the valiant is down.

and i'm sunburnt.

waking up and see that everything is okay.

and i'm pissed at media, and i need more sleep, can't get enough sleep. i keep sleeping through english, i'm sorry, i can't help it. and plus i feel we soccer too much, today was spam again, that's why i'm sunburnt. soccer is bad for health, i mean if you do it in moderation it's okay i suppose, not too much. too much is...you get angry, you shout, you become bitchier. actually that's just me. i don't like playing with some people, that's the thing.

i prefer a balance of lessons and breaks...tue there's too many breaks. well, tmr'll be hectic, so no time for soccer. good. today played too much already. netball will be nice though, it'll be a change.

a change for the better.

in other news, a 15 year old guy in new zealand has fallen 16 stories and survived. how amazing is that. and he only had minor injuries wth. that's really incredible.

it's dinner time. what. the sun isn't down yet. i realise i wait for night to fall before i do any work, it's just habit now. day too hot. and to everyone out there, stop littering on the field okay. is it that difficult to find a bin? they're everywhere. sheesh.

i sound like one of those environmentalist idiots. no wonder everyone hates me. i don't know. i've changed again, i can feel it. i'm louder. i hate it i don't like to be loud, it's not good. quiet is better. i think i should go live in the countryside.

i want to run away.

ignore that.

i think i'd better go, oh yes yesterday some random kid waved at me and said hi to me from the 3rd floor as i was walking into my block, made my day so much better haha.

thank you, random kid.