fade to the blackness.

don't know, hopefully i either get into the photography/video/it business, or else i'm screwed. but come to think of it, i'm not really particularly good at anything....ah wtv

you know, just now we were going to go out for lunch? well, we didn't. ya my mum couldnt be bothered and in the end we ate random noodles...which are awesome. after that went to play badminton with win, wx, jm, sy @ cc....yz just showed up to collect money...and after he said he was balling, he was actually at home...epic.

are you sure playing bball = balling ?

sounds stupid. like really stupid.

balling sounds....wrong..

anw in the end we only booked the court for an hour...it was like empty at first lor...all 3 courts no one..then random people started coming..blah. so we walked and waited..and walked some more...and waited somemore...then in the end edwin wanted to go nkf cos he never realised there was a nkf there...in the end went 7-11...wanted to buy magnum gold but it's like 4.20...wtf so ex..what is in that thing? weird...it's just caramel right..

then walked home. light rain....which was..not bad. but i was afraid it'd make me sick so i wont be able to go tmr and thur. yes i know i'm paranoid.

hmm. looks very....squeezy on top. needs more spaces.

there. i think i mind cos like in real life, i also need space...space is good...haha i'm fat.

then after that just watched tv.....finished the book...and i'm here now. yup.

and wtf alvin is in korea? screw him didnt tell me...sheesh. the wedding dinner better be nice.

i think i'm off. maybe i'll post later tonight? nahh probably not. too many posts...and i dont know why i bother...dont think anyone actually reads this..

cya around.

" can we pretend that airplanes from the night sky are like shooting stars?

i could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now. "

the truth never set me free.

early post, slept for like 9 hours, then woke up...and it was eleven. yup

mum's like pissed now, she wants to go out for lunch, dunno what that would accomplish, but at least we have car cos my dad's at home, and it's cold outside. not as cold as i like, but at least it's cold.

i do realise my blog is like read by 2 ppl probably, owing to the fact that i havent linked anyone, there's no tagboard, blah blah...ya i'm lazy.

new iphone's out, i dont like the new design, personally. it looks too squarish. but the other features not bad. video call, hd video and some other shit..

also, paramore's vid for careful is out....link's...here.

it's basically just shots of them performing and random shots of them in random places doing stuff....

i still cant get used to hayley in blonde...she doesn't look as nice as in orange..

i have to go, so i'll leave you with this..

just realised it's a nice pic too, may replace the giant snowy tree at the top...

maybe i'll post again later. maybe.

and i'm on my way to believing ~

first light.

pictures speak a thousand words. something like that anyway...i think i got a few words wrong.

okay, first post....well...i'm not gonna do intro, cos if you know me, then you do. if not, you don't. simple as that.

although the meaning of know is debatable, i mean, to know someone, it could be to just be aware of who that person is in the world we know.

but to really know the person, i suppose we have to understand how they think and feel i suppose. well, that's like almost impossible anyway. people think too differently. but then it's good i suppose.

for now i'm just using the blogger standard skin, this one, yes this one. it's the nicest one out of all of theirs anw, main reason is that i can't find anything that i like so far, even after browsing through at least a thousand.

today's just been spent doing nothing, woke up at 11....then slack around trying to make mtv play nice songs, failed, it kept giving me stuff like telephone and rihanna..then i gave up, didnt eat lunch ( yes i'm on a diet). no, i'm kidding, didnt feel like eating, but i suppose it's good anyway. then play tap tap...mostly hello fascination by breathe carolina. that song is wicked okay, maybe it's just difficult, maybe i just fail at it. i missed like 5 times on medium..fc-ed the easy one 710k. wtf..oh and i cant play extreme at all...

dah that's a big chunk. wait i'm going to drink milo and eat biscuits now. my mum's milo is like super diluted okay, tastes super milky. not like mine at all, which is too undiluted and super sweet..

i think there's something that i wanted to say at the start of this post but i forgot to say and now i cant remember wth it is..

again.

i think my milo's getting cold...shall leave you with some cookies.

for now.

hopefully wed going lib...then thur lee's house...hope i can go...havent asked.

cross your fingers, run with the wind, and take a leap of faith.