shell.

blogger has a new format!
but i don't really like it haha. too used to the old one.

this one's just too...white.
don't like white much. clinical. hospitals. sadness. yeah.

this feels weird. it's so...microsoft wordy.
those who blog, you know what i'm talking about.

anyway, i'm supposed to be very high now because just got back from dinner with mr tan and the rest. today was an epic day, haha. it's like going out the whole day. okay, recap.

in the morning was just concert. i had problems finding a camera because jiamin's sick (rest well, dude), and dion didn't bring his. so i basically freaked out but thank goodness roslyn managed to get chester on the phone and we figured out that mr syed's in school so i ran upstairs and yeah.

the photos were bad though. half the time i couldn't get the right angles, and the lighting was really terrible. and the camera wouldn't focus! sorry if i blocked you...

then helped jordan with chem, realised i submitted it after doing it wrongly. heck care, raced back to white sands to see the teachers haha. met yi jun, edwin and brian at pasir ris and then came back..finally saw ms lee again haha. she's still the same..and she took us out to lunch. so awesome, and she refused when we tried to pay her.. she says life's too short, so got money must spend haha.

but it's true. i'm just getting very upset now, with stuff happening left and right and centre, and all the good people falling sick and stuff. the world's not fair.
and i feel that i'm not good enough. i'm not the person i want to be.


after that we came back, played frisbee, and went to meet mr tan at simei haha. ate at some random place beside the mrt station, somehow managed to cram 13 people into a single table haha. awesome (: photos are up on Facebook, i'm lazy to get them into here..

now i'm busy planning an emergency bbq for tmr haha. because the pit's suddenly free and my mum wants to go..so yeah.


goodnight. rest well. i think i'll start work on saturday and prepare to spam. must film advocacy video on tuesday after chinese though. my script's 20% done.


i want to wake up to the sound of that magic blue box materialising on my doorstep. and just, run away. and never stop running.


oh, dreams.