the darkness is so nostalgic.

i don't know. i just feel sad. and like a bad person, for the moment. i think i'm going mental. or maybe i did really do some bad things today. but it wasn't that bad a day! sigh.

i don't know, maybe it's just moodswings :/ i can't even remember what caused this! what the heck.

[20:05:00] Jor-DAN Png says:

pin,facebook says you like me

[20:05:15] Pin says:

no it doesn't,

[20:05:23] Jor-DAN Png says:

go 408

[20:05:25] Jor-DAN Png says:

wall

[20:05:41] Pin says:

it's okay.

[20:06:08] Jor-DAN Png says:

wat

[20:06:08] Jor-DAN Png says:

what's ok

[20:06:27] Jor-DAN Png says:

oh and rmb to post about how awesome my goal was

[20:06:32] Pin says:

i don't know.

[20:06:34] Jor-DAN Png says:

on your blog,not fb

you see, i don't even know what i'm saying anymore. hai, freaking mood swings.

don't you get annoyed when people ask you how to do something? then you spend all that effort explaining to them and then you get them to understand, then they do it and they get a higher mark than you? then you feel like you're worthless and you hate them. happens all the time.

i'll never get over these feelings...i'm hopeless.

sorry, i'm just very depressed now. it's not good for health. okay, i go do math journal and find my english notes now. byebye.

ps: why the heck do you care so much if i didn't bring my notes? i mean, it's not like i did it on purpose, right. then you have to make it as if i did it to inconvenience other people. can't you be more like carefree and shit. it's only the first time. i even filed everything nicely for you, woman. i don't know where all the notes are, i'm just lost. so much freaking paper.

oh yes, i also feel like my math journal's too scam, it's too easy and shit. people will say that, and somehow i care what people think. i shouldn't. because it doesn't really matter, because what matters is what i think, and what my real friends think. yes, i value friends. but then i'm afraid i'll get low marks, because everything sucks, and i don't think i used two families of functions. screw this.

screw all of this.