vincent.

28 more hours to the release of the season finale...

can't wait :D

it's going to be so so awesome.

here's a 30 second trailer.

hmm, i'm tired. after everything and after soccer today. scored, but that was because jookee passed me the ball.

well, i'm going to go crash now.

sorry, my posts are dying, i know. but the problem is that nowadays i find everything boring and i don't want to talk about it because i don't want to relive school..

silence will fall when the question is asked...all this time i never realised it was my silence, my death.

my time, is, running out.

well, yes it is running out. only 5 more minute of break till class...

we just had bio prac, where we played with guppies. apart from this few moments where they were screaming and screaming and screaming and screaming at justin to pick up the fish from the floor, it was rather boring...i mean, nothing happened! no explosions, no fish giving birth or anything!

dion : caught in a bad rojak...

seriously.

anyway, doctor who season finale in 2 days! ahh, can't wait.

next few weeks will be helll...so much work

week 4 : pre-hell

Week 5 : hell

week 6 : chiong geog project

week 7 : exams

i already said that, didn't i.

running out of stuff to blog about.

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy mm goodnight :/

smashing records.

didn't have pe today. because it was pouring like crap (not really), and ms loh wasn't here..

at first i thought it was a good thing. because i can no longer sleep well, and my knee was hurting..

but then i realised it was bad. just ended up playing cards for 1.5h..

and then played cards again later in the later break lol.

half our class wasn't actually here today...they were all either sick or had smp. so yeah, super empty. rong ended up sitting beside me, and i was making wrong (rong) jokes for the entire time..

which left the centre row almost empty.

well, not really actually.

there's a lot of not reallys in this post.

physics and chem were nothing much, just that i don't get why they must call it gibbs free energy..

okay, time to go be productive! goals for tonight :

math assignment (those that i can do)

phy assignment (same as above)

finish bio prac..

like we used to.

wednesday blues.

just slept a bit.

well, around 1h. now i'm supposed to be having tuition..just waiting for the teacher to come ><

sleepy.

today was kinda uneventful. well, the morning was okay i guess. but today we have like english, math and chinese, and we don't do much in those subjects usually..

and then we soccered (again nothing much happened), and i came home with ji. she was going to orchard to meet her dad...and find fooooood haha.

saw guanze on 359, but both of us were just sleeping almost all the way throughout..too tired already.

really need a tardis.

it's time.

live chess.

pictures for today. i'm cheating, but i don't really have much to talk about, since i hated myself today..

oh and dion, the batt ran out right after i got enough coins to upgrade invisibility. skill.

trees! i always like to do the shots from below.

purpleeee.

i like this. a lot of colour.

and this. it's my desktop picture now (:

coincidence. it's what the universe does for fun.

fall from grace.

this is a happy post, however the title may seem to suggest otherwise.

i think the sentence structure is wrong in that. should be the other way round. take 2.

however the title may seem to suggest, this is a happy post.

better.

actually, my target is to start work at 8. but not much work today. just maybe look through ppv tutorial and see what i can actually do and try to start on bio prac report. and then watch doctor who :D

school was quite okay today, because the math test turned out to be easier than expected. then had lunch and geog, played cards, and went to meet dr pek to ask him more stuff about the dcc arp. should be applying, with boon chong and dion..

engineering is cool. and it's useful too, better than just learning the theory. what's the point of learning the theory of you can't apply it and HELP people. helping people is the most important thing.

suicidal subject combination for next year. chem honours, math honours and physics major..

hopefully i'll end up in the same class with lee and he can help me with math.

came back with dion again, we played temple run hahaha. that game..he's so addicted to sliding. go download it if you haven't! basically the guy is running through a jungle on various terrains because he stole some idol from a temple and he's being chased by monkey spirits and such. and he can defy physics, run non-stop and turn in mid-air. amazing.

and somehow dion always tends to die (lose the game) when the train hits simei. and then he just runs out. epic timing :D

took 21 back and walked, because 359 just left. it all worked out, because this 21 was fast, and the walk was calm and pleasant without much people in the way.

okay, i'm going to go settle my stuff now and write the paragraph and catch some sleep. and make torres score again hahaha.

you used up all your time for me.

of course i did. you're my mate.

oh, formula 1 at last.

watching now. but it's getting annoying, because they're focusing on the red bulls and the mclarens. i want to see a ferrari this is what f1 is about ahhhhhhh

looking good, mclaren tyres dying :D

hamilton's a @!#@!#, he crashed into massa.

