river of forgotten dreams.

i've got that empty/sad/tired/don't feel like doing anything feeling again.

don't know why. this weekend wasn't bad i suppose. btw it's 230 now. win and jingmin came over just now. we were supposed to go running but we ended up at my house watching csi. they stayed for lunch...my mum made pizza. damn nice. but homemade pizza always is.

it's cold. the sky's been drizzling nicely and stopping at random times, i don't know what to make of it. also, my dad's like pmsing today again, dunno what's with him. they just went out, sis got piano. she just came back from ballet...then later after piano got chi. sad life.

i'm so lucky i don't have tuitions. i should, considering how i'm failing at everything.

later need to finish 8 and 9 of chem ws 3, and write my last para for suibi. it's amazing how efficient i am at night. i did like 2 questions of chem and suibi last night. i know it's not much, but heck. before that was guitar, and before that we went imm. i bought shoes, newbalance, it's the 4E version of size 12, that means it's wider i think. the problem is that 12 is too small and 13 is too big..the problems of having big feet..

then my mum dragged us to some random hk/china places which serve thick toast and tea to eat. in addition to that, they also have a lot of random crap like baked rice and chicken wings and well...you can go and imagine. at first we were all pissed cos it was 6 and we weren't hungry, then mum said it's cos dad didn't have lunch, so have to eat. then he showed up and said he wasn't hungry. typical. and we were all like half-pissed / half-hungry but eventually we just ate and heck, everything turned out fine. then went back home.

bear in mind all this is all yesterday, since i'm going backwards.

SHIT ENGLISH ADVERTISING THING IS TMR WE'RE DEAD WE HAVEN'T EVEN DONE A SINGLE THING.

i don't want to care about this. it's stupid okay. last sem we did that presentation, and it was so nicely done, then lam says it's not counted? what? we spent 4 weeks on that okay. english is so screwed. and now we have to do this thing which doesn't even make any sense i hate english ggneaignhegah.

and i suck at chem okay. it's terrible. i have to refer to the notes like everytime i do something. and now the wind is blowing the curtain in my face.

balls. and i was looking forward to tmr. fat hope. and no, you are not allowed to use the word fat as a sarioqow never mind.

bashing random letters is fun.

i'd better go , there's chem to do.

at least there's f1 later to watch.