valiant.

i'm tired. bah.

today was okay i suppose, but the game sucked. i can't do anything. i'm useless at everything.

this is pointless. i think i'm going to fail in life.

and i think i complain too much. it's like, little things happen, and i can't help complaining. and especially when people are talking about their school life, lessons, or anything which is better than what i have, i immediately feel annoyed and jealous. it's a character flaw, it's like i can't be happy for other people. but then i suppose no one can, it's like only in movies and books. only people like adrian and i dunno who can. i mean, they're like so nice, they help out in everything, they're happy all the time.

heck. i'm boring you right. and depressing you too.

my sis going NE show tmr...p5 must go. sad. and i have to sync the black ipod nano for her to she can listen. lazy.

need. itunes. 9.2

on a happier note, i shall talk about today. it started raining like halfway through geog, about 830 i think. well, at least the heat went away. morning was hot okay. like really hot. come to think of it now, every morning is hot..

so it's like geog, math, mug chem, chem, chinese, one hour break. i used fifteen mins of it to finish compo. what kind of title is that la. yi wei ling wo -blank- de lao shi. i mean, wth? i'd rather he just give us some fixed topic. i think i went off topic...i put shang xin in the blank and said cos the guy's too good so i'm sad that i can't have him as my teacher.

gosh that is rather gay..never mind.

then after that i ate, they were trying to hurry me up, and dion eats super slow haha. he was like slow motion, damn funny. then we netballed, quite fun, it's like me cheh jm dion jordan against fiona jen lee junwei. then phy...okay bah. it's quite easy i suppose. but i still reckon the woman hates me. after that break every class has break except for 05 and 06...last time only 08 01 and 03. so they all congregated in my class to do zuowen, while the rest of us play tap tap /pes at the back. mostly pes. i and cheh got owned by dion, somehow dion keeps losing to jordan, and yx fail haha, he lost 5-0 to someone i think. but he first timer la haha, 5-0 not bad le.

that sounded evil. just to clarify, i'm not being evil okay. i mean it.

and i always think evil should be spelt as evill. when i msn, i always type that. it just looks better. evil is too short.

then after that media. total bs la, i mean we went lib wait for a while, then adrian called and my phone died and we couldnt answer cos syed was talking and it was quiet, and my phone refused to on -.- so after that lee called back and we were supposed to go audi i think. so we went there, then was about to do the pa crap then li wei called lee, then we're supposed to go back to lib cos got some video editing course. the girls were kinda pissed, but i heck care, i prefer the course actually. can use final cut pro haha. in the end it was us guys at the lib stoning with the entire video group and watching epic trailers. they jian de, cut the toy story one then put in twilight speech...so it's like twilight, but toy story video. and everything fits okay. oh and there was this one about this guy frying eggs and bacon. looks damn nice, made me hungry. i suppose i'll just bear this six weeks, shouldnt be that terrible, since can use final cut pro.

life is screwed. i want to join photo.......balls.

and there's a new film. inception. it's about dreams. the music is composed by hans zimmer, so it can't be that bad.

and the lost symbol's coming out next year. i know fiona won't like it...

where was i. talked abt soccer already...

the world's really unfair. i mean, the people who are lousy at something should be allowed to practise, play, and improve. society these days takes the chance away from them. it's like, if you're not good, you don't play. that really sucks okay.

and yes i'm referring to sports. mostly.

also, i hate people who shout criticism in the game. i mean, you should shout encouragement right. i realise i do that a lot in soccer...maybe i'm just nuts. no one else does that.

no, i'm just trying to convince myself i'm not that bad as i seem. at everything.

there's no nice music tonight. maybe it's cos i lent my earphones to hema. again.

look out for the shooting stars.