friends.

DISCLAIMER : this post has a little ranting/bitching/plain stupidity cos i'm just complaning so don't read if you don't want to see that.

i don't know if today was a good day or not..it was kinda neutral. no pe, boring, but quite good, got more break. then no english, even more break..chinese was okay, tingxie not bad, i knew nearly everything. but got test tmr. i don't know how to study man..but like junwei said, can't really afford to screw up anymore. our tingxies, zuowens and tests all fail...our CA's dead. this may be the only chance to salvage it.

shit. i'm really screwed and the com's not detecting the sd card...what next.

i wish there were some way of studying for tmr...then i'd have something to do. now i'm just stuck with doing physics, which i'm clueless about -.-

i feel that everyone's better than me, whether academically or physically, or anything. mostly academically. F YOU SD CARD READ. bitch. OKAY ALL OF YOU CAN GO TO HELL, YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY HUH, BEATING ME IN EVERYTHING? GRADES, HOW BLOODY FAR YOU CAN RUN BEFORE YOU DIE, BEJEWLED, GEO CHALLENGE. OH AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I SPELT BEJEWELED WRONGLY AGAIN. BITCH.

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never mind....i'm a little psychotic at home, my emotions go crazy. stupid hormones. it shouldn't matter, right. as long as i'm happy...

but i'm not.

yeah, i need school, i can't have too much free time, if not i go crazy. but then school sucks, chinese sucks, physics sucks, geog sucks balls, wtf have to print the thing? i wrote the thing already, wth. and everything's bad actually, i can't think, can't do any of the questions.

i think it's just because it's my birthday week..so i go a little nuts and depressed. i did it last year too, i think i didn't eat for 2 days or something..

i know you don't believe me, and you're thinking that i'm an total idiot right now. well, just stop reading. if it helps.

blasted sd card -.-

actually just ignore the chunk on top, i'm feeling much more normal now/.

my earphones are screwed, i think they died on friday...so i have to use the new ones, basically the ones my dad got with his iphone. don't want to use new stuff, don't like it. that's why i'm always procrastinating buying new stuff. for others it's cos i'm too comfy with it, for electronics it's cos i'm afraid i'll spoil it.

it sucks to be in love, huh. especially when the other person doesn't notice you at all. but i suppose we'll all get over it.

the hardest thing to do is to yield when needed, not fighting for more, but yielding when necessary to keep the peace.

so true.

fall through time.