oh never mind, 13s gap to alonso.

mmm, sleepy.

and i still have to study math. went crazy doing that in the afternoon, because i realized i couldn't do any of the questions. terrible. so i went to discuss the dcc arp with dion and abc on man and do some geog. and play pes :D

vettel is in. how interesting.

i just realised giving you commentary is useless because by the time i post this and you read this, it's over.

alonso is out of the pits... come on come on come on!

i must say, don't really like the singapore circuit much. it's too windy and narrow. like monaco. but monaco is a challenge. i think it's an achievement if you finish monaco.

frisbee in the morning was fun, because everyone was crazy and we all pushed to the limit, and that creates epic stuff. didn't get to slide into the wall though, not like last week.

oops. my mum is screaming at my brother.

doctor who is out, but haven't got time to watch it. there's also a sneak preview at the final episode which is airing next week though, which is super awesome. there's vikings, and silence, and the impossible astronaut, and dinosaurs, and winston churchill, and explosions!

that's how awesome it is.

right, it's do or die time now :(

closing time.

hello. i am blogging on a macbook for once. how interesting. this is what i'll be doing for the whole of next year, i assume.

anyway, i'm supposed to be doing math assignment now, but somehow the answer is get is actually the reciprocal of what it's supposed to be. oh never mind, i'll just leave it and ask someone in school..

i was checking soccer scores while doing work, and then found out that chelsea are leading 2-0 against swansea and torres scored :D

but then i found out he got himself sent off with a two footed tackle. oh what the hell, chelsea will still win, i hope.

anyway, there are now a lot of people attacking torres on espn now, and even more people defending him..it's turning into a war against the guy who's running the live chat. oh no.

went to singapore river this morning for the geog field trip. quite fun, at least we're doing something. took 100+ photos, still waiting for my turn to use the iMac so i can edit and post them. will do that later after i've finished my math, then go do geog also..

but it was fun. somehow hardik, dion and i all ended up on the same train even though we didn't plan it. hardik called me and said he could see me, and i was like looking all over the place and still couldn't find him. scary.

basically we just walked around looking at how the land is used, and how many people pass by. i really want a d7000 now. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

but it is a lot of money. a lot.

check Facebook tmr morning, or around 2 later. the photos should be up.

we went for lunch afterwards, ate at the food court. the problem when you go to a food court is always deciding what to eat..and then came back with dion. spamming temple run again, it's quite fun, you should go download it. on the iPhone/ipod/ipad. i did 3km on the iPad! getting better..

and then i came home and slept 5h. which is why i'm still wide awake now. well, it makes up for all the hours of sleep i lost during the weekdays..

but still a bit tired, actually.

this keyboard feels nice. and the computer feels good. i think it's because the keys are black haha. black is cool.

oh, and they have just proved that neutrinos can travel faster than light! hell yes, the possibility of time travel is back on again :D

but neutrinos are scary. i mean, they just pass through normal matter like it's a vacuum apparently. what could do that?

physics, physics.

looking for someone to apply to the design-centric thing with me by the way. will probably go with boon chong, and we need someone else.

criteria:

1. we are not doing bio engineering

2. you must be nice.

3. bow ties are cool.

okay, i shall go complete math and start to edit photos.

something's wrong with my pes, the players are being sluggish...think i need to reinstall :(

interesting race tmr. red bull lock out the front row, mclaren the 2nd row, ferrari the 3rd row. very interesting. oh, can someone please just take out hamilton..

media club should shoot a big movie next year. like, a half an hour movie, involving everyone. that'll be cool :D

part 2.

somehow, my com is damn screwed now. the internet's not working that well, and i can't post on Facebook, and about 3 mins ago it was just complete lag. this is scary! what are they running in the background...probably backing up stuff as usual.

oh no now i'm damn sleepy x.x

don't even know what that means. x.x

cca was good, because we just talked crap and ate food haha. the usual. yay food. but the year 6s are leaving, our numbers are getting decimated, loss of talent haha. i'm sure we'll cope fine..

anyway, we have weiren. so no problem.

and then we played soccer. scored twice, yay :D felt so alive after so long of no soccer in school..but then i was getting cramps throughout. didn't warmup, haha. actually we could have won, but we let in dumb goals due to someone called (ahem), but it's just a game haha. combined well with dion though, that's a plus point.

and just now when i was coming back i sprinted about 100m to catch 359..and nearly got knocked over by a bicycle. and i still missed the bus -.- it's like i reached there and the guy went off, super annoying.

