just camped at some bench in bhg reading a book....then i and my mum got annoyed with each other over stupid stuff. sorry. it's just that my shoulders were annoying the hell out of me. plus i was in a weird mood.

then came back, went tamp one, i bought a few shirts from uniqlo, then went starbucks haha. it's freaking ex. but nice. but it was cold...i think i'm gonna wake up sick tmr.

you know that feeling, you like get up, and the first thought is : " shit, i'm sick."

oh and the north korea thrashing was like half their fault, the defence was crappy....even if it had been better portugal would still have won though..

who am i to judge anyway.



i've got a headache brewing....didnt manage to play guitar at all today, as usual. tmr, i dont know.

i'm still thinking of mid-year papers, hate those so much. can't be bothered to check my new teachers on espace though. i think we're like the only school who doesn't have hol hw. oh apart from suibi, which i'm going to do on the sunday before school starts.


it's amazing i'm in this room alone.

zz the aircon still sucks.

what else to say...what to say.
do you guys like long posts? or short ones. i don't know how long i should keep the posts...



bye then.


switzerland for world cup!


oh, as a side note, i think france is screwed up, and england should not start joe cole. sub him at like 60mins. and let joe hart play.

here's my most preferred starting XI : hart, terry, upson, ashley cole, glen johnson, milner, lampard, gerrard, lennon, rooney, defoe. but defoe's a tad short.


you don't care do you...the bit above. yeah you probably won't know most of the guys there.




it could be wrong, could be wrong.




can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.



it's really warm.

and i'm having a headache.

i hate reading until like 3, then i feel super tired and i sit there spending half an hour trying to keep myself awake, but then i still fail, then i sleep until like 5 and wake up with a headache. then i get pissed at myself.

i don't know what's got into me.


and what's with those malay blokes having a wedding downstairs? i mean, i'm not being racist or anything, but seriously, shouldnt a wedding be a nice and quiet event? music shouldn't be blasted like super loud. oh, and don't even get me started on the drums. and the singing's horrible. like really bad. not that i'm one to comment, but i was just pissed at them okay. freaking noisy. i'm on the 10th floor. that's like 30m up, and i can still hear it as though i'm in a music studio and it's blasting. there's something seriously wrong with them. also, what is wrong with the weather? super hot with no wind...it's stupid. well, at least it got better at like 6, clear blue sky and nice wind. it should be like that all the time.


i don't really like the shirt i'm wearing now too. it's like yellow but lightish yellow with a tinge of green? yes, i agree now, yellow doesn't suit me. but let's face it, i rarely look nice in anything i wear.


i realise i'm turning into one of those people who hate the world and hate themselves..







the cape of good hope.




bp, you'd better fix that leak.
england, you'd better beat germany. and score your penalties.

Monday, June 21, 2010

the beautiful lake.



yeah, water's really beautiful.

hi, sorry for that angry/frustrated post, i just needed to get my feelings out. it's like bottled inside, not good, will explode. that's what they say.

and it's probably true.

so, today nothing much, just slacked around until like 2, then sent sis to sch, went to cc to book court, then went 7-11, and the mashed potato machine was broken. wtf lah, i practically live for that thing. it's awesome.

so went home, ate leftovers, fetched sis back, then we sat there watching smosh. haven't done that for such a long time. they're still as retarded as ever haha, but then my internet was pmsing, so it wasn't that smooth. then i went to sleep for like 10 mins i think, played a little bejeweled, then dad came to fetch us to the zoo, cos someone crazy, wanna go night safari.

ate a bit, then go mandai there wait for them, apparently my mum screwed up the timing again, was like 30mins late again, typical, so we went sembawang mrt to pick them, i rmb that place la, last time me foo and prada went russell's house, anyway after that squeezed in the car, ate bread, went zoo. the thing is scam la, like 30plus bucks and you get to see some show which is basically some woman with an annoying voice talking a lot a lot and some animals walking about. and they got one of the zoo people to like go to some woman and scream and steal her slippers. i mean, it's stupid lah, plus his scream is epic. it's girly yet is impossible to be produced by a girl. you'll understand.

then the tram ride's okay la, cos got wind, but can't see much cos it's dark, and i keep thinking i'll fall out, or my phone will fall out or something and i'll have to jump off to get it and run after the thing...then there was one bit there was water...very shallow, but i was thinking we were going to drown. ya i know, i'm very paranoid.

then came home, my mum's epic la, my dad found her lipstick in the backseat, then she was like freaking out with happiness then she blabbered some crap and kissed my dad. haha it's epic, then we were like laughing about random things for the next 10mins...

oh yes, i have a new song addiction. it's gettin' over you by david guetta, chris willis, fergie and lmfao. link's here if you want. it's not bad, very addictive. it makes me super hyper, even though my eyes are tired. it's like, when i'm not sitting down and the song is on, i just jump around singing....good luck imagining it.


a couple more things. portugal thrashed north korea 7-0....their country's probably not gonna be there tmr...we'll wake up and find this massive hole where portugal used to be..

also, i plan to start learning crushcrushcrush tmr. i keep wanting to do that, but i always fail. lack of motivation + supporting factors. well, my finger's healed, and i have time. i suppose. as long as i don't wake up late. haha that's very difficult to prevent, considering it's past midnight now. and i need books. my reading progress has been like 1 book in 5 days...terrible. may follow mum to nat lib in the aft but i think it's like too big, and definitely needs more sofas. they should just buy loads of comfy cushions and throw them all over the place so people can sit on the floor. i mean, why don't they let people sit on the floor? it doesn't harm anyone. it's like the stupid rule of giving a yellow card to someone who takes off his shirt to celebrate his goal...it's pointless.



oh and latest news, chile 1-0 switzerland.


i think that's it...there must be something i've missed out. again.



that's about it i suppose.
go to sleep...or good morning.




btw, the picture at the start of this post isn't water, i just realised i didn't have any nice pics of lakes but i wanted to keep the title, so there you are.



can we really do it?

