allons-y.

that's french for "let's go!"

it's all a mess, we play sports to be happy, but in the end we end up arguing and getting pissed and crap, why are we doing this? what's the point of it all if we just make ourselves miserable?

and fiona, i'm sorry, i should never have said that. It was just a slip of the tongue that caused a massive argument which was pointless. There was no distraction, I just somehow said that without any provocation. it's just all my fault. let's leave it at that.

on a separate note, americans are epic, they're amazingly rude/able to be unreasonable/drunk/etc. i hope i don't get sued over this -.-

bye, gotta go study bio and crap. still don't understand bohr shift.

out of time, out of space.

i'm tired so this'll be a short one.

i'm sorry for being so bitchy/pissed today, it's just annoying when hema is around, and plus it's like i want to do something and people are telling me what to do left, right and centre, it's just frustrating okay. i know you don't mean any harm, but it's just restrictive, and it just screws up my choices. it's like person A says stay, person B says go, wtf, i'll do what i want, don't do this to me, i have a choice. it's damn difficult to please everyone, especially some people. there i go, i'm blaming people again. we all got what we wanted, didn't we?

amazingly, I spent like 1.20 today. but i owe loo one, the epic mrt-card buying machine kept rejecting all our tens then we realised it only takes fives or twos.

cheerio, i'm off.

tmr school is 845-11, wth. then rush back to try and force my way into the school...probably won't work. another day of no work. but bmt just now was fun though. even though very dangerous XD.

that word, dangerous, again.

and here comes inspiration :D

army of ghosts.

nearly forgot to post.

hello. so. today was slack. very slack.

did journal only, and it isn't really work, considering i actually enjoy doing journal, crapping about freedom of speech and the government. it's like a massive blog post that needs to be handed in actually.

and loo contacted me and we did up the OBS list! awesome. sorry if you're not in, but the limit's 16, and i did my best. then watched doctor who (again). the christmas invasion and army of ghosts. and the doomsday ending. but most of the bits are blocked by BBC on copyright grounds again. so annoying.

tmr going where, where, dunno...sigh. i want subway, i'm getting more unhealthy by the day. i think i gained back all the fats (and added some more) i lost from bmt just now. terrible.

i don't think my nobel shirt fits me. heck, if it doesn't i'll just wear polo. i'm changing after the whole thing anw, don't wanna go out in that, so uncomfortable.

spam baking cookies pictures. they were doing this from like 5-8. now they're putting them in bags to give to teachers. i didn't bother, but i suppose there aren't really enough cookies. and i haven't done the post-it thingy yet...and teacher's day celebrations are tuesday.

in the oven...

im-ing with loo heh.

gosh it's warm.

tmr sports day, gonna be crap, my nobel shirt's small..and then tue going back to have lunch with the rest, blah blah blah then wed need to spam study goodbye.

Dårlig Ulv-Stranden.

chips.

who'd have known? time lords appreciate chips.

anyway, today was kind of a mix-and-match kinda day. morning was fail, then afternoon i did math assn (half of it), and drew graph for phy, then realised i didn't bring suibi book home. hopefully it's still in class, been losing too many things already, can't lose that too. then wrote like 100 words for geog, describing a place which i have only been there once and can't find any info abt it on the internet. gave up, went downstairs to run. i did like 3 rounds then i died, terrible. that's like 900m only. total i did 6, walked like 4 i think. then guitar, which was kinda fun, doing that jap classical song. the notes are damn confusing, and there are typos on both scores he gave us, the corrected one and the non-corrected one. and then cake, which looked nice but wasn't nice. probably cos i left it in the fridge for 2 days -.-

also, i've been angry bird-ing and watching doctor who on youtube all day.

then at around 7+, some indian bloke showed up outside my house to deliver a random parcel wrapped in wrapping paper, turned out to be this :

of course, it always comes attached with a note.

zoom.

yes, so i freaked out for the first half an hour trying to figure out who it was, then i thought it was a bomb ( i know, i know, paranoia). turns it out it was from EDWIN, what a douche, he was like denying and denying then in the end he said don't throw it away..sheesh.

anyway, tmr got bmt with the lot of them, we booked just now, it's $24 bucks, sheesh, weekend so ex. oh right, before i forget, cake.

soccer section : arsenal 2-1 blackburn currently, and chelsea 2-0 up against stoke. dunno why drogba took the penalty instead of lampard though.

goodnight, world.

according to you.

well, pretty average day, bit boring really. the highlight of the day was probably the bacon flavoured biscuit sticks thingy nikki gave me. it's damn nice and apparently you can get it at shengsiong for like 35cents. typical. my mum buys giant packages of oreos from that place for like 2 bucks.

and right now jordan's introducing me to christian practices. or more accurately, churchy practices. i'm still clueless after all that's he's said..

my brother - " China people love panda."

is it true? well maybe, this panda's like saying, " oh really, I feel so loved! " -smile-

actually if you look at it another way he's just getting ready to turn into a savage and eat you.

dunno, lessons were average, chinese write about YOG, wtf, i hardly watched, so just crapped out random stuff. physics is just mainly trying to listen and reading wiki. then media's okay, bit boring and as usual half of the time i'm completely not listening to the woman then i freak out and start clicking random stuff to try to get my screen the same as hers.

forget it i'm pissed.

