sole cramp.

i can't sing.

yeah, i know, no need to tell me, people of the world.

but i'll still be singing and there's nothing you can do about it. haha in your face.

that was stupid/. but still. i suppose it made sense. like i can't run to save my life or some other shit. but why the hell is the expression i cant " do sth" to save my life? if it's my life which needs saving, i'd do it. for sure. if not i'd probably be....dunno what to say.

it is now seven 09, parents are out having dinner with schoolmates....old ones...ex. secondary ones to be precise.

sounds like something the thompsons would say. those two punch and judy men hahahahaha.*

anyway, tmr's my brother's birthday. oh yes, surprise surprise. 10 june. or june ten. wtv. same thing. actually not.

but that's besides the point. apparently our fam and some other friends of my mum's fams are going bowling tmr, and i can't go. because i'm going lee's house. actually, there's some very good reasons that it's okay to miss tmr, as listed.

note. this tmr = the bowling.

ahhh screw all the mosquitoes WHY ARE THERE EVEN MOSQUITOES IN MY HOUSE BASTARDS.

anyway.

1. i'm not a big fan of bowling. bad experiences.

2. they won't be doing anything much and i'm not really that close to most of them. sort of.

3. i want to soccer.

4. don't know.

but i still feel bad...it's my brother's birthday..sigh, guess cant be helped.

need to soccer is too great.

and i cant even do something for him like buy the cake cos the stupid insurance agent is going to send one. a cheapskate one..

i guess all this is because i'm too weak to resist going out with my friends to be with my fam..sigh.

okay enough of that.

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so, today, went lib.....i got pissed in the morning at various things, cos after i got out of the house, i realised i was like 30mins early then my mum called and asked me to join them at tm, cos they were having lunch, so i decided to go, but then it was so freaking hot and i was sweating like mad, and the shirt was uncomfy, and the earphones i have now suck, and my phone like rang super loudly in the bus cos i didnt realise my mum called again. and yeah. then i was thinking about how stupid it was cos i realised i should have went with them in the car in the first place...then stupidly took bus and train when i could have taken just bus...sigh. bad judgement. then ate, and went to meet the others at bugis....reached at 2, an hour late...

shit someone's home. who could it be?

anyway, they were saying i look terrible in yellow..

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blah dont feel like posting. it's been like three posts and i'm like that already. sigh.

oh btw my ipod's dying on me...all my tap tap songs are gone and i cant connect to internet..shit;

maybe i'll post tmr. hope it goes alright.

all i'm asking is that it doesnt rain and we get to play soccer. please?

it's all a mess.