we can't control most things.
i don't know what's wrong with me..it's like everything's falling apart. i haven't done any hw, and that's okay, and our projects are screwed, and that's okay. how come i don't care about the things which actually matter xP oh yes, and there's loadsa tests which i haven't studied for. but that's okay as well.
sometimes, i feel like my human relationships are breaking down. and i'm having these epic mood swings which make me sad/pissed at random moments. and i'm frustrated mostly when i can't do things, or when i can't get myself to start to do things.
sometimes i wonder if there's even a point in all this.
now that's a good idea. what is a good idea anyway?
sorry, this blog is turning into some kind of suicidal/depression/life sucks rant. okay, i'm not suicidal...yet. not like hardik, who openly talks about death. don't do that. death is scary. but most of all, death is sad. even though i've never actually had a loved one die. like, that close to me. but i think it'll be bad...i think i'll just fall apart or something..
music is the solution, but music doesn't work sometimes. it's like my brain's blocking me off. music block.
lol i don't know what to do. my knee is hurting again! crap..i hate this.
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