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mainly cos i keep swearing and it's all my fault. i say shit too much, seriously.

why can't everything just be nice for once.

gone.

26 august.

that's happy birthday to myself.

yes, i know, it's weird wishing yourself happy birthday, but heck that, if i want to do that i shall. and thanks for everything, the present, the cards, all the wishes. you guys are awesome people, all of you. so this is what it's like to feel so loved. haha..

okay i'm just weird. but yay there's no geog tmr! lim called me just now and she's not coming cos of sydc so we just have to discuss the volcano soil project..that's basically doing nothing, which is awesome. and hema's coming back tmr, it's too quiet without him.

can't believe everything. we spent like 1h after sch ended just now fretting over physics. like everyone was there, most people were gaming though. then me and png's table a complete mess. like really. physics is mainly done, chem is not though. i'm still unsure, think i'll just ask kong tmr after lesson. then they bought pizza haha, so nice. and first time eating lasagna with fingers, it's like ripping it apart. the top and bottom looks like puff pastry with cheese..but still nice, especially with the epic root beer spillage and bubbles. thanks everyone! really good...i didn't even expect it. most of the time i didn't even rmb it was my bday.

and miss lam gave me lollipop and some random i can't describe thing, so nice of her. it's like...biscuits in cones? with cappuccino filling. shared with the class, some of us just spammed, it's damn nice.

ok i have to go dinner, my mum made 烧肉, took her 2 days, i have to go if not she'll kill me haha.

be happy!

chocolate is overrated.

why the heck...oh it's not underlined anymore.

the text keeps getting underlined and i can't get it to change back. but it did so itself so that's good.

tonight the target's to do q4 and q5 of chem, file my phy, and sleep...z. need sleep. tmr's gonna be a heck of a day. phy prac = epic screwed up misery for 2h. but at least it sounds kinda interesting...apparently we're mixing some dye.

thumbs up for not watching YOG at all and being antisocial on msn. saves a lot of time and energy. instead of talking to people, do work and sleep at 1030.

i want to do pa for sports day. wtf they didn't even send me any sms. lee and hema got both, the heck. they must hate me.

and the amazing race asia's a big joke. it's nowhere as nice as the american version, even though i don't even really like americans.

okay i'll be nice. it's not a joke because people take effort, money and time to plan it, so we should be grateful. at least i get to read about it on yahoo, so it's not a joke.

in other news, hema is sick. he sounds really bad, and he has mc for today and tmr. so he'll be back on friday. but apparently he can't eat or he feels like vomiting. hope he gets better soon.

even though he is an annoying git who can't get enough of my ipod or -ahem-.

actually, none of you can, right. you just play and play until the batt dies, then i charge and you play again. sheesh.

" Humans should be united and not kill or hate each other. " - Jackie Chan.

in fact, i think the dude is awesome. but it's difficult not to hate sometimes.

especially geog where they give you thousand word reports to do every other week.

i suppose it's better than lit though :/

save the world.

ahh hungry..

the sound of drums.

i feel bad for today, i was very douchy i think, but it's over. try again tmr..to be a better person.

think i'll do chem ws 6 and a bit of phy assn later, need to type the geog as well..hope it goes okay. and graded class task tmr...is tan graphs tested? i'm gonna die if it is...don't know how to draw. cos and sin quite easy...i think?

should i go for chem consultation? i think i'll see if i can do the ws later. coming home early rocks, you can rest...and i haven't been listening to music lately, too busy playing angry birds. we need more chargers, our batt keeps dying. angry birds is a batt killer, you play for like 1h40mins then it dies. that's quite bad..

oh and there was that incident today. all i can say is, i'm sorry, i felt like crap during chinese, but then everything turned out alright in the end.

must finish hw on thur, then friday can slaaaack. although most likely i'll just do everything from like 3-4 on friday before i go for media. last session..where i'll finally have to use the earphones. heh.

falling star.

seriously, slowing time in bejeweled is cheating. don't do it.

with everyone doing it, it's virtually impossible for me to break into the top 5 or even top 10 le. sad.

friends.

