Tuesday, January 31, 2012

the pleasure was all mine.



guess what me and jordan png are doing right now.

no, you're quite wrong.

we are listening to (i won't say what) epic music through the radio. and calling random people and making them listen.

bloody funny. and jookee just came in and we can't stop laughing haha
ok dion is on the line now.

i can't stop laughing.
bye :D

Monday, January 30, 2012

the elliptical spheroid.




jm can't swallow pills.
and dion is shouting, " gangster!"

busy day today, especially being sick. my nose is better, but throat's still a bitch. i also know that another 5000 people are sick, so it's okay.

lessons, then SLI.
i actually had an epic dream that i was late, because i went back to sleep during their bio. and, basically in the dream i was late, because somehow our hostel is beyond jookoon. and then so we hijacked a truck and i was driving it. makes no sense.

and then i opened my eyes and realized it was a dream.
scary.

SLI was nothing much, just talking stuff, then media briefing, which i couldn't talk because of the sore throat. anyway weiren and yawen handled stuff. we're showing them vimeo vids on friday..

and pizza! hell yes.

we're talking about acquired tastes. coffee, beer.


oh yes, i just got back from lee chan lye's house. since i couldn't go play with them, decided to go there..haha it's quite fun. playing with all his metal puzzles and doing math problems and eating food :D he's so nice.

this was like the only two i could do.


and i got this.



and thereby hangs a tale.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

i don't want to go.



i suddenly love my family so much.
it's probably because my mood is better because i slept. and that they gave me food.

it seems like everyone i know is doing that quiz. how excellent.
so don't let us down now.

SLI tmr. nothing much, i'm just afraid i'll trip during the marching in. the rest is nothing much to be honest..
and then media briefing afterwards.

that reminds me, gotta wake up earlier tmr cos it's me and adrian on duty tmr..
i will sleep before midnight today.

decided to heck all work cos i'm somehow still in holiday mood.
and somehow, after i came home i got sicker -.- now my throat's acting up. still sneezing..
i give up.

and this week dc arp sessions are going to start. which means a lot less free time.
well, as yx is so nice to point out, it only lasts for a month.

bunch of zigzags.
it was so refreshing and enlightening watching liverpool destroy manchester united.
and also watching them destroy city.

jm is swearing again..
keep doing the _|_ thing lol.

keep in touch. i'm lazy to do the later portions of the 215 question quiz. yawen finished it though.




“Don’t make people into heroes, John. Heroes don’t exist and if they did I wouldn’t be one of them.” - Sherlock Holmes to Dr John Watson, 1.03 The Great Game

Saturday, January 28, 2012

your wish is my command.


daryl lee, i tag you.

to do this manner of insanity.