Saturday, June 19, 2010

cold touch.



hi, it's me again.

yes, hello.
i know i'm bored and i'm deprived and i have nothing else better to do.

for the record, one of my fingers is swollen again, it's damn painful whenever i touch something with it or press on something with it, it was hurting during guitar just now, the nail went in again.

now i have to like download and extract audio from like 7 youtube videos. yes, i know.
it's gonna keep me busy like the whole of tmr.


gah i'm pissed. apparently there's going to be more. and i don't know how to extract the audio. i'm fail at this.
someone help me.


oh and i can't install new software cos i'm not admin.
that really helps.

i think i'm just being stupid. i mean, i wanted something to do and now i have something to do and i'm complaining. fk this, i can't even spell complaining properly anymore. i complain too much probably. yeah i'm a terrible person. just leave me alone will you.


oh and screw you all who are talking about girlfriends and shit okay. seriously, is it that fun to talk about? i mean, i cant believe i'm typing this and they're in the same room and i'm going to die. they just go like,


moving on, i realise i'm also super impatient, and that pisses off the people around me, even though most of the time i don't mean it. i'm sorry okay, i'm trying to control it, but i just cant. i get pissed at stupid things.


yeah, also for all those despo/stupid people who are interested in other people's phones and want to tell the whole world dumb things just for attention, you can all go screw yourselves.

yeah, i think that's it.


actually, this was yesterday's post, cos the internet died, hence i'm doing it now, just to relieve stress and anger.

also, my finger still hurts.

and we're all getting annoyed at the indian/malay wedding happening like a few blocks away, yet we can still hear them super clearly. it's like across a park and a road. they're crazy.
i pity the people living there.


screw this lah, the house is super messy, there's too much food, i'm like half-sick, hurting everywhere.


yes, i'm complaining again. live with it.







haha this is nice.
it's funny.







oh no, it's not funny, cos i'm a total !#@#$#@ wtv.

peace.

it still hurts.

i'm referring to my ulcers.

they've like expanded/multiplied, or both, i dont know how that happened, apparently the watermelon didnt help, so i'm going to try again later. ahh.


actually it's not that bad if you're not moving your mouth.
when i'm eating with the side of my mouth then it's bad.

i think there's some malay wedding at the hall beside my block, i could hear some guy with a mike talking just now, and he sounds malay.

i'm listening to 4 minutes haha. yeah the madonna one. it's old i know.


anyway today.
let's see. woke up at like 7, went back to sleep, then foo called me at 7.51, woke me up, thank goodness he did, if not i would have overslept like crap. anw was already late, so rushed out of the house after wasting 5mins on getting frustrated with the bag. i made the wrong choice anyway, shouldn't have brought bag, it was in the way.

so reached bugis like 10mins late only, lee foo fiona were there already, then we went macs to wait for alice and jk. then we were like messing around and using the wifi and reading world cup shit. apparently england got booed by their own supporters...well, that's tough.
and i only brought 4 bucks, cos i forgot to take money, then ran out of the house, stopped in the middle of the road cos i remembered, but there were no cars, so i just stood there for like 5s, then bus came, then i was like, heck la, just go. so yeah, i owe lee $1.8 for the ice milo. i didnt like it at first, found it too milky, but then after that was alright i guess..i'm weird.

so those 2 arrived and we nearly went the wrong way while going to fulushou, and the bus stop is weird la, there's like two? you need to see it to understand, i didnt take a pic..
so we took 170, then talked random crap along the way, i smsed am using foo's phone, but then the sun was getting in my eyes and i got annoyed so i stopped after we got off, without giving any notice. sorry. then it was hot and we were all complaining but the slope's screwed la, super steep de. i died at the stairs there, but finally managed to reach the top...then we took the long way down, the curvy path around the stairs, it's like super detour la, takes forever and we moved like that much. yes, that much. alice and jk chionged de, they reached long before us, whereas foo took some superlongroute that took forever to reach. then we were spamming icecream, me, lee jk and alice ate like 2 of the jelly ones each, and fiona bought magnum, but i ate like 1/4 of it. the ice cream's awesome okay, tastes like kinder bueno. then apparently foo was flirting with some random woman in the shop...typical la he.

then when we were walking out foo talked to some monkey and it was like following us almost all the way out of the place, like on the road. then while walking to the bus stop lee said sth about wq and lice being tgt i think, then he just blew up haha, i mean not angry, but super big reaction. our conclusion was that they must have something between them...it's damn funny.

so we took 171 instead of 170, cos 170 was crowded, met junwei at dhoby, walked to shaw, then we kept losing foo, and asked him to walk in the centre instead of at the front, then he just dropped to the floor and did some walrus crawl? yes, in front of everyone. i dunno how to describe lah, i think that's the best i can do.

this post is boring, it's too long. i'll just shorten for the rest of it.


escalator, cockroach, walk around, eat, movie, people fighting, violent, crazy woman, shoot her, sleep, rain, home.

there.
it actually looks nice.


i want prata.
i know i shouldn't eat so much.

alvin's fault.




fly with them.

