the king's decision.

it's less than 2 minutes later, and i'm back again because somehow my sis just disappeared.

you'd understand if you blog. i just can't have someone looking at what i'm typing, you know. it's private, even if it's not, in the end.

so yes, i'm pissed off for another heckload variety of reasons.

looking back, i think my teenage years will just be completely miserable because of how angry i am. that's like a waste of life. and life is just too damn short.

so i get mad at my sis and my bro when they don't eat meals. like, almost everything that is the usual rice + dishes they just stone, and they don't bother to eat. or else they just waste it. and that just pisses me off. and somehow, they were inside my room all morning when i was having tuition and they messed it up. when i walked into it, all the pillows and the blanket was on the floor -.-

and i'm a clean freak, so i got mad. the floor is dirty, people! and it's not your room as well! and you should seriously get a life and go do your work instead of hanging around rooms playing facebook games or kicking the giant blue ball around.

they are so going to die when my mum gets back.

i wonder how the boarding open house was..tell me! i need to know how the living conditions for next year are going to be..

i'm also mad at myself for not practising any guitar today, and also swearing a lot. even my brother's picked up my language now...actually he doesn't pick it up from me. he picks it up from the internet, and his friends...

i know that because i've probably said that in front of him like once, and that was 4 years ago. but i don't care really. i can't help it, he's way too annoying.

i'm even feeling exasperated at how ugly the "i"s are on this text! can't be bothered to type the capital I though. it's just unnatural. blogging is like talking, i don't capitalise stuff when i talk, so i don't capitalise stuff when i blog. generally.

forget it, it's too hot. i'm going to change my pants. since i'm already wearing the thinnest shirt i could find, there's nothing much i can do on that department..

that reminds me, i need to go shopping.