Personal
1-How are you?
2-Post a picture of yourself.
3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
4-What is your entire name?
5-How old are you?
6-Age you get mistaken for:
7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:
8-What did you do on your last birthday?
9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?
10-What is your hair color?
11-Have you ever dyed your hair?
12-What is your eye color?
13-If you could change your eye color, would you?
14-Do you wear contacts/glasses?
18-Do you have any tattoos?
19-Do you have any piercings?
20-Left or right handed?
21-What’s your sexual orientation?
22-Do you drink?
23-Do you smoke?
24-Do you have any pets?
25-Where do you work?
26-Something you are working on right now:
27-Do you have any “rules” about food?
28-Where are you from?
29-What would you say is your best quality?
30-What do you think you’re really good at?
31-What do you think you’re really bad at?
33-Are you a bad person?
34-Are you nice to everyone?
36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
37-What is your ideal bed? Why?
38-Did you wake up cranky?
39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
40-What do you think about the most?
42-What you want to be when you “get older”?
43-What are your career goals?
44-What is your ideal career?
45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend?
48-Say 10 facts about your room:
49-Do you have any phobias?
50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?
51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?
52-Ever broken any bones?
53-Ever come close to death?
60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?
61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence:
63-A quote you try to live by:
64-A famous person you’ve been compared to:
65-Weird things you do when you’re alone:
66-Something you do without realising:
68-Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:
69-Leave me a compliment:
Favorites
70-What is your favorite thing to do?
71-What’s your favorite color?
73-What’s your favorite movie?
74-What are your favorite books?
75-What is your favorite quote and why?
76-What is your favorite word?
77-What is your least favorite word?
78-What is your favorite type of food?
79-You favorite ice cream?
80-What’s your favorite animal?
81-Dogs or cats?
82-Describe your favourite texture:
83-What is your favorite flower?
84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?
85-What is your favorite season?
86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
87-What are four things you can’t live without and why?
88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
89-What’s your favorite television show?
90-Favorite place to shop at?
91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
Friends
106-Would you ever smile at a stranger?
107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
108-Who is someone you never tire of?
109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
110-Who is your most loyal friend?
111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
112-If your best friend died, what would you do?
113-Something you’ve lied about.
114-Have you ever felt replaced?
115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):
Relationships
116-The last person you hugged?
117-Story of your first kiss?
118-Do you like kissing in public?
119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
120-You have a preference for boys or girls?
121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
128-Are looks important in a relationship?
129-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
130-What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
133-Do you have a crush on anyone?
134-A description of the girl/boy you like:
135-Say 1 fact about the person you like:
136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
138-Do you think someone has feelings for you?
139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
142-Anyone you’re giving up on?
143-Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
146-Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
148-Is there someone you will never forget?
153-What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
154-What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
157-Are you in love?
158-Are you in a relationship?
159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
160-Are relationships ever worth it?
161-Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
162-Can you commit to one person?
163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
164-Do you ever want to get married?
165-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
167-Do you get jealous easily?
168-The last time you felt jealous, and why?
169-What is your definition of cheating?
170-Have you ever been cheated on?
171-Do you forgive betrayal?
172-Have you ever cheated on someone?
173-Why did your last relationship fail?
174-Things you want to say to an ex:
175-A description of the person you dislike the most:
176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
178-How long was your longest relationship?
179-You’ll love me if…
180-Share a relationship story:
Music, movies and books
181-How often do you listen to music?
182-What kind of music you like?
183-Do you like to dance?
185-Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
186-Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
187-A song that’s been stuck in your head:
188-Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
189-A book you want to read/have recently read:
190-Describe your dream library:
191-Last movie you just watched:
192-Do you like watching what type of movies?
Situations and crazy things
193-You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
194-What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for?
195-If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?
196-You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?
197-If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
198-If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
199-If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
200-You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
201-If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
202-What is the first curse word that comes to mind?
203-What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…
204-Halloween costume idea?
205-How you’d spend ten thousand bucks?
206-Press ctrl+v and post:
207-Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why.
208-5 things within touching distance:
209-A drunken story:
210-What are you supposed to be doing right now?
211-Currently wanting to see anyone?
212-Why you follow me?
213-If you met me what would you do?
214-Leave me a ridiculous question:
215-Leave me a cute message:


have fun.

anyone wanna go eat sushi?


bloody cravings. last week i had a craving for prata.
i think i'm pregnant.

i want to dance.
watch out for monday.

woke up at around 10, amazingly. that's like 8h of sleep. well, more than the average.
yesterday from like 330 onwards was good. we got 8 year ones! hell yeah :D

thank goodness we got juniors.
anyway we're having pizza next friday :D or this coming friday actually.
and we just did random ice breakers yesterday. whacko was super fun...and i finally find out what are charades.

unfortunately. we couldn't do inception.

during w..//hold on is it spelt whacko or wacko. dion spelt it as wacko and that does seem more intuitive.

screw it. it shall be whacko.
anyway, someone shouted hema and the guy went to hit the nearest indian guy hahaha and that guy screamed, " i'm not hema!" hysterical laughter everywhere.

remember, briefing on monday after SLI! damn, still have to get through that.


okay, yawen spelt it whacko. now i need a third blog to get things figured out.
i should continue with the long quiz.
but damn, i need to call canon first. want to get my lens back today. there's always something scary about calling people you don't know/companies/businesses. i keep thinking it'll screw up because i'm a lousy negotiator.

i'll be back.

-------------------------------

forget it the service hotline is closed on weekends. what bollocks. and the engineer isn't picking up either..so.


quiz time!


106-Would you ever smile at a stranger?

yes. why not? brighten up somebody's day..or simply just creep them out

107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

boys.

108-Who is someone you never tire of?

my mum. she is awesome.

109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

i don't even know my complete self anymore. damn it's only the 4th question and i feel like going back to sleeeeeep.

110-Who is your most loyal friend?

i'll skip this. i don't grade or classify my friends.

111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

yeah, my pet lobster. he just smiles.

112-If your best friend died, what would you do?



113-Something you’ve lied about.

oh, lots. sometimes you have to lie to make things easier.