DISCLAIMER : this post has a little ranting/bitching/plain stupidity cos i'm just complaning so don't read if you don't want to see that.

i don't know if today was a good day or not..it was kinda neutral. no pe, boring, but quite good, got more break. then no english, even more break..chinese was okay, tingxie not bad, i knew nearly everything. but got test tmr. i don't know how to study man..but like junwei said, can't really afford to screw up anymore. our tingxies, zuowens and tests all fail...our CA's dead. this may be the only chance to salvage it.

shit. i'm really screwed and the com's not detecting the sd card...what next.

i wish there were some way of studying for tmr...then i'd have something to do. now i'm just stuck with doing physics, which i'm clueless about -.-

i feel that everyone's better than me, whether academically or physically, or anything. mostly academically. F YOU SD CARD READ. bitch. OKAY ALL OF YOU CAN GO TO HELL, YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH, BEATING ME IN EVERYTHING? GRADES, HOW BLOODY FAR YOU CAN RUN BEFORE YOU DIE, BEJEWLED, GEO CHALLENGE. OH AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I SPELT BEJEWELED WRONGLY AGAIN. BITCH.

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never mind....i'm a little psychotic at home, my emotions go crazy. stupid hormones. it shouldn't matter, right. as long as i'm happy...

but i'm not.

yeah, i need school, i can't have too much free time, if not i go crazy. but then school sucks, chinese sucks, physics sucks, geog sucks balls, wtf have to print the thing? i wrote the thing already, wth. and everything's bad actually, i can't think, can't do any of the questions.

i think it's just because it's my birthday week..so i go a little nuts and depressed. i did it last year too, i think i didn't eat for 2 days or something..

i know you don't believe me, and you're thinking that i'm an total idiot right now. well, just stop reading. if it helps.

blasted sd card -.-

actually just ignore the chunk on top, i'm feeling much more normal now/.

my earphones are screwed, i think they died on friday...so i have to use the new ones, basically the ones my dad got with his iphone. don't want to use new stuff, don't like it. that's why i'm always procrastinating buying new stuff. for others it's cos i'm too comfy with it, for electronics it's cos i'm afraid i'll spoil it.

it sucks to be in love, huh. especially when the other person doesn't notice you at all. but i suppose we'll all get over it.

the hardest thing to do is to yield when needed, not fighting for more, but yielding when necessary to keep the peace.

so true.

fall through time.

find you, find you.

right behind you.

i'm listening to maroon 5 now, if we never meet again remix. it's nicer, heavier, got more bass. like those kind of disco songs where you can jump up and down forever...so awesome.

now YOG(a) singapore against haiti. haha it's damn funny, compared to epl soccer, where everything's smooth. and arsenal and chelsea both hit six, against blackpool and wigan respectively. carry on like that, and they'll be fighting for the league.

my heart hopes fulham thrash man u later :D

i just spent most of the afternoon doing chinese, morning we went to slack a bit at the field, it's too hot and not even fun so we came back, then brian and wx came my house to help me do hw. but i was feeling pissed cos you know, my throat clogged up and i can't do phy and chem...but heck, now's happy.

shall work hard for exams, think physics i need to go consultation, or maybe i'll just ask hema, the guy's actually quite smart. reading days, go out mass study! i feel motivated after reading that article i did jianbao on cos it tells us that we need to shape our own future. i wanna go work for shell haha.

and of course, build a tardis.

my chem's halfway, phy i did 1a 2a and 5a, lousy. hmph i'll steal jm's chem tmr, at least no need to do pa. it'll be weird in formal. there's pe tmr, hopefully my throat doesn't choke up...that'll be really bad. then tingxie..hopefully after all my efforts i don't mess up at the last moment. just spent like 2h studying..with my mum, who is awesome. all parents are awesome actually.

oh yes, and there's people doubting my gender on facebook. you can go check it out if you want.

and you might want to click here. although you've probably seen it. then again, you never know where it'll take you.

i'll leave it at that. goodnight, internet.

light speed.

supermassive black hole.

today's been stupid. all i accomplished was like q1 and q2 of chem ws 5, and learning tingxie halfway and finishing zuoye. i can't do chem at all, i'm like clueless. phy's even worse, i can't do anything. just stone there at the questions. i'm terrible.

and i have to finish chem tmr, it's due monday. gg le..dunno where i'll get the help from. i'm planning to shower, then finish geog and jianbao before 1. god knows it won't happen.

i feel alright now, apart from having loads of phlegm inside my throat. and i'm really lagging behind on my guitar, i didn't practice for a few months already, need to get my passion started again. well, loads of things to do but i'm always putting them off. important stuff like going running to lose weight gets shifted to the side, because i'm slacking/soccering/facebooking too much. i shouldn't, but doing these stuff just gives me enjoyment. it's like...relaxing.

hopefully i'll be fine to do pe on monday, really want to do. hopefully it'll be SOCCER, not bball again. bball boring...i'm no good with a bball. well, actually my bball skills are better than my soccer ones, but then again..

i wish starhub would sue the heck out of singtel and get the hosting rights back. need to watch soccer..arsenal's 4-0 up against blackpool now. they're back to their thrashing style, awesome. mind you, chelsea will probably lose to wigan -.-

wow it's 5-0 now. walcott hat-trick.

have to go, don't have much time. still have to do jianbao.

as he whirls away to celebrate, a missile strikes the centre of the pitch so that blades of grass are sent whirling up into the air.

red.

i'm screwed, slept the whole morning. i feel weird, don't even know if i'm sick or not.

guess i'll just try to plow through homework today...

my internet's fluctuating again.

well, bye.

for now.

maybe we're trying, trying too hard.

