colour change.

after all this, what happens? i mean, there's so many clouds and then they congregate and then they release water, and then what?

i guess, the question i want to ask is, what's the point of all this?

i'm sorry, i'm just feeling desolate, lonely, let down, tired, pissed, no mood right now. can't believe there's napfa tmr..fail le.

i'm a failure. i can't even run 2.4 within 15 minutes! seriously, how hard can that be. there are people who can do it in 9. or 8. what the heck.

oh, cell bio quiz was utter bull. as usual. i give up on cell bio already. i just anyhow answer, might as well right rubbish while i'm at it. since i'm not sure what's right and what's wrong (rong) so just right.

omg. seriously!? you saw the mistake right. i put right instead of write.

oh, the doorbell's ringing. they can open it themselves..

it's like phone calls. the phone rings maybe 29-34 times a day? and about 0.0234 of them are for me. so i don't want to answer. but if i don't answer, i get scolded. how fair is that?

i need to be more positive..

i would also like to apologise to everyone i was screaming at just now during 230-300. i mean, it was pissing because i hated chinese because i don't even know what i'm writing, and then everything i don't know, and i don't have translator cos russian took my ipod and bazabakaboomba killed it!

anyway, yes. i was screaming and swearing and cursing uncontrollably and hitting the wall even though it hurts. it's just that, stuff's so messy! and i don't get anything and you're behind throwing newspapers and flicking uno cards around! wtf. we didn't buy you those cards for that okay. all of you.

anyway, i'm sorry.

let's start over, shall we?