and right now i'm freaking out because that woman, just uploaded something onto espace and said we have to study housing solutions. and it's highlighted in red so it'll definitely come out.
and i haven't been on com or Facebook the whole day.
so i don't know until now.
what the @#!#@!@!#@!# don't insert in an extra topic like a day before the exam!
studying is a hopeless task. i just get distracted.
well, i'm off to do geog after i shower. delayed a few hours already.
and i feel kinda sick. my stomach's acting up again..and it's so warm. and sticky.
and i just feel sad, like i've done something wrong again.
and worried. very worried.
suddenly want to take bio for next year. but then in the forms there's no option to take up an extra major. i've emailed ms fong to ask, but she hasn't replied..
actually i'm probably emailing the wrong person. who's in charge of subject specialisation? any ideas, people?
right now i'm just hear finding nice songs to listen to. fine. i'll go off.
there's nothing to do online anyway..
you're probably sick of reading this. problem is, there's nothing much else to say..
ten subjects this time, probably the most i've had..
right. it is nearly 2. i slept from 7-10 just now because i was tired, then studied cell bio for a bit..now going to crash.
but my sister's still awake. she's been watching this korean drama all day. and all of yesterday as well..
and the lights just turned off.
i have to say, it feels like a friday. ending so late and no school tmr.
well, have to study...at least not taking O's. i can imagine how the people are dying now..
also, i know i haven't posted for very long so the viewership of this blog is probably like 0 now. haha. sorry, it's just that my mood hasn't been that good and i don't like to post when i'm angry or emotionless.
emotionless is bad. very bad.
it's like, sometimes you just feel empty, you know.
just going to end off with some top gear, goodnight :D
amazing. there's only 2 more days left, for us to be together as a class.
and i can't even go to the chalet.
is this what we have become?
well, the last few days were quite awesome. and they say, the story never ends.
the day started badly, because i realised we didn't actually have to finish chem revision worksheets and i could have handed in on thur actually, but i didn't bring today so i'll have to hand in on monday and hope she's nice about it.
the rest of the day was relatively slack. oh well. nothing much happened. once lessons ended we went to the IT office to argue about what design we want our AV shirt to be. spent about an hour there..doing nothing much..
and then went home and crashed. actually, crashed on the train, like nearly all the way. i did race waiyin to paya lebar and the circle line's not actually that slow, it's only 3 stops behind.
came home and now i feel kinda sick. haven't done anything yet, shall go do some studying and then chiong geog project..
of all the crazy people.
why is it that nice guys finish last? i mean, it is a song, but it's very true. too true.
but why would you do this? why? you invite your friends to see your death.
i had to die..i didn't have to die alone. if it's time to go, remember what you're leaving. remember the best.
it's amazing how i never reuse titles. blog post titles.
well, that's probably because it's almost completely random. 526 posts and counting.
i've come a long way since this started.
and i've changed.
we all have.
anyway, i'm not going to launch into a long paragraph about life.
it is now 11.
we didn't have pe today, but i killed my muscles doing (assisted)pull-ups, until my hand hurt while i was writing during chem..
really fail.
chem was basically a lot of quizzes. 2 at once, then just everyone discussing stuff in between. oh well. my dad says i need to go draw up a study timetable. and he's right.
i'll just do it, and not follow it i suppose.
as usual.
finished the last suibi of my life (it's a good one). you must always go out with a bang.
haha i'm listening to my iPod now and i shifted the mouse towards iTunes to change the song then i realised xP
and i'm increasing the volume on my com oh no xD
i suppose it happens.
slept just now from 7-8, and then had tuition in which i wrote 2 compos. feel so accomplished. and now i am here to do a bit of geog, print english and then fall asleep..
just like photography is all about light, videos are all about the music.
okay, not all. perhaps half.
but you realise all those videos, all those ads would just be so dead without epic music. music is needed. and the doctor who soundtracks are particularly awesome.
tuition just ended, and i am mentally drained. shall play some pes before going back to file chinese and do suibi and study for chem rev quizzes.
actually most likely i'll just heck it. we really really need to start on geog.