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hello.

today was okay i suppose. kinda boring but we got so much hw! to me anw. it's like

chem ws 5 and 6

phy assn

study tingxie

zuoye

geog.

wth.

and next week is damn hectic, and so is the last week. i wanna kill them urgh

next week's like.

monday : tingxie

tuesday : chi test

wed : your mum.

thur : wooohooo my bday don't you dare forget. 26th. epic.

fri : last day of final cut pro class, and....sihan.

completely screwed. i think the last week's even worse though. kong was like giving us the schedule cos she said debb's clueless, but it turns out we're all clueless -.-

week 10.

monday : idk lol. can't remember. if you know, tell me. i need to wait for adrian to update the class blog xD awesome guy.

tue : teacher's day celebration. and it turns out i can't go back to pri sch cos they're only letting us in from like 10 - 1130. how the heck am i going to get back by then. forget it..

wed : holiday? teacher's day. i don't believe we get a holiday but if it comes, take it.

thur : monday timetable.

friday : chem quiz + phy quiz + geog presentation. heck last day.

then hols gonna be damn busy cos have to do chem IMF, and something else. i'm still not sure if i want the two extra marks for handing in the monograph before 31/8. maybe i'll just heck it and hand in after hols, not really bothered le. i mean, today she just gave us packets of soil in ziploc bags and left us to go look for soil around the school when it's bloody POURING. wrong timing man..

and now we're obssesed about geo challenge, we were playing on ji's account just now, damn fun. the highscore of 15k in her name is actually mine, cheater la..but i still have that score of 20+k last time when i was trying to beat shree...awesome.

enough words, picture time.

walrus poop. heh.

and seriously, how the heck do you kill the pig? i know i'm addicted to angry birds...but dion's even worse. he spammed just now okay. 2h of non-stop when we were having CCA. but he was charging so even after he finished the batt was full. i think my ipod's gonna die soon.

okay. turns out the bird up there rolled down and hit the rocks so they hit the pig. genius.

sometimes, when you just close your eyes and randomly have a go at it, you do everything perfectly. just like that epic through ball i did with my left foot just now. although that was my only contribution in soccer probably...apart from catching a few loose balls. boring.

i suck.

but enough of that. i need to go geo challenge. it's important.

bye.

oh. and cheh. and nikki.

shadow proclamation.

ah, i figured out the problem.

yes, it was because i put the ><> in the html directly after that. so it became blah blah blah ><>. yes, that's the problem.

actually, i think maybe it'll happen again in this post.

argh dammit, my brain feels clogged up, my nose is clogged up, my face hurts. sucks being sick. it's as if glue's filling my system. and i think my specs are dead. the lense came out just now. and they keep falling off my face when i soccer...grip's getting loose. and i'm annoyed at people who force people to eat when they're not hungry.

actually, i think when i start eating. i'll get hungry.

fine, i'll just do everything in one post. easier.

so basically today was ok i suppose. pa in the morning was quite fun, cos lth came in and said he's asking everyone to go to class, so we got to spam the zones, press everything. and the music ambassador woman crazy de, her voice is super loud, i already lowered the volume and she's still damn loud..

oh great my mum's home.

i want a new head.

basically sheryl oon sat through the 1st h of phy. right beside me -.- i was like, damn, can't read wiki but in the end couldn't be bothered too, even after she left. then it's 1.5h break. first part eat/nb, second part go back to class blast music/study/do chem prac. mostly the first one, it's damn fun, we blast random music. there's justin bieber, some techno crap, and we even got hardik to blast his hindi music, damn epic. the person sounds english until you listen closely.

and the olympics are retarded. seriously, they should use the money to go feed and clothe homeless people. don't make the rich richer, make the poor richer. sheesh.

math test was okay i suppose, although i will never look at the word "dangerous" the same way again. then english test...okay ba. just crap, i don't think any of us even knew what we were writing half the time.

then went to the bowling alley at queenstown to get pics for geog with lee, alice, hema, jordan, huang and dion. i think that's all. it's like 2 mins walk from queenstown...the pictures will tell the story. i'm not going to put in any of the cracks or rock, so you people taking geog, don't even think of coping.

