i'll make this quick, because

it's freaking hot here
the desk is super cluttered.
this is windows
and i have an important appointment with the tv.


sorry, guys. it's just that i've been really confused about everything. need some time to sort it out. and i'm sorry for hurting all of you. i find that now i'm too self centred and actually i think i care about others, but i don't. it's been a rough year. oh, and i don't know what's my CAP still.

but enough about that. i think i'll do a quiz which i'm gonna rip from andy's blog tmr, if i have the time, that is. gosh, this keyboard is noisy.so yes. if you're bored and want to talk to me, when i have the time, you're more than welcome. i need someone i can gush all my feelings out to. unless you're hema and want to talk about your obssesion with shini, then no. (cos i know that's completely fake because you're actually GAY)


well, arsenal lost. i think i'll give up supporting them soon...they really need to be stronger and not flap around. chelsea failing also...zzz man u win again. i'd rather liverpool lol. but gerrard out for 4 weeks -.-


main point : try not to blame me, because i might snap. and...oh yes. if you want to organise outings, and i'm reluctant to go, don't go around blaming me and forcing me as if i have no choice but to go. i'm not made of money okay, my limit's like $15 a week. so don't make me blow money at inconsistent times. i don't owe you anything, okay. and i'm busy.

btw, that's not actually to any of you...it's more of to a bunch of people who are trying to get me to eat sushi with them. i know, i know. oh yes, right now a bunch of people watching avatar upstairs. not the cartoon, the movie. the cartoon's freaking awesome la...whereas the movie...zz.


i hope i haven't offended any of you/made you hate me. if i have, tell me what i did wrong so i can sort it out...thanks.


trying...to get back on the right path.



ps: since the 27th thing went up in flames, i think we should go book the klp alley so we can have the $20 per hour per lane thing...then after that can go movie, since there'll be good movies in dec. what do you think?

i'm back on the twentieth.