well, today was a good day actually because i managed to get my speech done and finished with. it wasn't that good, but well, it's over :D
chinese test 44/65, i'm quite satisfied with it. but we're still annoyed that he gives us low 语文 marks because of who we are. that's really bloody unfair.
okay now my dad really killed my mood.
apparently i should start studying for exams...what the hell how to study still got so much work to do @!##@!#@!
you guys hate me when i'm pissed, don't you.
and you don't exactly like me when i'm not, either.
pe tmr, which means gotta run 1.6 again. and attempt pull-ups when i know i can't do -.-
there you go. that's a cyclops shark or something. you can go google it. apparently it's real.
caused a lot of trouble during econs because, well. they wanted to postpone it to friday and i didn't want to because i wanted to get it over with..
i'm too selfish. i always screw things up because of that.
and i was angry at hema at the same time and angry with myself for screwing up the skit. not a good combination.
can't even stay in school to play soccer tmr, have to rush back for tuition -.-
so annoying. and i'm so bloody tired now and have to memo my thousand word speech.
got back around 815. dion fell asleep and i was watching top gear so i forgot to wake him up..by the time i realised it was like tampines already. so he took 5 from pasir ris instead. but amazingly, it did get dark very quickly today.
slept during ppv for the first time today. well because he wasn't doing anything and i didn't have my iPod..
right. there was this dhl advertisement which freaked me out because it just started playing in the background. then i had to search around in all my tabs because i didn't know which one...and by the time i'd found it, it ended.
has that ever happened to you?
i don't know. i feel like going to watch doctor who again right now because it's just so inspiring.
well, at least econs report is out of the way. time for presentation tmr....hope it goes well.
there are bits and pieces of random humour inserted in, see if you can find them.
after tmr, time to chiong geog project..actually today was quite slack. but had to finish up phy prac, of course. and we were released early from geog, so just went for lunch and then came back upstairs to listen to nikki talk about stabbing people.
and the upshot of it all is winding up in chem realised i didn't flunk the retest that badly as I actually calculated kb correctly.
we still have 2 chem revision quizzes...seriously. oh well i guess if they don't have those no one will start studying.
my speech is still not memorized ><
and it's 7:12.
there's a theory now that van gogh didn't kill himself. and that he was accidentally shot by these two teenage boys but he decided to protect them by taking the blame..so he stumbled back to the pub and died.
plausible theory.
sorry everyone, i know i've been a little (very) pushy today. especially to dion..
still can't get myself to be more patient and quiet. sigh.
that's supposed to be a line to describe the ideal wedding present.
and coincidentally enough, it also describes the tardis.
and it's been popping up everywhere today. i mean, it appeared in my mum's chinese book in chinese, and it appeared in my sister's book.
been watching top gear instead of doctor who. ahh.
new feeling.
some guy tests out Siri. i don't really care for the video, but if you watch it long enough, you can see that his background is a tardis. how cool is that.
it is my new album from where we went to ecp yesterday. pretty annoying because my compact doesn't have good low-light performance so everything was grainy :(
unfortunately, it has been a really weird day for me.
weird on the bad side.
school in the morning was pretty hot, and i'm still annoyed by the fact that i can't go to class chalet. seriously. they had to put it on that day right..
and it's not like i can skip my aunt's wedding. so i guess i'll just forget it..
and it's really annoying when they're rubbing it in your face by discussing it during mentoring. well, can't blame them..things happen.
speaking of things, my leg is currently bleeding, and i have no idea where that came from. i just sat down and there's this red mark on my thigh..
and i just broke a plate.
and someone on the train just now told me to get up and give my seat to some kid. i mean, seriously? if you want to do that do it nicely, not with a pissed face like i've wronged you. and you're just some random person.
no idea why i'm so pissed over this...
oh well. goodnight. turns out we were supposed to go for econs in the first place...went home directly after phy at 415 because i thought we only had to go if we're presenting..now i have to apologise to tong..
good morning, it's a nice and cool thursday afternoon.
and i need to study physics and do phy prac..
today was another fiasco. i should probably find a better word. use that too much already.
firstly, pe was quite fun because we played dodgeball and won overall. it's just basically being jian xD
and random jumping and spinning around to avoid balls.
