go to sleep.

no wait, read this, then go to sleep.

a variety of things to talk about today. i've been planning today again. usually i just plan what to say then in the end when i sit down i'm like heck, just type other stuff...can't be bothered to try to remember.

okay. i realise like every week or so, i worry that i won't make it in life cos currently, i'm fail at studying. i only understand like 50% of the stuff and that's not enough. it's like my phy...i can't do almost everything. also, my chinese is screwed. like very very screwed. i'm worried i can't get into a good uni and after that i can't make money cos i won't be able to get a job. better go and study programming, soon. i probably won't ever do that....i always tell myself to do something then after that i don't bother for like half a year. but i'll probably lose interest halfway so there's no point.

i think the reason that i worry about all this crap so much is because my dad keeps saying it. looking at his life, it's quite meaningful, except that sometimes he's just pissed at everything. he did that again today...happy until like 2, then exploded at everything...

today i managed to do like 4 questions of chem ws, my productivity is fail. i guess i was distracted again. it's an old habit, write one line, run to com, go toilet, eat something, and it repeats...oh i was eating cherries. finished like one whole bowl. not sweet but whatever. the honeydew's not sweet also. my mum crazy, just now they went giant she bought like kiwi apples pear honeydew cherry strawberry. fruit craze. oh and got durian also but it sucked. like no taste de.

also, as i was logging in to blogger i was humming that tune from loo's play...the one i spent like 12h or my life on. the battle scene, that song...dunno what it is. but it sounds like narnia + pirates of the carribbean..also, narnia theme song is actually nice. although again, the books are way nicer than the movie. it's like that for most stuff that's converted from book to movie. except stuff like lord of the rings...that one's terrible to read. somehow i read all three books when in msia that time..i know i'm bored. it's like really long but i think i was twelve so it's fine.

haha i remember in year 1 me jm and loo would watch the epic battle scenes in 206, where's there's awesome aircon. waiting for jap to start...

anyway.

you know that scenario when you think that someone you know has changed? like, that person is acting in a completely different way which they did in the past. it's like, they've become more bitchy, or louder, or something else. just.....try not to be too hard on the person. most of the time the person doesn't notice the change, and it's not like he or she is trying to annoy you. they won't notice it, it's probably either being around different people, different surroundings, different perspectives open up and the mind changes. also, as time passes, hormones and stuff change you...you'll naturally seem different. i realised that whenever we think that way it just puts more distance between people, which is not good...

humour is all you need to make friends.

okay, the chunk above didn't sound as i wanted it to sound...that's another thing to talk about. perspectives. and WHY THE HELL DO I KEEP HEARING THAT SOUND!? YES, THAT SOUND. I THINK IT'S THE SOUND WHEN MARIO MORPHS INTO SUPER MARIO AFTER HE TOUCHES THE MUSHROOM.

i'm definitely going crazy...

either that or mario has escaped into the real world! and all reality will collapse and the fabric of the universe will fall apart and the world we know will cease to exist blah blah blah blah blah.

it's like doctor who....something keeps getting screwed with the time vortex...then it's like the world's about to die and he saves them OH NO NOT THAT MARIO SOUND AGAIN.

SERIOUSLY, WTF?

i think it's in the song i'm listening to actually. it's on repeat.

nvm next time i hear it again then i'll know.

i realise my page counter does rise every day, so i assumme you people do read my posts. if not i'll be posting for nothing and you guys, yes you, just load the page and close the tab. that's stupid okay.

and yay sports day haha. nat gave me his 5 songs so nice lol.

you probably won't get this part unless you're like lee or hema..

and cheh is jian de, every friday he doesnt have cca so he just follows us to media, then he just sits there and enjoy, no shame, like lee said. haha.

i'm 36sth points away from level 80...and not really in the mood to play now cos i'm in THE POSTING MOOD.

CAPITAL LETTERS IS NICE.

ARE.

but a little too big. oh that reminds me. i cut my hair...it's like short now. but it's good, it's so short i don't even feel it at all, and when i shampoo i only need to press the thing once, can save money. it's like that for the first week..

we'd better play soccer on tue. i want school on friday...no fair. but it's okay i suppose, no lessons kinda makes up for no soccer and no media. but i'd rather have school.

oh, and the seven words " blank can just go eat itself " are copyrighted to me. of course, unless you give me free food then it's okay.

i think i've typed too much already, i should go, should i?

wait need to talk about world cup. semi finals next. netherlands vs uruguay and spain vs germany. i reckon germany and the dutch will go through then germany will win. if they keep up this form and the stupid ref doesn't screw up again. which he probably will, they always do.

i can't imagine being a reserve, don't they feel frustrated and pissed? they just sit on the bench for the whole year, then if win they won't feel accomplished, cos they didn't contribute at all, so they'll feel depressed. and then they'll go on a long drive through europe....to think and they'll meet some stranger at some cafe and pour their hearts out. happens all the time.

everyone deserves to play no matter how lousy they are.

okay there's the mario sound again. it's in the song. but yeah, playing improves the person, so why not? society nowadays is so money minded. but then, that's how everything works i suppose.

find an umbrella, and float upwards towards the heavens.