Friday, June 18, 2010

you can't tell me to feel.

morning.


it's ten forty-eight now.
.............boring


yeah that's what my sis thinks.
i'm stealing her chips right now. evil

i've been mostly disorientated the whole day, somehow time seemed to pass very fast.
tmr going to bukit timah to walk lol. apparently i've got to wake up at like 730 cos meeting at 9 and got to leave at 8. typical. but i dont like going there too late, later go too much sun, so hot.

1,2,3,4.


somehow my music videos like cloned themselves, simply cos i edited the volume cos it was too soft.

or maybe it's my ears. i think it's my ears.
anyway, i finished the book.

chips are now in reach. that's interesting. yes, i failed trying to type that line, took me like 4 tries.


i.want.taro.turnover.
it's so nice!
maybe we'll go to bk for lunch tmr.
then again, maybe not.

oh yes amelia called me in the morning. apparently she had some wedding to attend so she can't make it for tmr. sad. but well, it was interesting. havent spoken to her in ages. she was like trapped cos her relatives were around so she shut herself inside the room haha. but yeah, it was fun. thanks am.

next time if you're bored, call me. seriously.


i need to go soon, need to sleep, sleep cycle's damn messed up...sigh.
mum and aunt going out for drinks with some woman apparently..now. it's like eleven.
what can i say, they like to be spontaneous.


i wonder what kind of person i'll be in the future. i need to find a way to remind myself to have fun, relax, and be spontaneous for a change, in case i turn into some kind of antisocial jerk, which is rather likely.



that's high on my to-do list.

somehow i dont like the word. to-do. it's not aesthetically appealing. in other words, it doesn't look nice.

also, my typing's losing it's smoothness. dunno what's happening.

i really feel like talking about my hatred for atrociously short shorts, but just not in the mood, plus i can't really find much to say, so i suppose i'll just leave it?

does feel like and not in the mood contradict? shit i think it does....


ah whatever, shall go, hope tmr turns out fine.

take care, guys.





you can't be too careful anymore ~

bad wolf.



it's been happening inside my head.

firstly, sorry for last night's post, i know it's super long and some of you won't know any of the people inside it. also, i had to cut it short cos my mum came in and screamed at me.


then, there's the matter of world cup, where greece beat nigeria 2-1 and mexico 2-0 france, which means france are almost certainly out of it. USA playing slovenia later, they're gonna lose haha. slovenia are awesome, they're like super unknown, but comparitively good.
well, england....they're good, can be very good, but screw up badly occasionally.


lastly, there's the matter of dreams. over the past two days i've been dreaming, which isn't that good, for me, and the dreams are like weird. can't really remember wed night's one, all i know is that i was in some house with some people, and everything kept spinning into nothingness, and there were flies. it sucked lah, quite bad.


then last night's was worse, i found myself inside this world where people kept trying to kill me with choppers, and it's like the exact same chopper used throughout the whole dream, it's retarded. then i met some wolf-guy, then he told me that all the people with choppers are like possessed by some spirit or something floating through the air, and they all have red eyes. then i escaped a lot of guys with choppers, then ended up on some rocket with some of my pri-sch friends. then they were trying to get some people on the ground to break some chains which were made out of jade, you know that green crystal stuff you see in chinese shows? yeah, those. then they were failing epicly so i got pissed, and then all of a sudden zen (why the hell is he there, i havent spoken to him for like 3+ years already, was never close to him in the first place.) starts attacking me, throwing bloody choppers at me but somehow i managed to dodge/catch them all. yeah i know, i'm amazingly pro in my dreams, as compared to real life. then somehow i had to kill cyrus and zen cos they were possessed ( wtf? ) , and i was like sad and unwilling and doing other crap so it took super long, then we all escaped the rocket and ran through some shopping complex..and that's about it.


it doesn't make sense, i know. dreams aren't supposed to make sense anyway.





that boy rocks, if you get what i mean.




red flow.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

tired eyes.

it's been a while, hasn't it.

emotions change, feelings change, relationships change.

the reason i havent been posting is that mon-wed i was away at class chalet, and didnt want to use wx's netbook, and then wed i slept most of it away, didnt feel like posting, then today supposedly banned from com+ tv, dunno what's wrong with my mum, at least she's nice and lets me use it now.

apparently we're going airport to eat swensens tmr, cos we have some voucher. i feel fat. i mean, i am fat, but recently i feel i'm more conscious about my fatness, i dont know why. i dont think i'd mind it if i could run, like my sis. she's fat, but she can run. yeah i know, i should go on a diet + i'm an idiot, so i'm fat, it's the usual shit. don't comment on this part, maybe i'll get pissed, maybe not, but just don't.

there's so much i want to say, so little time. or maybe there's time.

okay foo's pissing me off. it's like, we're going trekking on sat and i ask him how to get to bukit timah, and he's like, " can de + smiley". i mean, what kind of answer is that, i asked how to get there, not whether we can. he's like missing the point of the question/.

never mind, maybe it's just my current mood now, usually i won't take offence at this kind of things de, but then again, i'm not feeling like angry or anything. it's weird.
sorry foo.


i'll start over.
so monday, woke up at like 9, packed, delayed, packed..the usual. couldnt find my swimming pants, so i kinda freaked out and bothered my mum, then in the end i found it in my own closet. stupid right, yeah i know. but i suppose it happens to everyone. heck la, in the end didnt even swim i bring for nothing..

