opening myself up again.

can't believe i'm doing this, after so long..

cows.

good morning.

no i did not just wake up.

pyramid style again! this is fun.

although it doesn't look nearly as nice.

i mean it doesn't look nearly as nice on the actual blog.

oh damn that line was rather long. the chain must continue.

forever and ever.

red wine.

it's what they were drinking at the end.

700.

yes, we've been through that much.

and i got the old blogger interface back. thanks yijun :D

spent the whole day...corning around haha that's a new word.

english was..question 2. then played a bit of soccer but it was a pointless game so we went back.

hahahahaha singing one thing now just to annoy jiamin.

chelsea went through to champions league final! haha, finally. the highlights are really epic. camping for the entire match and having 20% possession and then scoring 2 goals with 10 men..against barcelona.

respect.

okay. a bunch of ruffians just came into the room with some nerf guns.

i hate hormones.

goodbye.

calming music.

yes, i did post last night but unfortunately blogger had some error and i lost the post.
how annoying.

today has been...tiring. chem was okay, and then came back to get a bit of sleep. got math paper back..i have to say i'm satisfied. could have been much worse :/

and then ran 2.4 with jiamin..doing it again tmr because i need to lose weight haha. cows.
just got back from soccer, so not much energy to type. i'm sorry the post is super dead...

we were comparing sypa submissions just now. balls. made me so demoralised. i don't take tourist photos! do i ?

okay i'm tired of typing lol bye.

i object to change.

blogger, i detest this interface.
i prefer the old one.

is there a way to revert to the old one? i think they finally forced everyone..like timeline.
current goals :

finish sypa sorting by tonight (even though i'm not going to win and yx will)
and...keep aston villa in the champions league spots.

didn't do much today...just had english which was mostly spent shooting dinosaurs, and then math which was doing the AP paper. the 2011 frq is harder than the others though..it messed with us.

and i overshot the time limit i think. dang.
whatever. i shall ditch math until like around 5 may..

now it's chem time.
need to make up some ground in the revision quiz because my quiz scores are...9,11,6. yeah. that's like 26/45.

oh good my brother's gone to sleep. peace at last.
i like solitude at night. just that i'm scared of being attacked by -ahem-

again dion's mum fetched me home. and she gave me waffles with cream cheese. she's so awesome.

crashed on the ride, as usual. and now i actually feel like sleeping again..
hostel is terrible on hot afternoons. just now i went down the library to edit just for the aircon..was dying in the room zzz.

okay, it's decision time.

love.friends.accomplishment.

i'm happy now :D

happy because today was a good day..well, kinda.

only had one lesson, chem from 8-9..then came up and slept. woke up and went down for lunch and then went to pass mr syed photos with weiren..apparently our tioman proposal hasn't actually been presented to sm yet..ahhh cows we're running out of time.

and chelsea 1-0 barcelona.

we made so many references to that at netball today, it's amazing.

pe was okay, because it was games..many variations of captain's ball. and flamboyant dancing.

and then went running with jiamin and jordan..today was better than the last time, but still died at the end heh. felt so accomplished after that.

and then we still played netball..so my shirt was..yeah.

i like passing with dion, we work very well during soccer, somehow during netball it's easier to control the ball cos using hands..

and i suddenly feel a great rush of affection for all of my friends. all of you. thank you for being in my life :D

captain america : the first avenger.

i was about to watch it, but some people say it's bad, so...

whatever. i'll do it tmr. or later. now i have photos to edit.

because SYPA deadline is this saturday. we're all screwed.

AP Mock BC was...completely. i don't know how i did. expected it to be way harder because of all the horror stories, but i think i messed up mcq and at least 2 questions of the frq.

ahhhhh, whatever. it's over.

had a bit of chem with mrs chong just now, and then came back and slept 2.5h. it felt so good.

and then played soccer. it was nonsense after too many people came in, but then we split into 3 teams, which was better.

argh, horrible defending. my fault for both goals we conceded..but i really ran out of energy. stamina sucks ><

and we have to go to nus tmr. i'm going to kill someone.

bye.

all the times that we had.

I should have asked.

speaking japanese.

forgot to mention this yesterday. was speaking jap (kinda) with dion on the way back from clementi because hema doesn't understand it lol. i don't really know much dion knows a lot of vocab so we kinda piece together haha.

it's amazingly fun.

apparently the people who went to do CIP got lost and they called me but i slept through everything. sorry :(

but they found their way in the end..

right. time of get out of my bed.

train fault.

i blame san andrea.

okay that's not relevant at all.

got a lift from fiona's parents to paya lebar and arrived there at 720..but the moment i stepped on the train it died. apparently the trains in front are broken or something. so it died there for 25 mins. and then it died at tanah merah for another 10.

so i got a seat and here i am, blogging using phone internet on my computer.

and i needed my com to listen to carrie underwood and blood teller as they are not yet in my iPod yet.

i think i'm addicted to the computer. having it just makes me feel so happy.

also, i'm due to meet some people for dinner. but edwin is late as well so..

we rescheduled.

i really shouldn't be going out now. but don't think i'll be studying tonight..so might as well.

need to improve my mood. but ultimately, it's how i want to look at things that affects it. so yes, i will smile.

side note : speech day was annoying. but i tried to smile when i was nodding at them haha okay what the heck i am crazy.

went to have lunch just now with dion and hema. interesting experience lol. we talked about who was in love with who and a lot of random shit about liking people.

which is ultimately a bad idea.

yay tampines. okay i need to hit publish post and close my com.

bye.

casing the joint.

life's going haywire.

i just don't feel up to anything now.

i'm tired. and i need to study. but i can't seem to do any fucking question in the AP booklet now. not even the simple ones.

not even the frq. wtf.

it's so hot. and i don't want to travel back on the stupid train.

fuck it. i should have made notes for math first before doing the AP questions. now i'm finished with all the mcqs and i haven't learnt a shit.

what's the point, anyway.