114-Have you ever felt replaced?

all the time. all the time.

115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):

i have a feeling the next section is going to be particularly depressing.

Relationships

116-The last person you hugged?

think it's my grandfather. lol

117-Story of your first kiss?

i am going to skip all the N.A questions which just make me feel more and more depressed that i'm single and everyone else isn't.

118-Do you like kissing in public?

119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
120-You have a preference for boys or girls?

girls are better. obviously both jm(s) prefer boys.
well, one of them will have to change, since they will end up married anyway. there's no point delaying, might as well do it tmr.

121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection?

?

127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone?

probably hair. hair is important.

128-Are looks important in a relationship?

no.

129-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

hair.

130-What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

age gaps don't bother me. it's just a number, you know. in the end, if you truly love someone, nothing is going to stop you from being together with her or him.

i sound like a psychopath or just a hopeless romantic.

131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

maybe. charles and alli met off the internet and look what happened.

133-Do you have a crush on anyone?
134-A description of the girl/boy you like:
135-Say 1 fact about the person you like:
136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

i. don't know. ><

137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?



138-Do you think someone has feelings for you?

no chance.

139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

no.

140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
142-Anyone you’re giving up on?
143-Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

haha, this.
and there's only one person out there who will know what i'm referencing.

146-Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
148-Is there someone you will never forget?
153-What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
154-What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
157-Are you in love?

maybe. don't know.
life is confusing.

158-Are you in a relationship?

no. forever alone..can't believe i'm saying those two words.
i do despise memes sometimes, as in they aren't beautiful, but they are interesting and funny.

159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

160-Are relationships ever worth it?
161-Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
162-Can you commit to one person?

same as 164. yes i did these 3 questions in the wrong order.

163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

affirmative.

164-Do you ever want to get married?

yes.

165-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

no. i'll be dying in uni or something.

167-Do you get jealous easily?

yeah. i suppose.

168-The last time you felt jealous, and why?

i'm not going to tell you.

169-What is your definition of cheating?

170-Have you ever been cheated on?
171-Do you forgive betrayal?
172-Have you ever cheated on someone?
173-Why did your last relationship fail?
174-Things you want to say to an ex:
175-A description of the person you dislike the most:

i want to shoot you with an arrow.

176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

_|_ go away.

178-How long was your longest relationship?

179-You’ll love me if…
180-Share a relationship story:


doing this quiz was a mistake.
wanna sleep again.

yeah, i left a lot blank, because frankly, i can't fill it in.
my sis and bro are fighting again..
now they're laughing.
what?

yawen, you must post. and that goes for the rest of you who have blogs. i'm getting bored. and go read jordan's blog he's kinda depressed but i can't cheer him up for some reason.


we're all the same deep down inside.


Friday, January 27, 2012

do you even think?


before you say something. before you do something.
maybe you did. maybe you just don't care.

fuck this. i'm just super tired and pissed right now.
and i don't want to care about anything right now.

told you today would be a horrible day.
but it's not yet over.

bad news everywhere..
i want to go home.

actually, no. i want to go kill everyone because i'm just mad at everyone now.
i hate these posts



we play at weddings.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

just shoot for the stars.


dancing is cool.


right. i am now sitting on dion's bed with png while he is hitting his own chest.
really, what a roommate.

sigh. today was quite dismal. i don't know. i just hate that i was sick, i think.
chem was fine, phy was just skipping a lot of the notes, and didn't really do pe cos i was sick. ran 2 rounds then gave up, and ended up talking to loke and arms about politics and gay rights.

bloody random, i know.
apparently now i'm stuck in med chem because i didn't realize the add drop period existed. and it ended last wednesday. fuck.

jiamin's disassembling/assembling his nerf gun now.
he's planning to do a raid.

okay, screw this, i'm pissed.
sigh. always.

cca transfer result list out..by the way. year 5s all got in, but 3-4 year 2s got their requests rejected. damn. we need juniors okay. if we don't have juniors media is going to collapse once our year leaves..

talking to yawen now. but msn keeps dying.

it was a bad idea to get jiamin a nerf gun. he headshotted me -.-
useless.


