orange lightning.

hey (:

i don't know.

again. just got back an ate dinner. pool was kinda dismal. i mean, i was good at the start, then i just fell apart. and playing with hema's epic, he misses all the easy shots and he gives away cues pointlessly. and then he still wins cos he sinks the last one -.-

that's so...cheater.

oh well. amazingly, i always get pissed off, when hema's there. actually i just piss myself off somehow -.-

so basically most of my life is me being pissed at myself for being pissed at myself for being pissed. cool right. and the other half is me being pissed at me being so self-centered.

do other people think this way? i don't know, it's just that i do. and i find some people act so...perfect, and awesome, and i want to be like them. but i just can't do it.

lousy personality.

so yes, today was speech day. after that my arms and legs were aching like crapp..apparently i took 600 + shots. skill xD i have the files now, need to sort and edit. then after that we went out, i think there's at least 300.

like balls. so it's close to one thousand!

whatever, i kept screwing up also. and it doesn't help when zenry is beside you, trying to mess things up -.-

i'm not even sure if it was him. maybe it was just me.

byebye, gonna go sort photos now.

oh yes, list all the homework. haiz.

in order of due date :

geog migration project

DV review report

econs insight 2

cell bio game

mastering physics.

and a lot more. can't remember.