i don't know what's wrong with me today, the whole day's just been total sadness. it's like, i'm increasingly depressed or something. just finished tuition btw. the weather's so freaking hot i'm sweating like crap.
i hate this country.
well, the only part of this country that i hate is actually the weather, the congestion and the extremely high cost of living. other than that, it's awesome.
i don't like music anymore. there's nothing nice to listen to. everything doesn't sound nice. i need new music.
and i'm screaming at everyone. i'm telling myself, i want to go out, but i'm reluctant to ask my mum. and the holidays are freaking ending already. after this week, there's only one more week. and it'll be back to school. i hate school.
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why do i keep dreaming of you? it's not as if i've been talking to you. i haven't been talking to you regularly, for over a year already. and somehow it evokes certain thoughts which make me sad. what the hell, life's too short to be sad.
and i also dream about random shit which makes me sad, because i'm just mostly drowning in self-pity in misery because i can't seem to be good at anything or finish anything properly.
never mind, i'll go eat food and watch doctor who.
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