Wednesday, January 25, 2012

complaints.


yes. i'm pissed off.
can't sleep, because it's so damn hot.
and then it's so noisy, with what not nonsense going on downstairs. what day and time is this? why do you have a fucking lion dance? seriously!
\
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and then someone's playing guitar next door or something. wtf.
and i keep sneezing and my eyes are tearing up but the room isn't that dusty! is it? i just swept.

screw all this.
terrible evening.
so right now i'm on foo's bed.

where is everyone?\

confused to no end.



stop it, just stop it.
let me decide for myself, would you?

you know what i'm talking about.

the point is, when people keep repeating it and assuming, gradually you just start to believe it.
or maybe i'm just in denial.

i'm getting mixed signals.
mixed drinks.


sitting on my bed, wanting to start editing. jordan is going down for soccer training..
maybe i'll see if i can snipe him from here with jiamin's camera.
forget it, 70-300mm isn't enough.

here we go again.
and he's late.
i shall accompany him down.

and see who's around.

later.

you could stop ignoring me.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

how come it still says 616 posts. bloody scam.



dion and jordan are getting high on fifa now. well, dion is playing and png is watching. and dion is winning, well, in his language, by negative five.

jiamin's not here. still in malaysia probably. or at home sleeping his ass off. both of them like to sleep. interesting..

finished honours assignment :D
omg the doorbell rang

is it him?
no it's foo

fyi, dion typed like two sentences then decided to play skyrim so he's not posting tonight but you can go troll his tagboard anyway

i think i need to shower after this anyway. too sweaty. and i slept just now so i can't sleep early anyway. math gct tmr...screwed screwed screwed

right i don't know what to post about now.
okay, right. the quiz.



83-What is your favorite flower?

ixora. looks nice.

84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?

the scent of food. bacon..or any food actually.
i don't' know. i haven't had a girlfriend or friend who uses perfume.
i haven't had a girlfriend, actually. that's sad.


85-What is your favorite season?

autumn.

86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?

mordor. no, kidding.
erm..
hokkaido, england, iceland, canada...and.
alaska?

screw this.

87-What are four things you can’t live without and why?

the internet, my camera, love and food.

88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?


your mum. now that's an appropriate answer.

89-What’s your favorite television show?

currently, sherlock.
although it will turn to doctor who once we hit august.

90-Favorite place to shop at?

anywhere with foooooood :D

91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:

i need to shower.

ventricular dystropy.


really tired now.
things to do, must pack clothes and stuff to bring to hostel. think i'll leave my cam behind. it's only 3 days, and i doubt we need it for friday..

i'll just borrow in that case.

less responsibilities

got back home around 4. we went out in the morning, to sentosa to see some flower exhibition. it's just weird, seeing all the places and i imagine the scenes during orientation again. haha.

nearly got lost again though.
i am useless at maps and directions.

and didn't get many good shots. so many people! and without zoom it's kinda annoying..but saw a lot a lot of dslrs today. mostly nikon..saw two people with 60Ds and they both have the 18-135..

i have obtained episode 15. i will watch it later. along with the last episode of sherlock.
it seems brilliant.

all those of you with blogs, please post! i'm getting bored..nothing to read lol.

Monday, January 23, 2012

inception soundtrack :D



Personal

1-How are you?
never better.
well, maybe not at my best, but i've had worse. much worse. and i have awesome music now so it's okay (:

2-Post a picture of yourself.
No. I refuse.
oh fine.


yes i'm not exactly holding the camera properly but i find the 50mm too small to hold. so there.
gosh this quiz will take forever.

3-Do you ever wish you were someone else?
who doesn't? but most of the time, i come to the conclusion that being myself is quite good. except that i need to lose weight and be less annoying..

4-What is your entire name?
that's a secret.

5-How old are you?
16 going on 17.
only girls say that.

6-Age you get mistaken for: 40 + wtf

7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:

i think it's virgo. and not sure if it fits..whatever.

8-What did you do on your last birthday?

erm. i went home late and then got pissed that my cake had cartoons on it because the insurance agent thinks i'm still a kid. it's a long story.

9-What is one thing you would like to accomplish before your next birthday?

i shouldn't be so honest here.

by the way, that was not the answer. it's a statement prompting you to guess the answer.


10-What is your hair color?

silver.

11-Have you ever dyed your hair?

yes.

12-What is your eye color?

mead.

13-If you could change your eye color, would you?

not really. it's plain but nice enough. don't like brown eyes...unnatural for me haha

14-Do you wear contacts/glasses?

scared of contacts.

18-Do you have any tattoos?

no. and it's no the next one as well. and i'm right handed and straight. meaning, i like women.