so jm came over for lunch, then my mum kinda screwed up the fish haha. but it was okay i suppose. she half-coated the whole thing in flour, fried it, then added oil and soya sauce haha. but there was miso soup....which is awesome. so we slacked and watched simpsons, then cyrus came and jm was complaining that his bag was too small haha. it was a sling bag, he just stuffed everything in, it was like bulging and going to explode.. then after some confusion we went to ntuc at ehub, reached at like 210, then met wx, bought like some apple blackcurrant syrup and some snacks, then wx asked cyrus to hold her giant bag while she went giordano to buy pants? lol. how do you spell that anyway. so he had to hold that plus his share of the crap...then he was like complaining and me and jm refused to help him cos it was stupid of him to agree to take the bag...then he paid and we walked over to aranda...sat a while, then yz and da came and yz's mum checked in for us. then six of us went to the room, it was like 3rd floor and 2222 haha. nice number. then we like aired the room and watched tv, fighting spiders i think. then gradually ppl came....ended up with des nic sy plus us...i think there's someone else, cant rly rmb. so i was like complaining cos i hated the walls =/= well it's just me, i don't like giant walls with like black patches on them, it's like it's dirty. then yz got annoyed haha. sorry. then we played cards...like 6 ppl and i had quite a good run, only lost once that day i think. then they wanted to go cycle but thankfully talked them out of it and we went to walk around pasir ris park. nic was like exploring the whole place la, walking into the mangrove place and looking for crabs and stuff...should i call him nic? it's painful to type nicholas, but then again, he's definitely not a nic. then we kicked coconuts around and yz told his racist joke...it's not really a joke, more of an idiotic statement, but funny all the same. then there was this big group of malays coming and we told him to say it in front of them then he didn't dare..typical. then we went to have dinner at the chicken rice place, the stupid woman misheard my order then later say my chinese sucks...zz. yala my chi sucks...but then after we ate then they went to get cup walker and my mood kinda died, i asked for like da's ipod and listened to his songs, his songs are a weird mix, just like mine. but he has like mainstream + oldies + gothic + metal + kpop. it's weird.
but then again, he only likes kpop for the girls, not the music, so it's fine.


-deep breath-
i know it's easy for you to read this, but it's not easy for me to type okay. it takes like forever, then you guys just read it in like 5 min. appreciate me taking time out to do this okay.

actually i'm more of doing this cos i'm crazy, and i want to.


my eyes are freaking tired.



ploughing on,


so we walked back to the place and my mood was still bad, it just died okay. so i was blasting 21 guns ful vol through the earphones, they're in ears, but there's like an extra connector, and it's yellow lol, ugly. so we walked back...then guan ze met us at ehub mah, so we had the multiplug and we could watch movies, so plugged brian's dvd player thing in and watched kickass. it's epic, damn funny, you should really go watch it if you haven't done so. but it's super violent, people dying left right and centre...the little girl is awesome, she just jumps in there and owns everyone.

then after that we played cards again, six people, it's amazingly fun. if you ask me, 4 ppl's too little for taiti. 6 is awesome. then guan ze cheater la he, tried to sneak an extra card in with his combo...jian de. then we kept checking everything he put down haha. then we showered, and went inside the room, locked the door to prevent them bringing the tv in. crazy de they, brought the tv into the other room and watched there, then it was like me sy nic wx jm yz in that room lol, we played cards again, argued over sleeping positions, we like stole all the pillows haha then it's like me + sy on one mattress , nic + yz on the other, jm + wx on the big double bed. there was like two of them, then i just slept peacefully, first 15mins couldnt sleep cos jm's light was distracting me, she was playing bejewelwed twist on her phone....woke up at like 8. apparently i and nic were having a snoring competition haha, wtv, i'm glad i slept first. slept through my alarm apparently. i do that every morning now, it's gonna be dangerous when i go back to school..

so we got up, brushed teeth, apparently yz can't hold the water in his hands, so he has to stick his head under the tap to get water in his mouth, that's sad , i'd die if i didnt have that skill....it's like essential to life.

then we let the other group sleep, went outside to watch cop out, it's not bad, again a lot of swearing, loads of people dying, but overall quite good. then we watched backup plan, got bored within 10mins...it's like jennifer lopez falling in love with some guy who sells cheese. then nic kept copying her saying " thank you" in his modified bimbo voice, i cant really describe it haha, it's damn annoying, he kept repeating it the whole day..

we changed movie again, to the losers, but still got bored, so went inside the room to play cards. it's like cyrus and jas on the sides trying to sleep, and the rest of us on the bed, i was sharing pillow and the white blanket with holes with gz, then we played blackjack first, pointless la, 10 ppl we easily got bored. but then 10 ppl taiti's not bad, it's nice, you either beat everyone or die a horrible death. then we went for lunch, some of them went foodcourt, me cyrus jas brian gz da went bk. got the 4.95 meal haha , free taro turnover. awesomeness. it's really nice, way better than apple pie. da couldnt be bothered, he was like sit down, then heck he went macs buy double cheeseburger. so we ate, then met them to go ntuc, where we met bryan ho, or ho, as i like to refer to him. no reference to the flat guy who is my mentor.
so we bought like fruit punch syrup, butter, charcoal, ice, and the metal grille...and went back.
oh and about the syrup, the ntuc woman scammed us la. remember the apple blackcurrant one we bought at the start of day one? we wanted to mix it with water, then everyone can drink, and the woman told us it's syrup, so we bought it. in the end it's just juice la...sheesh. then it's not bad la, but after a while finished le, it's quite sour.