we stopped at some random convenience store for lee to buy twisties. so hema went for the sweets obviously.

front view of the place. it's super old and deserted..

maserati! awesomeness. i just nearly caught it...

it's a italian car btw. although i would have preferred ferrari...but i suppose beggars can't be choosers. it's amazing what thrill you get from seeing nice and exotic cars.

hema's jumpshots. epic. the last one dion threw his bottle at him...

group photo. even though i look like crap.

the rest of the photos are either with lee, or with png. his cam is awesome, 14mp. super high quality. too bad it wasn't a dslr though.

i need to finish chem prac, and do a bit of zuoye then go to sleep early. that way, hopefully i can get rid of my clogged up nose and brain..

jackets are awesome.

heck.

so yeah, here's yesterday's post. i hit preview then copy paste..stupid blogger. it better work this time.

attention.

everyone needs attention. don't deny it. if you have friends that means you have a need for attention. unless you're some loner who finds happiness in sitting in a corner and listening to your own music.

i used to be like that most mornings. i just ignored everyone.

and i'm sorry. you should know what for ><

today's a bad day, mainly cos i was like sick == basically my nose was super runny all the time and i finished the tissue sometime after the OBS briefing. apparently there are leeches and you need to be fit. great, i'm screwed. and there was geog test, which was bs. it's like 12m total but there's so little to write for me and i'm scared that i didn't cover any of the points. then couldn't be bothered to think so i just slept the last 10-15 mins. terrible. and cg's stupid, he went sickbay so he could skip the test cos apparently he didn't study. wth la.

then they soccered, i basically just messed around in the class with jm jordan and hardik. and hema, of course. he stole my phone. then chem prac, i was clueless half the time, as usual. but i actually did everything, just don't know if it's correct or not. and i broke a test tube...it just slipped out of my hand, typical. amazingly, it's the first thing i broke so far, seeing how clumsy i am, it's really amazing. and kong screamed at me, sheesh. cos i was talking to jordan, trying to convince him that he doesn't suck and all, which he keeps saying, then she screams and i freaked out -.-. and she kept asking me to refill people's DI water, what the heck. somehow debb managed to take like 4, crazy, one person 4 bottles.

then soccer, quite fun, even with random people, then loo imba, he just saved everything, or it hits the post/crossbar. so nice. and hema scored! i assisted haha, so awesome. technically it's just a laughing session, epic stuff happened again.

math is epic SPAM of paper. and physics. all SPAMMERS.

my neck's dead. some muscle got pulled during chem i think, i was talking to hardik, then -sudden blinding pain for about 20s-. and png pulled something in his ankle as well, that's terrible. this is not a good day.

it must be the ongoing topic of jesus, cursing us. jiamin's fault..

okay i'm not talking to png again until i've finished this post.

but there's nothing much to say actually.

oh yes, tmr got math test and letter to editor. need to study. and finish chem prac. thank goodness kong said we could hand in on friday morn, if not tonight die.

i hate being sick. tmr gonna bring jacket. and loads of tissues. mind you, i'll probably still feel like i'm in siberia.

stole that from someone's tumblr. heck, i don't even like marshmallows.

goodbye, i guess.

i think i'm a bad person. am i?

AH FUCKSFAASIISA FYOU BLOGGER WHAT HTML BRACE CAN'T BE ACCEPTED GO AND DIE JUST POST MY DAMN POST WILL YOU. BITCH./

you're not sorry at all.

ha, my bro's being a bitch again. typical.

like that woman on the train. kept pinching her son's ears. wtf. i was damn pissed okay. killed my mood.

today was horrible in the sense that i was pissed at myself. my own actions, how i acted, that sort of thing. happens like twice a week. i reckon it'll happen tmr too. and i was lousy. i failed at everything, including the part where i told myself not to play anything cos air will go in and my throat will die. i still played at least 3h -.- soccernetballsoccer again. terrible.

and i need to finish chi. stupid title....成功与成才。seriously, what kind of title is that? then i pointed out it could be worse and junwei suggested 高兴与快乐。 haha he's pro.

then soccer with the orange netball from like two years ago which we somehow found. not bad, quite fun, even with yongkiat. he was crapping about arsenal and liverpool then he shoots everything over. from anywhere. there's no need for goalkeepers when he's around..

and ho's pro, he replied me like 9h late. shit...i forgot to tell him i'm on duty for like the next 2 weeks. got to sms him again..

my bro's screaming.

i feel very weird smsing teachers. even though i use my normal style of proper words, it's just...not right. i feel it's like too informal.

great...i'm addicted to decoy. and probably for the next few days as well.

tmr got math ct, maybe geog test, that OBS briefing, chem prac...hectic. mostly it's just tests..wth. only phy it's lesson. and i don't even like phy. must remember to keep my itouch with me...so i can read wiki.