physics sucked, because i was slacking (again), and then our experiment kept screwing up, and the other group lost their magnet..then the mood was like screwed. we checked the entire lab like 3 times at least, still can't find..
and i did make my own sonic screwdriver. which doesn't work.
there you go. (never mind that it's not focused xD)
finally managed to chiong finish chem project, did an epic presentation because the thing broke, but whatever, i feel that we did a good job, and it's over! everyone's was very good actually, we were all laughing throughout..
and then didn't know how to do last question of chem quiz, and screwed up bonus..the two people beside me got like the same answer, and mine's super out..
and i've just heard there are still revision quizzes next week. what....
enough.
physics test tmr, must go study, because my physics is really falling behind. don't get the last chapter at all..
fell asleep on the way home again..sorry dion! when i get a seat i just knockout and sleep and sleep. and sleep.
but what was the question? why did it mean your death?
suppose..there was a man. a man who knew a terrible secret, that must never, ever be told. how would you erase that secret? destroy it forever before it can ever be spoken.
if i had to, i'd destroy the man.
and silence would fall.
all those times i've heard those words i never realised it was my silence. my death.
and the cloth, the wedding...getting married using that strip of cloth around their hands.
the doctor and river song did that.
that was probably the simplest wedding ever. it lasted like 10seconds, tops.
today was a fiasco. as in, it was okay, but i was sad. okay, it was not okay.
english was mainly just me filming the thing..swapped with yx after a while. 03 was being their usual self, asking a lot of stuff. especially claire. i mean, it's okay if you ask questions, but don't ask questions with the aim of being vindictive. that's really mean. you don't ask a question, and if the person's answers is not what you wanted, you accuse the person of not thinking. seriously?
it's a q and a session. not a trial or anything -.-
and she took 22 minutes for her speech what the hell. the camera ran out of batt, i'm not joking. we had to change it for the q&a..
okay, enough about the speech. we only ran through 5 people, though. completely..
the rest of the speeches are in our own class apparently. that'll be much faster. but i'm still damn nervous, haven't had time to practise because of bad time management.
they're planning class chalet on 11-12 november, because it's the only time everyone can make it. but i can't go, have to fly off for a wedding. and i can't even skip it because i have to bring my sis there, i'm flying with her and the rest of my fam are going first...
this is really not good. i feel like the whole world is spinning around me. dizzy.
stop this.
and then stayed for PSAT (useless), slept through chinese in a very awkward position without knowing i slept..
and chem project isn't even done yet. ji's done about 90%, plus coming up with the idea, and we're all trying to pitch in today, but the thing won't move! it's just cutting a whole bunch of stuff..
must do more, tomorrow.
shit there's pe so must run 1.6km..
oh well. i'll just die.
still have to do chem reflections and study for chem quiz. and it's nearly 12 and i'm getting dizzy already..
time catches up with everyone eventually. even him.
no, even after reading wiki, i still don't get that movie.
but it was in 1971, so it's rather old.
right. i shall sleep at 10 tonight.
in order to compensate for my lack of sleep during the past few days..
right, time to do the news!
mongolia has been reported as the world's most polluted country (take that, hardik) and, they're going to make a movie about steve jobs.
my dad has this crazy theory that they held back the release of the iPhone 5 cos they knew he was going to die. instead, they put the 4S out, and that makes apple stock go down as investors are disappointed. and then they'll release the 5 and blow everyone away..
it's very far fetched.
seriously, i have no nice songs to listen to T.T
today was just lesson spam. first math, and then ppv, and then bio and then econs. bio quiz isn't that hard..but the mcqs are tricky. didn't have time to check though. and i'm damn disappointed with my mind maps. i mean, it's not like i didn't spend time and effort on it ><
my bio is shot to hell already..
econs was...ahem. we all couldn't present due to various reasons, and then she offered bonus marks so yawen's group presented. it's damn awesome, mainly because she is good at the italian accent and she used a lot of italian swear words which very few people understood...super funny
anyway, hopefully hardik can fix his com and we can start on the project. going to be spamming econs and geog this weekend, yay.
okay i'm crazy. well, doing projects which are mainly typing a heck load of words are better than tests. period.
no more doctor who for 75 days. that's just sad. very very sad.
and that's just the christmas special. after that, there's like a 126 day wait to the easter special..