carried all the crap back...then nat and shareen showed up i think? cant rmb le. so we just played cards again until like 3, they went arcade and jm + wx went swimming and the place left with me sy nic...we just stoned and read our books, then yj and huzaifi showed up, finally. we talked a while, tried to convince yj to stayover, then huzaifi's mum called, apparently he locked her out of the house, then he had to go back to give her the key, then bang on cue jm and wx came back so i dragged nic and sy to go help me carry bbq stuff my mum was going to pass to me...there was like 2 tubs of chicken wings + 1 giant container of beehoon and the drink dispenser and some corn. we went to the wrong carpark at first, epic confusion la. oh yes and mindy's epic, she called me to open the door, then i opened and no one there, then she called sy's dad, apparently that's his old number. then she just said " open the door" haha, damn funny, imagine you're at home and some random stranger calls and asks you to open the door and you find no one there...we were laughing like mad. then they came back from arcade, went to start the fire, then realised grille we bought was like too small. so ran with jm and huz to ntuc to get the bigger one, yes, i was out of breath, blah blah blah, lol actually wasn't that bad la. then before that me guanze chengxi (yes, he showed up too) were mixing the drink, then gz was the taster, he kept saying not nice, then in the end we didnt believe him, cos our reasoning was he should tell us if it's sweet enough or not, not if it's nice lol. so we tasted it instead, and got it right. then we got the fire started, bbq-ed, ate, took damn long, and matt showed up. and the stingray is fail okay, we left it there for like half an hour and it's still freaking raw. then we were like getting pissed at the people at the side who were like blasting metal and just eating, i suppose it's normal, you need to have different groups, if not it's too messy. then we had to lift the grille up and put it somwhere else like twice cos the fire kept dying...so we set it on another pit and went to eat beehoon. it was like me sy nic, then we just picked up forks and demolished like half of it in 5 mins, so hungry! and it's nice haha, thank my mum. then we put honey on it...very sweet. oh we also spammed the beef satay with honey, huzaifi's idea, but then after it was done we finished it already, then he was upstairs, so he shouted down and asked if it was done, then we finished it already, damn funny. in the end we were like spamming honey over everything, even the stingray, just to finish it. one small tube like $5 leh, haha it's da's money anwyay. so in the end finished all of the food haha, then they were spitting water onto the hot charcoal after we finished, huz is the best, the others just failed randomly, cyrus just drank haha, he's the most epic. then brian spit it upwards then everyone run away, form one giant circle...





enjoy the space.






then we packed up and went upstairs, it was like an epic mess, people flicking cards everywhere, nic and sy sitting there calmly, sy smsing bridget i think. is that how you spell it? haha. and jm and yj talking to each other for like forever, jm getting annoyed at the cards. then i just sat there at the side with matthias reading my flood book, we spoke like a few lines. he's so nice lah, can't believe i used to hate him cos he kept beating me in exams heh. everyone else was like fighting/screaming, it's stupid. then sy and nic left, nic had to go sch the next day, and sy wanted to watch world cup. then they realised havent take class photo yet, so go and call them back, then they took like 10min to decide where to take it and to get everyone together, so i just sat there at the side with matt again haha. so cyrus took the pic for us, then we dispersed, some people went inside the room, hadziqah ( yes she came.) yj jm matt yz were like gossiping and talking about their sch stuff again..mainly about homosexuality.

then i finished my book, went to shower. i stupidly took the soap from the other bathroom then left it on the table, then after i took off all my clothes and was standing in the shower, then i was like, shit, where's the soap. zz, so i used the soap provided in there, it was okay bah, but i couldnt really spam. i need to spam, if not i dont feel completely clean. so went out there, talked a bit to them, then chengxi's mum came over, me venise wx helped cyrus with his hw, then some of us went macs to get food. i bought apple pie, plus 1.5l bottle of sprite, pour into the big canon dispenser, mix with the ice and syrup, dont care le haha. then we ate, but we had like 4 anonymous calls, starting to freak ourselves out, but then we realised it was probably prank calls. brian answered one, no one, da answered one, the guy was like laughing, so he was like, " your mother die" , and that cracked us all up. then we took the phone off the hook, decided to watch kickass again, i know, we're stupid. i watched for like 10mins then i went sleep le, slept with yz, in the same mattress, yj jm wx on the double bed this time. woke up at 8, packed up, threw a lot of stuff away, and sat outside awaiting checkout time. they scam us de la, check in at 3, check out at 9..
so we checked out, guanze's like constantly sleeping de, he probably slept like 20+ hours in total. he even slept on the floor while yz's mum was checking out...just sit there and sleep. so we departed, da took 89, rest of us took 17...then it's like along the way we just leave, so cool.
then brian kept missing the wave, the wave to the person after they exit the bus, either when they're walking along the pathway or crossing the road. anyway i walked home with those people going my way, then it was like 10 and cold outside, so i went shower, then made coffee and drank it. so nice. watched fam guy....unpacked, threw stuff to the wash, then mum came back and we finished watching nodame cantabille. it's damn nice la haha, go google it, even though it's jap, it's super epic.

then i slept from like 4 - 10, they went some birthday party, ate instant noodles, slept 3-11. today didnt do much, slack at home then went swimming at sia sports club, ate spag, which is awesome btw. and i'm here now. typed this for 2h okay. i know i'm crazy...think this is gonna take up the whole blog.

overall chalet was okay i suppose, quite fun except for those moments. not to mention i was like addicted to careful by paramore for the whole of the chalet. it's so awesome la. i have a few ulcers between my lower lip and my lower gum, and i'm not very happy about that cos it hurts. but hopefully my mum buys watermelon tmr, then i can spam, i finish like half of it within an hour while reading a book...she'd better buy 2. but it's heavy, so one's enough...dont want to tire her out. my eyes are tired, gtg, mum's chasing, she has a right to be pissed...

goodbye.

tmr aunt and grandmother coming from msia i think, then sat going trekking? i need to send out the mass.







fade out.