of course i'm sorry. how could i not be?

sick.

yeah, i'm sick. was feeling bad the whole day and now i've got a bad throat. and i'm coughing. so i shan't say much.

i dont think there's hw, is there? oh yes, zuoye 25. but that's not really due till friday i think. tmr chinese writing yi lun wen..i suck at that. it's easier for me to get philosophical in english. chinese is just...i end up going off track.

throat's still annoying.

and guess what. we didn't even have math graded class task today at all. cos chia said they didn't print the thing yet, fail. oh and he said dangerous 5 times. or maybe it was 4. slept through most of his lesson anyway.

then house meeting, it's basically just standing there waiting for them to finish cheering. then kong has supersonic eyes, she saw lee and cheh playing angry birds through the crowd, amazing. then go watch people run...we were waiting for the people in our batch to run, so stayed for the entire thing. and the A div guys are gay, the nobel and fleming guys sprint max speed the 400m, ended up like 100m in front of everyone else, illegal bastards. haha but nobel won so good!

then went home with a bunch of people, shini drank hema's drink ( he's still hyperventilating over that now btw), and we were trying to get them to sit together, in the end he sat behind her, close enough la. then we were waiting for foo but we went on the "empty" train and missed him by about 30s i think. sad. i'm sorry foo...

so we went back with year1s. yj was being pedo with them, obsessing about someone called nicole. and we need to go do geog..deadline's soon.

and english is screwed okay. now they tell us there's a sales letter graded thing tmr, and we need to give extra 1h of our break to do the letter to editor. seriously, wth. so annoying. and we don't even do anything during lessons, they're all dead.

mm decoy is nice. don't know why i didn't notice it before.

paramore!

that reminds me, i need to sync ipod, maybe i'll just plug it in and leave it while i do my chinese, need to update to version 4.0.2. i'm still using 3.sth...terrible.

no pe is bad. we need pe in our lives.

doing pa tmr, don't even know what to do, i never even started doing it, but i have to do cos they want someone to replace hema. apparently they got pissed at him cos he kept being late or something..

people should be more forgiving. i know it's hard most of the times, but they should try. and they shouldn't be so quick to criticise and put others down. they should encourage each other and recognise each other's efforts, not like LOO, who just keeps saying those people suck. sheesh.

living inside a dream.

get ready for epic com lag, when i plug in the ipod.

seashells.

wanna spend the night with you.

follow me..

come with me tonight we can make the night last forever.

awesome song.

today gotta do at least journal + geog video thing + suibi + study math.

not looking forward to it.

i just realised that there's a giant empty field for us to play in. super near my place. at my pri sch actually. i think it's open on weekends only though. but still, awesomeness.

time and relative dimension in space.

the fire in your eyes.

internet's really slow now, but not for blogger amazingly. blogger's fast.

maybe i should use :D and =D and XD or at least something. let's try it with that sentence and see how it goes.

internet's really slow now :( but not for blogger amazingly. blogger's fast :D

well, that was utterly fake.

i'm terrible. didn't do any work at all today. all i did was study math chap 2 and do a little tutorial. and eat lots of food which made me fat. still have chinese, think i'll do that later after i shower. need my mum's help though, i stupidly left my textbook in school after reminding myself to remember to bring it back -.-/

i know. i know.

i feel terrible for getting started on geog. i should have went with the guys when they went to get photos from some church in city hall on tuesday. damn, damn and damn. now i have nothing. i don't even know what building i'm doing on, and only 2 weeks left. shit.

nothing changes.

Porsche 911 Carrera S.

ex-dream car. yes, ex. now i don't really know what i want. well, in the future we probably won't need cars. we'll have vortex manipulators strapped to our wrists so we can travel through time and space.

i'm sorry for ever doubting you.

dive.

hello fascination.

anyway, i've been spamming bejeweled again since the morning, must have played like 60+ games already. that's more than an hour..terrible. but the multiplier boost is free now, heh. i still can't beat my highscore though..i keep doing like 250 or 260k when i use boosts, without my max was 220.

here's a video. it's....self-explanatory.

but it's in spanish i think. or mexican. i've never figured out if they speak spanish or mexican in mexico. or is there no language such as mexican.

i realised i don't really find it natural to post when other people are in the room, it feels like they're intruding. but then again, the whole internet can see this. and i think i need a skin change, it's off to template designer again...

might not be possible soon, got loads of tests coming up. next week there's :

math test

english letter to editor

math graded exercise ( that's what chia calls them, why can't they just say quiz)

geog test? ( i have no idea. if you know please tell me. ty.)

and then the following week there's :

something...

heck.