never mind, i'll just rewatch everything.
tired. still have to
1. study bio
2. do econs
3. get everyone to compile geog stuffs
i don't know where i'm going with bio...partial linkage and all the stuff. hopefully it doesn't fall apart at during the quiz even though i've studied. bio likes to do that.
and we can't even do econs because it's on hardik's com, and it died. it's like, apparently it's 90% done but he sent it to me yesterday with a full sent box, so it didn't' send at all. and his com is now restoring and it taking forever. and it was due today..
recourse.
and now i have to help hema print stuff.
went to art friends just now to buy stuff for chem. the place is so nice and i just feel like buying everything! but i couldn't find a tardis blue diary and also, i had no money. so i just bought the beads..well by then it was six already. thanks to hardik's astrological predictions, i managed to get on a (quite) empty train and slept about 20 minutes.
interestingly, when i woke up my neck was sweating..and it made no sense.
my nose starting acting up around 1, so i brought the jacket home..didn't use it at all.
tmr's going to be a hell of a day.
here, some top gear to cheer you up. skip to 0:52 :D
just waiting for hardik to come online now so that he can send me econs.
oh crap. haven't done chinese. i was planning to do chinese tonight..oh well.
i'll just bring to school and do tmr..hopefully. it's mostly done, anyway. just not written out.
gosh. i really want to finish this project and then just slack..where is he!
at least no need to wear formal tmr. hooray for photo taking on tuesday. i'll just cheat and then bring polo to change xD
skill.
unfortunately, there is nothing much left to do, except wait 77 days for the doctor who christmas special. and watch top gear while waiting..
and i need to shower.
heck, lazy. not in the showering mood now.
it is weird, that i just dumped barca out of the champions league and i'm still 6th in the premier league. just makes you wonder how inconsistent i am..
vettel won the championship today! good for him, now we shall just hope alonso gets second.
and i still hate hamilton. he's just the guy who goes banging into everyone during races and then he blames other people. and he never gets punished.
bloody stewards.
WHERE IS THAT HARDIK I COULD KILL HIM NOW
actually it's yahoo's fault. they're not letting me receive the email..he claims he sent already. oh, saw this on tumblr.
but, i shall persevere, since there is work to be done.
today has been a mess. went out for lunch, got stuck in a traffic jam.
so we only reached the place at round 2. by the time we got home, it was nearly 5.
and tuition got postponed to tmr. and it's far too late she's gone away. oh no i can't make this line longer.
there.
my aim is to finish at least econs insight by tonight...there's too much to do tmr. tuition, econs proj solutions, study bio...and stuff.
inevitably.
oh there's still econs presentation...we'll just heck it on that day. i'm lazy.
and not going to do the extra questions..it's more important to take the weekends to slack
going crazy.
went to guitar just now..it was quite fun actually. it's about the only time i ever get to practice, because i'm too busy (i have bad time management and i spend the time on sleeping and doctor who and pes), so i'm behind everyone as usual. but it was, as usual, epic.
wedding to attend on the 11th of november. coolness.
and there's another wedding sometime this december..
want to get my dslr! then can spam photos..but need money heh.
money, money, money. the eternal problem.
right, time to go do econs before i fall asleep in front of the com. goodnight..
so yes, please give me music suggestions. tag please. i know i haven't been updating but that's mostly because too busy/can't think of anything to say. but today was quite eventful, i suppose.
we kinda ended at 1 because dustin chin wasn't here. but stayed back to do a bit of work, and then spammed netball + soccer until 6. enriching, tiring, frustrating all at the same time.
then rushed back to meet my mum for dinner...she took the kids out to like swimming and dunno where. and we cabbed back from white sands.
that's a weird word. cabbed.
anyway, the driver was some indian dude, and i thought he was kinda cool. i mean, his music is extremely epic xD and he interferes in others affairs. in a good way. like, we saw this woman who was driving without her headlights on (complete skill..) and he was trying to get her to turn them on.
but the reason I actually cared about him is probably because he admitted to us he didn't know where's pasir ris st11. he has the character to admit it, and ask for help..so i respect him.
okay, that episode was just weird.
