afraid to sleep, afraid to dream.

just slept like 3.5h.

fully refreshed.

given that i spent the night on ivan's floor sharing a sleeping bag with charles and no blanket, it's quite good that i managed to get like 5+h of sleep during the night and survive frisbee.

they were losing 10-3, then i came back and in the end we won 20-19.

inspiration. yes but now cyrus hates my balls haha. and they were talking about...stuff.

that i'd rather not say.

i was going to do math. but then i slept the entire afternoon away..

ok i'll do it later after dinner if i can be bothered.

having a media club exco fb messaging session now..becuase we gotta write some description for some portal. and adrian's is bloody long..and jiamin is inactive.

i just feel like climbing into my bed again. but for reasons stated in the title, i shall not.

i get the feeling we're just both sitting in our computers and just staring blankly, wondering if we should talk to each other.

either that, or you don't care at all.

maybe you don't. but for once, just once, i hope you do.

because it has never gone the right way before.

and another thing, i am so bringing this com into hostel. it's so big wtf and it's cheaper than my macbook! i've gotten so used to the 13-inch display, and i come back now to 21-inch, and it's like wham! gaming on it is so so epic.

not used to this keyboard though.

stay with me, until i fall asleep.

tempers flare.