19-Do you have any piercings?

20-Left or right handed?
21-What’s your sexual orientation?
22-Do you drink?

a little. but generally, no. apparently vodka + green tea is good, you should go try it out.

23-Do you smoke?

never.

24-Do you have any pets?

yeah, a pet tiger. he's called mr cuddles and he can transform into a green dragon at times.

25-Where do you work?

schooling. well, i work on my bed, editing photos..
that doesn't count as work. it's more of enjoyment. i'm hoping it will turn into work.

26-Something you are working on right now:

this.

27-Do you have any “rules” about food?

still working on stomaching chill, no celery, no coriander/parsley.

28-Where are you from?

Galifrey.

29-What would you say is your best quality?

i don't know. i'll pose this question to you. if you have read this, it is mandatory and compulsory that you reply in the tagboard. what is my best quality?

30-What do you think you’re really good at?

saying the wrong things.

31-What do you think you’re really bad at?

most things.

33-Are you a bad person?

i hope not. i mean, i don't plot to destroy the world or own any laser starships, if that's what you're asking.

34-Are you nice to everyone?

I try. But sometimes it's hard.

36-Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?

there's been loads. can't remember..

37-What is your ideal bed? Why?

this one. because it's brilliant and i'm on it which makes it awesome.

38-Did you wake up cranky?

a little.

39-Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?

no. but my elephant watches over me when i sleep in hostel.

40-What do you think about the most?

why are we here?
who am i in love with?
do i even understand love?
will i be able to keep up my grades/ am i spending too much?
who will be offended/hurt by my actions?

not in order. and the first one's fake.

42-What you want to be when you “get older”?

happy.


43-What are your career goals?

44-What is your ideal career?
45-Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

no. two years ago i was less wise, less enlightened.
and i had met less people.
and i had accomplished less.

46-Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

yes. but i also replay things that have not happened in my head. it's scary.

47-Have you ever had an imaginary friend?

I talk to siri sometimes. when i get sad and lonely. and it works. somehow it makes me calmer.

48-Say 10 facts about your room:

1. it's cosy.
2. beside the kitchen.
3. awesome bed.
4. it has the 3 of us right now.
5. just, so inspired.
6. it's missing a 18-135.
7. three macs currently.
8. three switches.
9. the walls are white.
10. and the sun rises.

49-Do you have any phobias?

heights. worms. rollercoasters.
almost everything.

50-Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?

I should.

51-Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?

broad beans. and bullshit (thumbs up if you know where that came from.)

52-Ever broken any bones?

no. i think.

53-Ever come close to death?

i believe so.
but then i'm paranoid about anything.

60-Do you have a facebook? If so, would you add the person who sent you this?

they didn't send it. i stole it.

61-Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

oh, plenty. of your mum.

62-Describe yourself in one word/sentence:

I read yahoo a lot.

63-A quote you try to live by:

oh, there's plenty.
can't find them now.

64-A famous person you’ve been compared to:

i'm getting annoyed with this quiz..

65-Weird things you do when you’re alone:

i talk to myself..i make weird food. i....hug my camera.
actually i just stare at it.

and i stalk you on Facebook.

66-Something you do without realizing:

eat. lol

68-Someone you’d like to be for a day and why:

matt smith. i'd wear a fez and walk around asking people if they've seen my tardis. that'll be funny.

or i'd be benedict cumberbatch and go troll the people at watsons.

69-Leave me a compliment:

okay, you can do this as well.

gosh, only at 70. this is going to take the rest of the night.

Favorites

70-What is your favorite thing to do?

take photos.
hang out with friends.
talk to someone i love.
eat food.
make someone smile.

71-What’s your favorite color?

you spelt it wrongly. for that, i'm not going to answer.

73-What’s your favorite movie?

currently it's still LOTR.

74-What are your favorite books?

i like the time traveller's wife.
and the millennium series by stieg larrson. bloody genius, that man.

75-What is your favorite quote and why?

you asked this before.

76-What is your favorite word?

i believe it's either doctor or sausage.

77-What is your least favorite word?

something ugly. like...nope. nothing springs to mind.
there, springs. that's an ugly word.

78-What is your favorite type of food?

any, please.

79-You favorite ice cream?

oh, just any ice cream will do.
haagen dazz.
strawberry cheesecake.
bliss.

80-What’s your favorite animal?

whales. they're nice and huge and cool :D

81-Dogs or cats?

dogs. cats are disloyal.