H.E.N.E

oh, the sense of accomplishment.

i will need love and determination to get through speech day and the Mock AP.

and the actual AP.

i love phone internet. somehow it's super fast now. and unrestricted man. i can go to blogger, i can load youtube videos, i can download stuff.

finally.

i feel like skipping dinner.

just to enjoy this music and my bed.

i feel very...light, now, like a weight has lifted.

and i am building the pyramids of giza by typing this.

the last line sounds a bit forced.

i think i am going to sleep.

just eat instant noodles for dinner or something.zz

just ran 2.4, so i'm tired.

and getting attacked by ants.

okay. i need to rest. lazerquest soon :D

the happy times that never were.

blood teller. again.

hi. i'm supposed to be at frisbee actually..but i really need to post.

i really don't know what i want, do i?

maybe i'm just scared.

oh well.

went for media cip yesterday. it was quite fun, helping them pack food for old people. mostly we just cut (rotten and mushy) broccoli. had fun working with the year 1s haha, they're really awesome. and crazy..waiting for weiren's photos..

and then they ran out of cars. if you know what i mean.

had brunch afterwards at long john's silvers with dion, weiren and daryl. amazingly fun, because of all the crazy jokes they were telling..i cannot believe us. basically everyone was staring at us.

and then went back with dion and lee. lee went off at bedok to take 196 to sleep..and dion and i got off at simei. was worried about him, because he was itching the whole day and said he didn't feel well. but i think he's fine now..

then came home and crashed (unintentionally) until 6. wasted my entire afternoon.

at least at night i got math and 40% of my english presentation done. i'll do the rest tonight or something. supposed to have 408 outing later but i'm going after they ice-skate because i want to have lunch with my family. my grandfather's over from malaysia..rare occasion.

dammit, why can't he just move here.

okay, i really need to go.

see you in spring.

that sounded like a book title.

we have an extra day.

but i've spent it sleeping and that's about it.

finished hammering bolton 5-0 (there was an epic own goal which i will show you guys asap) and losing to spurs 3-2..utter nonsense.

probably gonna end up doing math for the rest of the afternoon. i have to, exams are coming..

need to do my english presentation also. ahhhh.

the week has been..tiring. well that's because i keep sleeping at 2. we finally have a heading on our DCC ARP though, which is brilliant. can start work soon...it is pretty exciting to have to build something from scratch. but a lot of hard work..

and the fruit tarts from the faculty of engineering :D

and we got lost there. although, in our defense, it was me boon chong and dion. and i have no sense of direction.

sorting the photo duty for assembly has been mental, because now the PA system's still not repaired everything's in the hall and we have no idea when there's prize-giving..so it was kinda pandemonium when we reached the hall and then thank goodness weiren brought his cam so he passes it to dion.

they're still mental to have ~ 50 olympiad winners on stage at a time. makes you want to blow them up. crazy people.

jealousy is a bad thing. the only consolation i feel is that i have more of a life than those people (probably not true)

on wedneday, had mass lecture for chem, in which i fell asleep. then went up and chionged the two mind maps. went out to clementi to have dinner, and then came back to study chem and cook eggs. pointless though, still flunked chem the next day.

which was yesterday..died for napfa again (expected), and my muscles are still aching despite not being able to do a single pull-up...and then went running with jm png daryl fiona. wasn't that bad, but i still ended up walking a lot..

and then dion's mum gave me a lift back which was awesome, and i went to white sands to meet edwin glen renda and wenxi. we talked a lot of nonsense, played erasers in subway, and then went back home...and i had to walk wenxi back because she was scared of the field.

if the post seems rushed, that's because it is as my com is currently running out of battery and i gotta go bye (:

the calm before the storm.

i really don't know what to put here.

just that i'm feeling really really really empty inside.

a moment ago i was lonely.

now i'm empty.

but overall i'm fine.

it's going to be a relaxing night. no tests tmr.

thursday there's chem quiz though.

okay, i'm going.

so much tension.

flying high.

Hahaha I'm super high now. Watching Dion play pes. And it's funny because a) he keeps calling them noob and talking to them I'm laughing like mad
b) he slides everyone and calls the referee racist.

in other news, loo is also here. Playing png's com. Addicts...

Night.

open house 2012.

the noise coming from downstairs is really annoying me.

and also the work that i have but who cares i'll do it after lunch..

lunch is probably at 2 my parents are still at the supermarket.

just got back from frisbee and showered..my dad was having a bit of a complex in the morning and he shouted at my bro..

anyway, open house yesterday :D

i was supposed to be walking around taking photos, but then got bored halfway and ended up roaming the hall with junwei and amelia...then ended up on the concourse talking to random parents with jookee. so fun! it's super awesome to talk to parents.

and there was this guy who managed to get jookee to criticise our school..and we ended up shamelessly advertising our ccas even before the kids got into the school lol what is wrong with us can't wait for cca fair next year ahaha

and clemence offered jiamin a job. whoever he is.

photos!

and i can't remember my nus webmail password. good job..

yes, the gun is in his mouth.

partially.

this is basically where we were hanging the whole afternoon, lol.

lovely.

fiona's newfound friend XD

and then we came back and....

yup.

that's all.

things to do before i go into hostel :

1. med chem project summary

2. study med chem.

3. AP math.