because we always have different ideas.

didn't get much sleep because my brain was being a cow and giving me weird dreams and scary imaginations, so i'm here once again..

kept waking up..the wind also didn't help. kept blowing super strongly at me..but i can't close the window or else it's super stuffy. dilemma.

apart from scary notions that someone was stalking me in the dark, i had this dream that fiona and i had this epic mega fight over some english test paper..in which i scored 10/60. so i went completely berserk apparently. i do remember that she did accept the apology super easily so that's good i suppose. what's not good is that the bus stop at the backgate changed and then it rained. oh, and hardik got 29/30 and of course wong topped the level i think -.-

i hope that never happens. the fight i mean. fighting's never good.

then my brain decided to throw me into random places and made me argue with myself who i'm in love with. problem is, i don't want to like anyone again because i know it'll only hurt. it's like i'm cutting myself off from emotions though, and that's bad.

i think i'm too honest on this blog, haha. but the point blogging is to let everything out, so why not? oh yes, i have some food vouchers in my email..bakerzin and popeye i think. if you want just tell me and i'll forward to you..

lunch is supposed to be out today, excellent. goodbye, and i'll see you again tonight.