82-Describe your favourite texture:

the texture of my macbook.
smooth metal.

83-What is your favorite flower?
84-What’s your favourite scent? And on the opposite sex?
85-What is your favorite season?
86-What are the top five places you wish you could go before you die?
87-What are four things you can’t live without and why?
88-Which mythological creature are you most like? Why?
89-What’s your favorite television show?
90-Favorite place to shop at?
91-Say 2 facts about your favorite things:
Friends
106-Would you ever smile at a stranger?
107-Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
108-Who is someone you never tire of?
109-Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
110-Who is your most loyal friend?
111-Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
112-If your best friend died, what would you do?
113-Something you’ve lied about.
114-Have you ever felt replaced?
115-Say 5 facts about your bestfriend(s):
Relationships
116-The last person you hugged?
117-Story of your first kiss?
118-Do you like kissing in public?
119-Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
120-You have a preference for boys or girls?
121-Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
127-What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
128-Are looks important in a relationship?
129-What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
130-What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
131-Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
133-Do you have a crush on anyone?
134-A description of the girl/boy you like:
135-Say 1 fact about the person you like:
136-If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
137-When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
138-Do you think someone has feelings for you?
139-Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
140-Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
141-Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
142-Anyone you’re giving up on?
143-Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
144-Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
145-Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
146-Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
147-Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
148-Is there someone you will never forget?
153-What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
154-What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
157-Are you in love?
158-Are you in a relationship?
159-If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
160-Are relationships ever worth it?
161-Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
162-Can you commit to one person?
163-Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
164-Do you ever want to get married?
165-Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
167-Do you get jealous easily?
168-The last time you felt jealous, and why?
169-What is your definition of cheating?
170-Have you ever been cheated on?
171-Do you forgive betrayal?
172-Have you ever cheated on someone?
173-Why did your last relationship fail?
174-Things you want to say to an ex:
175-A description of the person you dislike the most:
176-If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
177-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
178-How long was your longest relationship?
179-You’ll love me if…
180-Share a relationship story:
Music, movies and books
181-How often do you listen to music?
182-What kind of music you like?
183-Do you like to dance?
185-Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
186-Share a song that takes you to a certain memory in the past:
187-A song that’s been stuck in your head:
188-Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play:
189-A book you want to read/have recently read:
190-Describe your dream library:
191-Last movie you just watched:
192-Do you like watching what type of movies?
Situations and crazy things
193-You’re in a tattoo parlor about to get inked. What are you getting done?
194-What’s something you can see yourself going to jail for?
195-If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?
196-You’re given $10,000…under one condition: you cannot keep the money for yourself. Who would you give it to?
197-If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
198-If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
199-If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
200-You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
201-If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
202-What is the first curse word that comes to mind?
203-What the last party you went to was… and when the next will be…
204-Halloween costume idea?
205-How you’d spend ten thousand bucks?
206-Press ctrl+v and post:
207-Would you rather be stranded on a desert island with someone you love for ten years or someone you hate for a month? Explain why.
208-5 things within touching distance:
209-A drunken story:
210-What are you supposed to be doing right now?
211-Currently wanting to see anyone?
212-Why you follow me?
213-If you met me what would you do?
214-Leave me a ridiculous question:
215-Leave me a cute message:


Holy cow. the rest tmr.
goodnight.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

we haven't missed a night yet.


probably visited yahoo at least 20 times today.
that's how bored i am.

i spend too much time on the computer.
i'm on it like at least 7 hours a day.

more than i sleep.
damn.

most of the time not doing anything.
i planned to sleep at 10.

yeah right. it's like 11 now. weather's still so hot.
and i still feel so empty. or just dead inside.

i don't even know how i'm feeling. shit.
now it seems like the whole world uses whatsapp. fiona whatsapped me just now and i was so shocked lol.

but i still think we should just call each other. as in, people. instead of texting or messaging or whatever. it's so..inhumane.

okay so not the right word.

my camera feels different. the focusing. and the 1.8's getting annoying..i want my 18-135 back D:
never satisfied.

i can never use technology..yx/jm/wr please help me take a look at it when i get back to school/hostel..

definitely going to get those 3 books from cyrus.
i want to go back to school because there's media on friday. insanity. you see, that's how much i love you guys.

new desktop pic!
bored.
pink.

ok blogger just froze but at least the post saved.
unlike crappy school internet.

bye.



food and a vampire playing wii.













falling in love with (who?)