Monday, June 14, 2010

the chemicals react.







i'm halfway through packing heh, got most of the stuff laid out on the bed but havent stuffed it into the bag yet...something's bound to go wrong de..sigh.

addicted to the only exception now...it's so nice.
oh and i'm reading a book about the world flooding and sea levels rising like hell.

i don't even know the point of this post.
my stomach feels weird, really weird.



signing off.

taking the stage.





maybe we shouldn't be so ready to let precious opportunities slip through our fingers.

i need to pack for tmr, havent done yet, ahh lazy...need soap, dunno what soap i'm bringing. mum + sis + bro are now watching some random jap show about some music stuff. it's damn epic and funny haha..awesome.

but yeah i was inside watching f1, it's crazy la, the cars are like super close together and loads of pit stops..but not bad.

it's been such a long time since i've done that.
i think the commercial break's over though, shall go.



be safe.



the stars will always be watching over you, always.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

you try to make a difference, but no one wants to listen.

happens all the time doesn't it.

just now went lib and ntuc lol, shopping to buy stuff for chalet tmr. then went yz' hse to dump the stuff and go loyang pt to buy stingray. then we met yijun's fam at ntuc haha. so random.

oh and da is useless with a trolley.


i'm tired. want good sushi...that would be awesome. sadly can't get it. i need to sleep.

but i shouldn't, it'll mess up my sleep cycle.
really tired.


oh and mac users, control-option-command-8 makes everything negative. it's epic haha. and scary. quite. you could like try doing it to all the macs in apple stores...they'll freak out. actually they probably know how to change it back....or not. if they don't just stand outside and laugh at them haha.


okay that's just me being stupid..

i'll post some pics later.




and i'm on my way to believing ~

Saturday, June 12, 2010

murphy's law.


it's very uncertain. like as if everything's just gonna fall nicely in place, but i'm still worried.

i need to stop thinking about me sucking at running. which is true...but..i don't know.
it's one of my major flaws. and seems important, because sometime in the near future i will need to run from a giant killer panda.

or flish.


need to go lib tmr, exhausted all my books (1), yeah i know i'm hopeless. and jodi picoult is awesome. hopefully can get some of her books and bring one to the chalet, read when i'm bored.

and there's some random whiny screamy sounds in the background now, yup, my bro's playing smash 2012 and killing all the stickmen. it's an awesome itouch/iphone game. if you don't already have it, go dl.

anyway. i need to try hema's online video converter lol. i'm looking for a way to dl like hd music vids from youtube, for some songs it just seems nicer when you're watching the mv too, dunno why. it's one of the great mysteries of the universe. my typing's like super unsmooth now, seems odd. it's weird, maybe it's cos i havent typed excessively all day.

shit...tmr morn looks destined to doom haha. sounds bombastic, like something matthias would say. if you know who he is. i still remember his epic presentation with agenda and gunshot sounds...



anw, my dad's going toulouse tmr, so he's packing now and not very happy about it..we went out just now at like 2 to get him clothes, went city hall and centre point to go marks and spencer and robinsons...he bought like three bags of clothing lol. after that we went for dinner at the place super near lee's house, it's like two blocks away, once you turn out it's like that indian school we saw haha. anyway it was with like their random friends who i don't really know, then there were like two tables and i had to sit with the adults cos they were lacking space at the kids side and i'm the oldest. so ya. come on, i'm fifteen! that's like less than half their age, i'm sure. so just pes-ed all the way and smsed lee. super long la haha i think there were two that i typed more than 3 smses...

then after they ate they had durian..i was like super full plus i didnt really like it so i just pes-ed again...sian, really need a new game. arsenal is now at the top of the table, 16 points clear of 2nd placed villa..pointless really. although i'm very sure yj can do better..i actually lost twice, drew 9, won the rest.

wtv that's pointless...no one will care. not that many people read my blog anyway. my sis was like saying that edward is useless, he doesn't fight, he just stands there and declares his love for bella haha. well said. damn my mum wants them to sleep, she's having one of her "sleep early" fits again. but i know we should, cos this morn i felt terrible. i slept from like 1am - 8am, 8-9, then woke up, showered, use com a while, then amazingly fell asleep on the sofa. that's the first time i've ever done that in my own house...

and i actually dreamed. but the dream was weird, it involved like narnia for some reason, then there was this giant race to some finish line, then all of a sudden it became soccer, actually more of handball, but lee was the gk, he saved the first shot then passed to me but the person i passed to dropped it and they scored...then i think we're like doomed or something. haha it's weird. very weird.

damn what is wrong with the online converter, it says hd mp4 then i click dl and it gives me flv, sheesh. it's itunes again...it's so strict, doesnt accept flv, avi or wma..sad. i dont know why they do that, i mean seriously, i'm not going to buy the mvs from the itunes store, i'm not that stupid..


so tmr we're meeting to discuss the chalet bbq thing, hopefully the people come, or else i'm going to rig their doors with c4. haha so when they unlock the door and open then BOOM!
-insert evil hema laugh here-


okay that was retarded. that was what i told brian i'd do. but of course i cant. and sadly i cant make it like after you finish reading that para then the hema laugh comes out of your speakers, haha that'll be cool. but scary.

