the doctor is back.

well, no. he's back in christmas. but still.

haven't been blogging much (at all) for the past few days (week). but now, exams are over! yes.

somehow, there's not much kick. i feel like i didn't study much for this round of exams and yet it didn't go that badly.

well, except for ppv..

but let's change the subject :D

been spamming top gear. that's all i've been doing today. other than sleeping and eating and playing com (a lot) and...tumblr!

let the addiction rebegin.

there was this point where i was really addicted to it, and then i felt i didn't love it as much because it got kinda dry, and then it reignited.

i think that applies to all things. i mean, really, from my past experiences most things i do as a hobby start off very high, and then there's this period where i abandon them, and then after a few years/months i pick it up and start over. and i'm constantly amazed at how amazed and passionate about it back then.

people change.

just like custard grows old.

anyway, o levels left. and then flying off for a wedding..i'm still bummed that i can't go class chalet..so sad why do they have to have it on that week ahhh burn burn burn do you seriously have to fly back once school ends why why why

see, selfish me.

so, apart from dc arp interview from tuesday, i basically have tuition for like every single day now. it's going to cost my parents a lot of money..but let's just get it over with and pass (hopefully score well) for the last chinese exam of my life (hopefully) and then focus on getting a job.

pursuance of photography. still

1. no money

2. spoilt for choice

but i shouldn't have choice if there's no money.

okay i talk too much..all words and no action.

my next action will probably to move 2 feet and fall into my bed.

which is a good action.

goodnight, everybody.

sometimes, you just want someone to listen but you don't have the courage to initiate a conversation. so you keep it all inside, and it just eats away at you, slowly but surely.