seeing that yesterday was friday the 13th, it was overall a good day. nothing much to say, just that i failed at final cut pro cos i wasnt actually listening to the woman about 30% of the time, and i was distracted by the plot of the video we were editing. it was leverage, they were trying to rob some museum, and discussing about some woman called maggie.

then soccer was epicly awesome, the best match of the year so far, hands down. words fail to describe it.

food. awesomeness.

and the muffin has like a block of cream cheese in the middle, so nice haha.

i know the picture's terrible...it's taken by my phone..

still. hungry.

i probably made you hungry right. haha, i bet you're jealous. go on, go dig up some food from your fridge. it's okay, i'll wait.

and, you're back.

actually you probably just stoned at the com thinking i was being stupid.

time to leave, i suppose.

oh yes, i'm pissed at singtel and starhub. i can't believe the premier league season started and i can't watch it cos starhub fails at obtaining viewing rights. they lost everything okay. and singtel's stingy so they don't want to share. hmph.

change/.

again, time wasted, unaccomplished.

that's today from 1-7. it's pointless. i've got tons of projects, yet i'm not starting them. and i'm just doing nothing, or doing things which don't make sense or don't have a purpose. it's just, doing them, which makes me feel not happy.

there's chem imf, geog tsunami, geog monograph, and...something else i think.

maybe there's more.

skit today was terrible, it wasn't smooth at all, we should have rehearsed more. at least it's over though, and junwei and cheh are awesome, they just planned the whole thing and did the ppt during the 1h itself when other people are presenting, epic.

so basically we just failed. and hardik somehow managed to break chopsticks, what?

i'm glad it's all over.

but physics sucks okay. it's so dead. the entire lesson is basically everyone sitting there for like 60% of the time doing nothing, 40% copying stuff and doing examples. so terrible. so i just read wiki for like the entire lesson then feel guilty. that's stupid.

i've got a feeling tmr's gonna be a bad day, again. it's always like that. and i regret letting hema have the media shirt. after all, he didn't even pay yet. now i've got to bring another shirt for tmr.

we shouldn't regret the choices we make, right.

great. now i'm going pissed and shouting at people. and throwing stuff onto the floor. i should just go.

exit wounds.

limited stamina.

great. i'm being bitten by some invisible microscopic bugs again. just great.

if you're reading this, you either

(a) hate me,

(b) have a winnie the pooh blanket, or

(c) can time travel effortlessly.

i had a lot on my mind that i wanted to say just now, but now it's just melted away. it's gone. everytime i plan my posts, i never end up typing the stuff i planned to. it's some kind of curse.

tmr skit....i think we'll mess up. slides are....too many, to be honest. and i'm thinking of doing the your mum joke. hopefully that holds.

other than that it's just surviving physics. which will be fine with my ipod. i think i'll just keep rereading torchwood and doctor who episode plots. oh yes, i watched end of days yesterday. it ends at that part where jack runs to find the doctor when he sees his hand jar bubbling. then blank..

in other news, justin bieber has got nailed in the head by a water bottle thrown by some girl. awesomeness. here's the link.

speaking of that, thermodynamics is utter bs, and i still need to finish phy assn. i kinda know how to do it i suppose.

okay i just sneezed.

i can't believe i finally got to the top of the bejeweled scoreboard before getting knocked off in 10 mins. sheesh. the world is really out to get me.

sleep well.

paradox.

don't have time, so. hi.

i've forgotten how cool cover flow is.

gotta run.

i think i've seen this somewhere before, and yet i don't think i have. it's familiar, but not that familiar.

anyway, sorry i didn't post yesterday cos of some random reason which i can't remember. oh right, i was too tired after watching chelsea lose to man u. terrible.

and then my sis and bro went sleepover at their friend's place from like last night 9 until just now 6. nearly a full day. it was so damn peaceful without them...actually it was too quiet. like really quiet. i did more work in the morning...just bits and pieces again. a few questions there and here.

bad. really bad.

oh and here's png's new blog, as in here. yes. click the here. no, the first here. it's basically just pictures of frank lampard and him talking about how unsatisfied he is with his proness in chem. yup.

i don't think i'm going city hall with them tmr, it's too far, and i think mum wants to go out but we'll probably end up failing all over again. oh and my dad had one of his pissed days again. typical of him. he was fine at lunch then he slept and my mum dropped his iphone...z. then got headache so he scolded my sis and bro cos they were fighting when they came back home. it's damn stupid...my bro wanted to pause the phineas and ferb they were watching on youtube but my sis wouldn't let him. DO YOU KNOW HOW STUPID THAT IS TO BE FIGHTING OVER? i guess they're the people who fight over identical new erasers, so that's fine for them. if you have siblings, you'd understand. if you don't....well, don't make any smart comments or try to imagine how it is.

so there.

okay, i'm sorry, i'm not saying you're a terrible person cos you don't have siblings, it's just that it's one of those things you have to experience to understand. just like HEMA. oh my god, you will never understand how terrible it is.