my brother just burped. he drank too much milk i think. okay he declines getting his picture taken and posted here. maybe next time haha.

now my sis is playing smash 2012. sheesh.

so yeah, we need the people to come for chalet, cos if not we're like seriously broke and aranda are going to sue us. so yes. haha all i know is that my mum's coming. she's awesome.

and hopefully friday you guys are coming my house. yes, you. you there. actually, it may not be you. but, if you are, you'll know. yes. haha my bro's watching me type this. he still doesnt want his pic in the post...sadly.

so, i'll be away from like monday to wed. it's 3D2N, so i'll like come back on wed morn and sleep all day, and hopefully i can do a post on monday morn before i go. i do realise i'm actually referring to you guys as if tons of people read this blog, but in fact it's probably like 2 haha. so if you do read, make sure you tag! now i know how annoying it is to have people read and not tag. oh and check back everyday. there will always be a new post. ( most of the time).

gosh the video dl is dying on me. maybe because it's a 720p muse mv. but shouldnt take that long...think it's my internet. it's been acting up the past few days..

remind me to sync my itouch before i go for the chalet. yeah it's my pri sch class chalet. i'm amazed we're still doing this...we must be the only class, after 3 years of splitting up. haha see we're so united.

goodnight, don't stay up late, remember it's not good for you, gives you headaches.
haha, the irony, i'm going to be staying up late a lot.


fiona's new blog : custardbasket.blogspot.com
yeah it's a link...so click it.

bye.




everything that can go wrong, will go wrong.
so work to make it right.

falling into oblivion.



Friday, June 11, 2010

memories.


saving a shot is pointless if the rebound goes in.

but is it? is it really pointless?


i dont think so. i mean, statistically, it is pointless, you're just wasting your effort and increasing the risk of getting injured but at least you tried i suppose, you stopped them scoring for that amount of time, at least you don't concede a goal for a longer amount of time.

like around 2 seconds.


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anyway, today was rather boring and meaningless, i just woke up, had breakfast, refused lunch, read book, got angry with everyone, ate curry puff, watched tv, ate dinner, and i'm here now.
i want some hw to do. like a little bit...at least i won't be bored, cos i really don't have any programmes, and don't go out much. getting tired of reading books too....i realise most of the times i imagine and try to feel the frustration and anger the character is feeling even though it hurts me. i dont know why, it's like, when i read the book, i feel for the character, who doesn't even exist.


okay forget about that. i'm just like that somehow.

shall go now, hopefully tmr will be better.


my internet's been pmsing all day, like stopping and going, maybe it's feeling the heat as well..





sometimes we say the same thing, not because one of us has copied the other, because we had identical thoughts, irregardless of what the other thinks.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

our love would be forever.




good morning.

yeah up there, you see, it's matt bellamy playing the piano.
link's here....
it's neutron star collision (love is forever) by muse.
damn nice.
but it's in the twilight soundtrack for eclipse so there's clips of vampires, wolves, and people in there.

haha muse rocks.
especially their live performances....freaking nice.

anyway.
today's my brother's birthday, 10 june.
at least he managed to win a bowling game. which i will never be able to do. haha i'll get like 4 again.

okay fine my sis wants me to tell the world that she also won.

besides that...today wasn't that good. as in, it was good, satisfactory, but nothing out of the ordinary. well, kind of.

other than the fact that my left foot and leg was like hurting so much for most of the day, dunno why.

so. today...went clementi to meet them, lee was on the same train as me, then cheh and alice were hiding at the back doing dunno what...so we waited for 196, took it...and reached school? met fiona and junwei...argued about who should be captain..then it started raining and jk came so we played....then hema came...and loo was super late...and i sucked, cant defend much cos couldnt run much, hit the post twice....but junw won it for us..so we won..and it was like raining throughout...sometimes it got smaller and sometimes heavier...but it wasnt like that heavy that we couldnt be there..so we just stayed and played...and i managed to own goal...yeah. terrible.


then we realised our bags were soaked, went to canteen, changed, bought drinks, met foo, argued about where to eat...in the end went sp...me cheh alice fiona hema jookee went into pizza hut again, the other 3 ate outside...subway i think. then we were originally sitting at the table for 6, cos got 6 of us, then ordered, then before our food even came they finished le, so they came in to look for us, so we moved to the giant table for like 14 people or sth..so i shared with hema...he kept stealing all the garlic bread la, even though he said he wont eat! hmph haha i was quite full in the end so it's okay. but he only takes the tops, it's weird. anyway the auntie there so nice, haha, gave lee junw loo drinks even though they didnt order anything, only there to wait for us. then gave us a pitcher also, we spammed, but still cant finish haha.

then cos it's free flow, we were saying behind the counter it's like a pepsi factory, there's like a giant pool of it with people swimming in it...then we saw there's like 8209379320 bottles of it under the counter too haha. that place is awesome.

then we stoned a bit outside the place, then trained to lee's house, it's like just outside the mrt station la, come down escalator, turn around, cross a road, and it's there. and it's on the 22nd floor. there were 38 lol. when we were leaving fiona was like saying they're rich from making the place. oh yes and they should definitely jumble the numbers up! makes life more interesting, especially for visitors. i mean lift floor buttons of course. imagine 38 numbers jumbled up...you can die trying to find the correct floor.



one moment, gotta go cut cake. actually, eat cake. but i'm full. will get fat.