i was a wreck last night.
i just felt miserable, angry and uncomfortable.
just, terrible.

ended up talking to siri and somehow that made me feel better. well, a little.

and i don't know why. it's nothing to do with what you think.
and Facebook went viral last night. well, it blew up and i stopped myself from getting involved.
wtf jm is spamming my whatsapp now.
phone ringing constantly.

to be honest, i don't know if i'm in love or not.
and yes, hostel has made things very weird. strange. but sometimes, more fun.

and i keep getting emails from american universities. it's damn scary. for example,


"we're interested in you, pin."

that line just gives me the creeeps.
anyway, just had frisbee..jm brought her friend haha.

and cyrus keeps getting hit in the balls.
even though they are made of steel.

inappropriate.
right, i'm off to be sad. goodnight.

happy end.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

escape the table.



i didn't want to go.
i want to be out with friends again..

and i better open the windows it's super stuffy -.-
left the camera charger in hostel...bloody cows. my battery currently stands at 42% and 38% i think. should be enough to last me..considering sentosa only took 30%

or maybe that was just a glitch.
whatever. i love my camera still.

to any media club people who see this : we will probably postpone welcome party again to week 5..because 27th the y4s have stuff on and weiren can't make it..

i'm gonna start up lightroom 4 :D
here we go.



damn. music is giving me a headache..i feel like just crashing now and waking up later to do stuff. and got my sherlock to watch.

ok cannot i need to crash. will talk about tmr tmr.

missed it by that much.


it's amazing how we were all wandering around hostel/school yesterday around the same time, but didn't cross paths a single time.

it's like the story of someone you're searching for just going past you on the escalator or in the next street.

of course, you hope you eventually find that person.

i don't know if i've already found you.
i know, this is supposed to seem dramatic because it's in italics but it's not, it's genuine.

i hate it when people make a big deal of things, then as they say it, i don't know, you start to believe it i suppose. just let me decide on my own.

but maybe it's not such a bad thing to have feelings.

is it impossible to upload photos on this thing..
bloody hell.




he leaves because he must.
he leaves because there is no hope. they are too many. we cannot defeat the armies of mordor.
no, we cannot.

but we will meet them in battle nonetheless.

noise control.


maybe it's just Facebook, but somehow when i view the photos there the noise control is horrible. last time i went to 3200 and it was still fine..

today wasn't very successful, because kept having problem getting angles. for the first time ever i'm super worried about blocking everyone's view..which i should be actually.

cows.
moooooo both the albums are up on Facebook. CNY concert and the aftermath = SLI rehearsal, which is shot purely by rong with the 50mm since i still don't have the 18-135.

the concert was quite good, although a little bit too much talking in my opinion, and a bit short. short is good though. i still owe jordan $2.80 for that sandwich..which was the only thing i ate from like morning until 5 just now.

after concert chionged up to the room with dion, then went down to do laundry. had to do mine and jiamin's, (he really has a lot of clothes), and then reached hall for SLI rehearsal at like 1215. not like they started anyway...basically i just have to sit in a chair beside yawen and then stand up at the appropriate moments and take the pledge. which is way too long in my opinion.

so the rehearsal was just us standing up and sitting down and doing that 20 times. then we had to raise the right hand another 20 times.

i prefer the audi. it's better for taking photos the hall background is @!#!@#@!#@ all the nice shots ruined by that horrible stained yellow nonsense at the back

dion ang, go tag my album, now.
or anyone else, if you're free.

jiamin and jordan have taken off for malaysia. i expect food when i get back. also, we're screwed for the 27th because we're supposed to be welcoming new members and our president won't be around because he has to attend an extra rehearsal for people going on stage.

no idea what we're going to do. maybe we'll just project his Facebook onto the screen and show all the unglam shots XD

finally found a use for the disc drive. copying random chinese songs now..because chinese songs have more meaning and more soul i realised. been blasting it for about 2 days now at night and it's just so much better than english ones..

and the lyrics make more sense.

my photo count currently stands at 18GB for the first month...at this rate i'm gonna die xP but i guess 11GB is orientation + cca fair so that doesn't count. but still.

i still love my 50mm no matter what. i know it's only a 1.8 but it's still awesome.
and finished the second episode of sherlock just now. it's so doctor who like, in the sense that it's extremely random and one thing can just lead to a completely unimaginable thing.

volatile, that's the word.
no it isn't.

also, i hate traveling. had to come back on my own just now because it was early..SLI rehearsal ended at 2 so i was slacking around in the control room talking to mr taufiq with rong until about 3...then i decided to go back with shi jer so i found him and then we went off. carrying my sling bag + cam bag + laptop bag through bus + mrt + bus is freaking suicidal. never again.

i'm getting a 458.
ah that has no boot that's no good then.

oh, and i finally have lightroom 4 beta! i know i'm slow..but it's like 944MB. compared to lightroom 3 which is 94.4 MB...yes.