have to go to singapore river tmr for geog field trip. annoying. need to go settle my bag and find out what we have to do..i'm completely clueless about geog field trip. just let me sleep, please..

i'm tired of school, tired of all the projects and homework. who wants to do a career in science or math anyway? i just want to go do photography and videography and make movies...

but it was only just a dream.

don't worry, i'll make it real. have faith.

that's classified.

oh, such an eventful day. i mean, i was pissed a little throughout, but in the end it turned out okay. the little things weren't enough to get me down.

such a rarity. yay my mood's getting better :D

waiting for dinner now. yes, it is 22:07, stayed back to play soccer. oh, it's a long story.

spent some time in the control room talking to mr syed about cameras..i love av privileges, man. so fun. well, at least we get something in return for helping out..

and all the lame jokes and humor haha.

and friendship.

more or less decided. still need to go try out, but should be D7000. need yx's help to get a good deal, but i need to go earn about a thousand, since my dad is nice and he says he'll front me half.

then i was annoyed during mentoring because somehow, i remember printing debb's math journal for her and stuffing it in my bag, but when i get to school it's just gone. and i've just searched the whole place, it's not at home either..what the hell..

probably got erased from time. sorry debb ><

wait, but if it got erased from time, i won't remember it. any thoughts, my future roommate? yes, you, jordan png.

evo bio was quite good, because at the end she showed us some parodies and the few of us at the back were just making up songs as usual. haha, will try to parody one next year if there's time..

if there's time.

hold on i'll put the videos in so you can enjoy it also. some of it's quite corny, but the rest is just ULTRA random. and by that i mean really really random.

there you go. i need to go eat dinner now :D

part 2 of today coming up later, stay tuned!

gosh, this is like at tv show xD

(inside joke)

five beyond.

oh. thursday is over.

hell yes :D

so happy. that we're done with chem test. the gc screwed up anyway so half the class died at the buffer question -.- hate that question..it's like 15 marks.

apparently tmr is media's farewell party. yay food. but the seniors are leaving. it's so sad.

oh well, it's friday so we get to play soccer once again hell yes. don't know how long i've gone without that..it's kinda sad.

oh, and iPhone 5 on october 4. awesome :D

this is generally a very happy post. but today was very gloomy. as in, pe was boring, and then we had phy prac. which was complete balls. super tiring, we all felt drain, and then when we returned to class to study for chem ( i skipped lunch), ended up just me being pissed and a little amused by yx, who taped my jacket sleeve up with my arm inside..so i was jumping around.

the chem prac was quite good though, but then i figured that jordan and i are completely USELESS at doing pracs. we're damn clumsy, then he somehow broke a burette. and then we mix up all the beakers, forget to rinse the ph meter, etc. etc. but somehow stumbled through haha..

and there's bio makeup tmr from 3-4. zzz school is hell..

brain overload again.

will probably spend evo bio doing the chem prac lol.

okay, now i'm off to catch some sleep before tuition..

bye (:

you don't need bio to become a doctor. you just need a blue box.

tardis.

tired. and the ulcer in my mouth is still there. super painful.

need to go study for chem test. didn't manage to get started last night..and today i found out i screwed up my assn 3 and 4 -.- even more worried than ever..

oh well. at least math journal's finally done and handed up so don't have to worry about anything after tmr. and can play soccer, finally. just now couldn't play because by the time the year 3s left the place i had to go audi for the talk..which was quite good, actually. it's basically a design and engineering ARP, but it's quite new. and all the mentors there are all guys who worked either at motorola or at MINDEF on guided missiles lol. what.

english presentation in the morning wasn't that bad..well, actually it was. we got spammed with questions until we didn't know what to do. but, it was 03, i suppose, so heck care..

and math was basically sleeping. and then subject specialization briefing again..oh whatever. i think i'll just stick with my original decision. but they say math honours is damn hard, so it'll be a challenge..

goodnight, bye, stuffs. i'm no good with endings.

wasting time.

very very good at that.

still haven't started work -.- probably end up sleeping at 1 again..

stuff to do tonight :

finish math journal

study chem

english presentation

but what's really annoying me now is that, well i'm feeling really uncomfortable. it's so hot, this chair's so hard, my nose trying to kill me again, and there's this ulcer which is super painful, at the upper right hand bit of my mouth.

just spent the last half an hour being annoyed at pes, because there's some glitch and then i didn't get paid by my sponsors, so i had to sell a lot of players and fire some people..and now my team's gonna die.