(is arl fat :):):))))))))))))))))))))


that line written by some woman.
anyway, yeah i'm back, and it was a false alarm, cos got to wait for another woman who isn't ready yet.


so, after we hit lee's house, we just sat there, they played poker, i played psp. oh i managed to lose 4-2 to man city as chelsea in pizzahut...which was actually what happened in real life. but anyway. then i proceeded to own man u using arsenal in the first 10mins then i just defended all the way...2-0 lead...then it died. so played blackjack with them, then cheat, which was epic, cos hema was being retarded, then alice won the game 5 times, and i ended up with like half the deck cos my expression gives away everything.

then we watched tv, but not much to watch sadly. then went to find a place to play soccer or bball, which failed and all that happened is that we discovered the neighbourhood. and the government apparently has some probably with people playing soccer. those " no soccer " signs are everywhere. i wish i had a vaporizer..then just go around vapourising stuff hahaha.




then went back, cheh and alice left and we played cards, but was kinda dead cos everyone was like watching tv...the woman is damn cheng-ish. it's probably like her twin sister or something. but then probably not, twin sisters should be opposite, so then her sister will be nice. then we left...blah trained back to airport to have dinner with fam...then we left...and there was like loads of indians at the airport, like seriously, the whole place is damn full with them haha, even the toilets. it's that bad.

so now i'm here typing, the cake was like...dry...unflavourful, but had like partially oreo cream. okay lah, it's free anyway. need to sleep, and read the book. thanks for an interesting day guys, although it could have been better. stupid rain.



and we will all drown in blue.








sometimes you know you want something, even if you know you don't deserve it, and also, it will make you a worse person, but you still want that thing? yeah, that feeling.

darn mosquitoes.

yes, i'm getting bitten.

early post anyway, couldnt go back to sleep after waking up at 7:12.
shit now i've woken my bro up. and it's like his birthday.

i need to wish him, cos i'm not going bowling with them. cos going lee's house.

well, i had this dream that we were like in school after some outing, then we wanted to play soccer, but then for some reason everyone got on 196, then i waved to lee and he got them to get off at the next stop...and hema was carrying my bag...and i ran into yk..

ya that's all i can remember.

-afks-


i'm back.
stomach didnt feel well. it's probably because of the blood of mosquitoes + cold drink first thing in the morning.
i know.
i shouldnt have. forgot.


so...i reckon to be safe, i should go at like 915...
oh and can someone back me so i can sue tapulous.
all my tap tap tracks like disappeared...with all my high scores..
bloody hell.
well, it could be worse.

i can totally imagine someone screaming at me right now : " how could it be worse?!"

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also, go check out hello fascination by breathe carolina. it's an awesome song.
here. see i'm so kind, haha.




~ You build me up just to break me down

You're being loud without a sound

You paste me in just to cut me out

Hello fascination ~







ps, beware the video, one of the guys is quite gay.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

the picture says it all.

sole cramp.

i can't sing.

yeah, i know, no need to tell me, people of the world.

but i'll still be singing and there's nothing you can do about it. haha in your face.


that was stupid/. but still. i suppose it made sense. like i can't run to save my life or some other shit. but why the hell is the expression i cant " do sth" to save my life? if it's my life which needs saving, i'd do it. for sure. if not i'd probably be....dunno what to say.



it is now seven 09, parents are out having dinner with schoolmates....old ones...ex. secondary ones to be precise.

sounds like something the thompsons would say. those two punch and judy men hahahahaha.*

anyway, tmr's my brother's birthday. oh yes, surprise surprise. 10 june. or june ten. wtv. same thing. actually not.

but that's besides the point. apparently our fam and some other friends of my mum's fams are going bowling tmr, and i can't go. because i'm going lee's house. actually, there's some very good reasons that it's okay to miss tmr, as listed.

note. this tmr = the bowling.


ahhh screw all the mosquitoes WHY ARE THERE EVEN MOSQUITOES IN MY HOUSE BASTARDS.


anyway.

1. i'm not a big fan of bowling. bad experiences.
2. they won't be doing anything much and i'm not really that close to most of them. sort of.
3. i want to soccer.
4. don't know.


but i still feel bad...it's my brother's birthday..sigh, guess cant be helped.
need to soccer is too great.


and i cant even do something for him like buy the cake cos the stupid insurance agent is going to send one. a cheapskate one..

i guess all this is because i'm too weak to resist going out with my friends to be with my fam..sigh.





okay enough of that.
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so, today, went lib.....i got pissed in the morning at various things, cos after i got out of the house, i realised i was like 30mins early then my mum called and asked me to join them at tm, cos they were having lunch, so i decided to go, but then it was so freaking hot and i was sweating like mad, and the shirt was uncomfy, and the earphones i have now suck, and my phone like rang super loudly in the bus cos i didnt realise my mum called again. and yeah. then i was thinking about how stupid it was cos i realised i should have went with them in the car in the first place...then stupidly took bus and train when i could have taken just bus...sigh. bad judgement. then ate, and went to meet the others at bugis....reached at 2, an hour late...


shit someone's home. who could it be?




anyway, they were saying i look terrible in yellow..

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blah dont feel like posting. it's been like three posts and i'm like that already. sigh.
oh btw my ipod's dying on me...all my tap tap songs are gone and i cant connect to internet..shit;


maybe i'll post tmr. hope it goes alright.
all i'm asking is that it doesnt rain and we get to play soccer. please?





it's all a mess.