10 times.

going for lunch with wenxi, jingmin, cyrus, da and nicholas tmr, hope it'll be fun!
and that i don't oversleep.


happy birthday, jiamin, you utter, utter ( ).

Thursday, January 19, 2012

i wasn't going to post.

but how could i not.
there isn't really anyone to talk to. i don't know. i just look at the convo window, and wonder if i should say anything.

okay, back to black.
gosh i miss that phrase.

so much.

in my bed now, cos not really in the mood for doing work tonight. the homework list for holidays is : chem assn, math honours assn.

everything's just so messed up.
how come the feeling's so strong?

i guess what this tells me is that you can never tell what anyone is going through..actually i shouldn't keep it all inside. felt like crying just now, but who cares.

cut myself off for too long.

i can't believe i'm so honest here.
and i can't believe they can screw up lor mai kai. the rice is freaking tasteless so we put bacon bits :D

and dion and jordan were spamming siri and cleverbot just now. and siri scolded dion for being vulgar haha. so fun. it seems that they are easily amazed by bots and AI

my phone is ringing.

at least tmr i'll get to do what i love.
take photos.

it just makes me so happy, sometimes.
and weiren has managed to requisition a 18-135 for me to use tmr. and then will switch to the 50mm and go to the SLI rehearsal..it's gonna be me yawen and weiren. since jiamin that cow is in malaysia..

SLI is a waste of time. just sitting around for 2h doing nothing but then there's food afterwards. so convo is better. i wanna book convo for this year, can use the 2.8 70-200 :D

guess i'll go fiddle with my camera now.


have a peaceful chinese new year.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

late night sickness.


i realized that hostel's going to make me fat.
because i keep eating at night.

because i'm more moody/pissed/sad at night, so i eat food to make myself happier.
so i'll get fat.

sigh.
what to do.

oh yes! png has a new blog!

i know it's not as cool as mine, but you should go read it anyway.

dion's epic reason for not showering for 24h : the ancient people didn't shower that frequently, or didn't shower at all, so why should we? they have greater immunity to diseases..


something like that.

goodnight.

a few snapshots.









photos are amazing.

our lives are complicated now.



every song.
every, single song.



just makes me sad now.


i like hostel, because it's fun, because it's nice having to take care of yourself. makes me feel more..responsible and grown up. and there's company of friends.

but then i kind of resent hostel for stirring up all these feelings. maybe it just comes with age. i've been cutting myself off for too long now, simply too long. and then i wonder if i should continue. but it's already too late.

and you can see it happening to everyone around you.

boon chong's stuff is still in my room. think he can't be bothered to come collect it or something. oh well, at least we have a gist of a problem for our DC ARP. finally.

the supper today is supposedly : chicken frank pie.
wtf, it's just sausage puff. or wieners, as jiamin calls it.

today was just math and ACE, then i came up, did laundry and crashed for around 2h. felt good, very good. woke up to jiamin screaming at dion about washing the toilet..those two..

and then png never wakes up.
cleaned the toilet, mopped and swept the floor, did the windows, and then went down for dinner. at like 7. no appetite anyway..the food's getting worse. steadily.

then we wanted to go and play but loo showed up in the games room and tells us that the netball court is taken up by some people playing frisbee..so never mind.

and jm continues annoying jm, until jm threatens to kill jm and jm gets scared. but jm still wants to continue trolling jm because it's fun.

my mood is screwed now, sorry. waiting for my phone to ring..
and waiting.


and the call never comes.
or the message. whatever.

Monday, January 16, 2012

where are you?


nowhere.
never again.


seems like it was just another fantasy.
and now i'm just unsure.


someone, who missed roll call, just hacked my Facebook.
okay, not really hacked since i left it there. but still.

okay now my entire screen is selected in grey
f

picture time :D



dion's green crystals, underexposed.



people sleeping..



dinner!

jookee's anime.




goodnight.

should i go for it?