it used to be the centre of our world, but now no one gives a damn.

i'm in that kind of wandering mood again.

it's horrible, it's like i don't know what to do, i don't want to do anything, i'm uncomfortable. uncomfortable as in i feel this body is not mine, my back feels off, and it's just not right.

so i'm trying to do chem pre lab, but it's like i won't know any of it unless i google it, so i'm here.

an excuse to blog.

i feel like all my posts this week is just making anyone who reads my blog depressed. but i still feel like crap and i keep telling myself not to eat outside the three meals. but it doesn't work.

actually usually i just eat twice per day...breakfast and lunch is kinda linked together. i don't know.

and i don't know what to listen to either. nothing sounds nice. like really, it feels as if everything's plain and dull. the best thing is like whatcha say. currently. but that song isn't even nice to begin with. ahh i'm going nuts.

i think someone sucked out all my emotions and thoughts.

or maybe i'm being possessed by aliens.

i'm thinking of putting THEY WILL BURN! for the last question of chem pre-lab, dunno what kong will do.

Q : why it is not allowed to dispose organic compounds directly into the sink? give two reasons.

A : THEY WILL BURN!

wait. i failed. they said give two reasons. i knew something like that would happen.

and kong's english failed again, it should be why is it, not why it is. not that it's bad, it's nice to see mistakes in the questions, makes life more bearable, knowing that teachers are only human.

the tap tap server's dead again....i need to dl the new free tracks, but can't connect, dunno what's wrong. it's like i can load everything except that, zz.

espace was dead for like 5 min just now, i wanted to see if the organic chem naming thingy was up yet, turns out it's not.

i think i'll just type as i do the chem, since i have nothing better to do.

you are the thunder and i am the lightning, and i love the way that you know who you are and to me it's exciting...when you know it's meant to be. everything comes naturally (x about 9012348).

now that was just plain stupid.

aromatic = benzene ring? never knew that..

it's confusing, there's so many things to rmb in organic chem, especially the structural groups and the naming..

okay, now the wind's so strong that the curtain's flying, i can't even see the keyboard. typical.

and now it's gone..

i need to stop eating those lemon crackers...they aren't really that nice.

thumbs up for national day? or not.

what is this year's ndp song anyway...i have no clue.

it's like they havent chosen one or something.

it's weird having wq sms me then i realise it's loo...who's being stalker-ish and all.

i realise i'm just googling and copying everything. but if not otherwise i can't do, cos i'm not bothered to trace the thing by the nomenclature thingy we learnt.

i still feel like i'm cheating.

i've said too much already, this is like a post which flows with time, not an instantaneous one though..

have a nice day.