going out tmr to have lunch with grandparents..probably going back to that jap buffet place at the basement of 313 somerset. because kuishin-bo's bloody ex. it's like $50 per person wtheck
spent most of today stoning through the lessons..and watching jordan laugh at top gear. it's damn scary, he laughs super loud and very randomly. here are the videos just in case you want to know..
that's top gear. they do epic stuff. and i do mean epic.
that's my two favourite shows. doctor who and top gear.
i love doctor who because it's so random, it's so inspiring, and there's just so many emotions. and mostly, the speech is damn epic because they're british.
top gear is a car review show, so they basically do very crazy and random stuff. and their filmography is beautiful.
and finally, a tribute to steve jobs. the maker of all those amazing devices, and more importantly, a good person.
go watch that video. seriously, it is worth every minute. he's just so..inspiring.
i saw that 5 years ago and i have it in my iTunes actually xD
right, time for me to go play some pes and catch some valuable sleep. still got tuition hw to complete before tmr, and a heck load of stuff to do before monday..
i was just going to lie down and take it, but you know what? before i go, i'd like to know why i have to die.
just went to cut my hair just now..and then came back and ate early dinner.
rested a little, rewatched the wedding of river song, and now i'm here.
things to do for tonight :
1. evo bio prac
2. study ppv..
this is terrible. apparently the bio prac is much more complicated than i realised..
gosh.
super busy day today, and i was damn annoyed because of the uncomfortableness of everything. stuff kept dropping, it was burning hot, my chair was squeaky so in the end i banished it from the classroom. finished math assignment, studied for the geog test, did the geog test, tried physics, gave up...
and what sucks is that there's still chem retest on wed -.- i forgot everything already! and the calculator screwed me up on that question..give me some dumb negative value.
like that happened to half the people.
okay, i'm off to CONCENTRATE on my evo bio report...it's just me and hardik doing at the moment..
imagine you were dying. imagine you were a long way from home and in terrible pain. just when it thought it couldn't get worse, you looked up, and you saw the face of the devil himself.
and i've done all the stuff that doesn't matter. like, i've cleared chem assignment (mostly), did a bit of chinese, but i didn't study geog much.
and now i feel like i'm going to fail..forget it i'll mug tmr.
don't even know what the question's going to be, so i don't really feel like reading a 9 page reading all over again. and the font is so small there's probably at least a thousand words per page.
updated soyz as well, go check it out.
also attempted the bio review worksheets...dunno if it's correct or not, but heck.
two more hours only! but i'm not that crazy, i'll watch it in the morning..
came back from guitar just now and slacked off, and then did a bit of work. finished reading through geog, did a little chinese and physics..so i don't feel as guilty now.
the targeted sleep time is 2. 15 more minutes to do the speech up..
i'm checking tumblr a lot now and reblogging a lot of doctor who stuff. some of it's really good.
and cleverbot is scaring me.
those are original, by the way. it was me typing the thing in.
i bet you're bored of doctor who by now. i'm still extremely crazy over it.
well, it'll soon be over....and then i'll have to wait a few months for the christmas special and the new season T.T
sleepy.
do you ever remember it? two thousand years, waiting for amy. the last centurion.
no.
you're lying.
of course i'm lying.
of course you are...it's not something someone easily forgets.
but i don't remember it all the time...it's like a door in the back of my head...that i try to keep shut.
firstly, i had very weird dreams. weirder than the one where i'm chased by a purple octopus in the pool which only feeds on non-pregnant people.
i now keep a dream diary. you'll never find it hahaha.
anyway, i was just thinking about why i like to do projects. i don't like to do them sometimes, because of communication problems and disagreements and all, but then i just realised, that's the point of projects. you learn from it. and plus, it's just so inspiring to see people's perspectives. you allocate work to someone, and they do it, and it's just so different from what you expected. you expected that it'll just be plain words and stuff, but in the end, you can see that they really put their personality into it. how they present the work, how they phrase the sentences. not just your face, but your heart and your mind and your soul.
i'll repost later, off to study geog now ><
haven't done any work at all today, suicidal..had tuition in the morning and after that i was super tired so i just slept. and then woke up around 4, slacked till 630 xP
doctor who season finale soon! in about...12 hours.
