maybe we shouldn't have.
okay, it's thursday night. and there's speech day tmr, which means no lessons. and hopefully we can go out. we can, i guess.
anyway, i don't know what to say. i don't know, the whole world's kinda foreign now.
today was okay i guess. the usual. even though pe's still screwed. but i'm so proud of us for winning that match! haha dion png and i all scored, and we won 3-2! and qi, so pro, birthday luck xP
two more chem pracs to complete. we can do it! if not, just do tmr ba. poool tmr hell yes. i hope. do we need ics? lol
i'm not going to tell you directly, and i shouldn't have to. but, before you rush into it, before you let yourself get too attached, think carefully. most of the time, what we think could happen would probably not happen. you would just be waiting, and then she'd have ruined you for everyone else.
i don't want you to get hurt.
but for the rest of the people, go ahead and knock yourselves out! here's a toast to your mum
lame, i know. but seriously! i googled toast and this is what i got. so yes, you can blame google.
i don't know why i let myself be like this. maybe it's because i'm just not good enough and so i don't want to let myself get hurt, but it's like blur. and i'm just wandering around, with no direction. and that's not good enough.
sorry, this post is kinda deep and messy and full of emotions that aren't mine.
fingers crossed for tmr.
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