i feel so hopeless,

like i can't do anything.

it's so depressing. especially when nothing goes right. i mean, it's like you want things to turn out a certain way. sometimes it's just halfway. and i don't know if that's good or died.

bad. not died.

i think i'm just asking for too much ><

they postponed the phy test. also, our bio quiz is now next week, so we'll die next week. but hopefully won't be that bad ba. now my week is like :

tuesday : physics consultation? hopefully.

wednesday (thur timetable) : nothing.

thur (wed timetable ) : research congress, chinese test. oh yes no dv this week. shiok.

friday : photo duty, and something else...

so scary.

then next week : phy test, bio quiz, chem quiz. i mean, wth..

i think my econs article is screwed. as usual. i look forward to tmr morning. mornings are nice. and there's mentoring, which is slack xP

then after that physics, and then bay. gosh gosh gosh.

talent search. they want to join haha. i mean my class. it's so botched.

whatever that means.

i'm so tired, even though i'm not doing anything. it's so warm. why they postpone the bio quiz...now force me to go do the EI. screwed, my article is screwed.

i still want that bread pudding and the awesome cookies and cream. cravings.