an eulogy.

to the snail who i stepped on this morning. i think i killed it, probably did, hopefully i didn't. well, it was a complete accident, and i'm truly sorry, snail. i never meant to do anyone any harm. hopefully i never get around to deliberate harm. it's just, an accident, simple as that. really. i hope you're in a better place now, snail. maybe a parallel universe with loads of nice and chewy grass! you probably don't really like grass, it's just another stereotype. well.

RIP.

it's strange, when we are trying not to hurt other people, we try to do what we think is best for them, but sometimes all they want is to be left alone, to rest. sometimes, what we must do is to stand aside.

what's the deal with interactive videos anyway? they don't work. they're messy. oh yes, i'm reading a book now. it's okay other than the part about it having too many damn main characters. and also, half of the characters are super messed up due to the fact that they actually went through A LOT previously. and i have no idea what really happen cos they just give vague explanations. and most of the time there's this woman who's just pissed at everyone and barks at random people. oh, yes, and she's "incredibly talented", is a hacker, can fly aeroplanes, and has a ferrari 599GTB. i think the last point's the most annoying. oh yes, and she's a lesbian. not exactly that relevant though.

it's : the scarpetta factor by patricia cornwell anyway. i seriously doubt any of you have heard of it.

it's actually very easy to start a fight, a conflict, you just need the right people and the right elements. and lee's a freaking hacker, 45/50 for geog. oh yes, you see, they just started fighting. i'm good. actually i'm kinda unsatisfied with myself. i can't feel bad anymore, even after i accidentally killed the snail. it's like, empty, no matter how i try.

oh yes, and my knee's currently dead at the moment from playing soccer. the field game's epic, let in 9 goals haha. then it's like who cares, let in goal then celebrate. opposite XP. damn nice to be able to not care. sometimes we shouldn't care too much, if not we'll just hurt ourselves.

ahh my knee. stupid...can't move the lower leg via the hinge joint without causing a slight amount of discomfort. cheem terms. chee-m terms!

and that just reminds me of the morning. first time i played cards in ages. i think out of the n games i played, i lost n-1 times, and i was third 1 time. skilll.

train ride with dion was super awesome haha. first we discussed terrorist schemes, like throwing durians at the mrt people who come to catch you, or the more elaborate one where you jump up and rip the camera off the ceiling, then enter it, whack the driver with it, and move the train in reverse. then the driver of the next train sees a train in front of him getting bigger, then he goes "omg-wtf" and then jumps out. and massive explosion! haha. and pes was awesome, all the epic stuff happenning.

crap my knee feels tight now. like, the muscles around it feel tight. i think i'll go off now, bye.

since i can't get a decent picture of the tardis on bad wolf bay, here's a picture of a dolphin with a tiger. it's so happy.