and no, i don't really hate you people on the tagboard, it's just that you're totally not really helping. but it's my problem in the first place, so thanks for trying to help.

just now went down to "soccer" with brother and some friends again, it's so boring when you're not playing a match. then after that i ran three rounds...died after that. that's my max i think, 1km continuous. well, it could be worse.

maybe it has something to do with my lung vital capacity. after all, i'm like 3rd lowest in class for that even though i'm 2nd or 3rd tallest.

fifteen is a really weird age, it's like nice, but not. nicer than last year though....last year for me had all those screwy crush related feelings.

nevermind, pretend i never say that. let's move on.

so, today's national day, and i didn't care much. found a flag in the field just now though. it was like, oh, it's national day, okay. end of story. i didn't watch the parade or look out for fireworks or anything. and this year's ndp song sounds so familiar, like it's a long lost song from my childhood. yes, my sis and my bro sing it a lot.

apparently there were power rangers? what. how does that have to do with singapore. well, at least our national flag is on the front page of wiki haha. featured article. awesome.

that shall be my life goal. i shall invent something that will get my face there. not that anyone will want to look at my face much. they'll read all about my life and there'll be a list of my friends and all of you will become famous hahaha.

that's just me, being egoistic.

mostly i've gotten myself addicted to popstar. it's a iOS game which my mum plays. looks like this.

basically you have to get those of the same colour together, and try to get rid of them all. you can't get rid of single blocks so they have to be at least in pairs. go try it, it's not bad.

speaking of which, i think my whole family is addicted to iphone games right now, even my dad. he just stares at it and runs apps the whole damn day. amazing.

i'd better go, i've said too much already.

summer fades to fall.

hate weekends.

i know, it's a chance to rest, but sometimes i feel it's too much. milling around at home, not wanting to complete work, no one to talk to, nothing to do? and my dad having is many moments of pissedness for no reason whatsoever. it's amazingly stupid.

i'd rather have school, or something, really. but i need to rest, if non-stop school i'll probably die. but the only time i feel i'm resting is like friday night - sat lunch. that's it. and plus i think my group's gonna die for english. i seriously think us posing as tissues is NOT going to work. have to think of something else. but i don't want to do anything, i just want to run away, build that mansion and live there forever.

it's selfish, i know. my mum was saying i should go out with my family more, but the truth is i just don't want to go out, then there's tons of people everywhere and we spend too much money and then everyone gets pissed cos of my dad. it's pointless, cos you never know when the guy is happy or when he's going to explode. and then there's the matter of them forcing me to use new stuff. my phone, my bag, my shoes. i want to use them until they die, but my parents say no, what if they die halfway? i don't know, i don't want to think about that, i just like my current situation. it's comfortable, familiar.

great. i just woke my sis up with my loud typing. actually it's probably the chunky keyboard.

it's like mass changing of profile pic on facebook now. actually sometimes i wonder why i bother with blogger or facebook. no one cares, we're just creating imaginary comfort zones for ourselves. and i should stop signing in to msn when i don't talk to anyone at all. i don't do anything there. it's just out of habit. but no, i should stop.

and i need to find a way to force myself to go running tmr, i'm seriously getting fatter. it's like, when i'm standing up straight i notice there's a bulge, last time i didn't even notice, this is terrible.

yes, i'm pouring my heart out to the internet, but heck. it's just so much easier than doing it to a normal person for some reason. that's just sad, it's like, we're afraid that people will criticise us, we're afraid that they will tell everyone and laugh at you, so we don't say anything. it's pathetic.

i'm pathetic.

but music helps i suppose. it always helps. it's always there for you when you're feeling down, it's not as if it'll make some excuse and run away, to do something else with someone else. it's different.

actually that day i was thinking, and i just felt, i wasn't happy because of what? it was because things weren't going how i wanted them to go. but that means i'm spoiled, i want to have everything i want. and i know, i can't, i shouldn't, the world doesn't work that way. it can't, because people are different, and if it was perfect it'd be boring.

i'm changing...again.

but i still hate english. so far i've done everything but bio prac halfway. as in i've done everything halfway, bio prac's blank. but it shouldn't be that hard i suppose, hopefully. it's like physics, i did till q3, then can't do le. terrible. i know, i thought it was easy when i saw the question, but then i discovered i can't do it at all. it's terrible, watching everyone around you get close to full marks and you're barely above pass.

on a completely unrelated note, is paris really the city of love? i mean, i think venice or milan is a lot more romantic. or iceland, with it's mysterious glaciers and volcanos. awesome.

look at that view. amazing.

fine it's not as nice as sitting on this bench, watching the waterfall.

or in a canoe, just rowing about minding your own business.

and another aurora.

you just have to believe.