typical -.-

can't really say today was bad, but it was busy. and tiring. well, tuesdays always are..too many lessons and stuff. math was dumb, ppv was the usual rubbish, and i actually listened in bio for once :D this one's quite interesting actually, and i sort of understand, so okay.

and we somehow need makeup bio and makeup phy also. we're all going to die..

english presentation first thing in the morning tmr. must.keep.my.cool.

because it's 03 and the front row just spams every single group with questions.

and then going for the talk on the arp afterwards. sounds quite interesting, may give it a go.

thursday is chem test + chem prac 2 + chem prac 3. siao.

really need to go finish up math journal now x.x

oh, and i finally managed to finish watching the god complex, which i have to say, was kind of a letdown. well, the ending, anyway. the rest was brilliant.

and then he just leaves them. to save them.

sometimes, in order to protect the people you love, you have to abandon them.

right. i'm up doing math journal now..completely suicidal. hate the ms word equation thing but at least it looks proper. and i'd write it, but i don't have justin's handwriting and typing gives you more marks.

so, here i am.

haven't watched the god complex yet because haven't had much time. but i am so looking forward to the next episode. i mean, there's cybermen and craig owens is coming back! awesome character.

this post will probably take all night.

i reckon i'll just do q1 and q2 and go to bed. can't be bothered to go think of the rest..

right, i shall stop being distracted. time to go finish up and go sleep..getting delirious already.

gotta raise 1k, cos my dad says he'll front me half, heh. if all goes to plan..

the universe will sing you to your sleep.

right. new doctor who episode in a few hours. don't know if i should watch it or not. because i won't be able to sleep afterwards.

yes, there are angels in it.

not normal angels...if you watch doctor who you'll understand.

sleepy.

and still haven't done anything. i mean, all i've done today is i've had tuition, i've "transposed" the guitar score into something actually playable (halfway) and i've attempted ppv tutorial (can't do a single question wtheck)

give up. just give up. i think i'm going to go finish at least my letter later..

for chinese. can't believe we got one 应用文 ＋ 作文. don't even have time to do at all due to the concert and other work...and some people handed in the thing like the next day. what?!

and arsenal lost 4-3 to blackburn. impressive. really impressive.

i think it's less painful to be supporting norwich city. or any other club, for that matter.

and here's an interesting statistic for you.

blackburn rovers

time of possession : 31 %

corner kicks - 2

shots on target- 4

goals - 4

arsenal

time of possession : 69%

corner kicks - 13

shots on target - 9

goals - 3

oh forget it, i'm just boring you non-soccer fans haha

i feel like making another video. shall we? we've already got plans to do so next year haha. yx has that awesome idea with bottles..

freaking out over subject specialization. curse you why you autocorrect my specialization to z oh no it's doing it again -.-

there : specialisation.

oh yes.

probably will be taking chem honors, math honors (now it's correcting my honours to honors) and phy major..

who's with me?

oh, no one.

goodbye.

coiling cables which never seem to have an end.

let's just say i just got back from school because there was a concert which ended at around 930. took us around an hour to pack up, then i came home. reached at around 1140..

so so so sleepy.

but, sense of achievement.

sleep now, worry about tmr later.

goodnight, people.

oh, and everyone involved in the concert, you were brilliant.

and that includes me of course xD.

love stories are all fake.

just got home..at around 910.

tired as hell.

and i've got this feeling i'm going to screw up for tmr. and that something bad is going to happen. it's always like that.

i haven't seen the ex07 people for so long..only junwei because of chinese and then loo because of ppv and he appears randomly. and spoke to lee on monday but that's it..

let's play soccer..

but i can't. actually can. but only got one free hour. 3-4 tmr..and i need to leave early to change because need to be at hall control room at 4. the concert's really pissing me off, i kept screwing up just now..

hope everything goes well tmr. it'll either go well, or really really badly.

i'll probably reach home at 12 tmr haha.

well, i've had worse.

time is running out...like really running out.

sorry for not posting yesterday, i was doing the advocacy vid + tuition hw + geography handout + studying for math gct until around 230. which is why i was delirious today..

tmr not much time. must grab some sleep during mentoring..

rahhh. off now to finish up advocacy speech and then crash into my nice comfy bed.

must play soccer/netball/any sports tmr.

differing passions.

we are all so different.

oh well, i just spent the last half an hour playing pes (and getting angry because i keep losing -.-) and ignoring the tremendous amount of work i have to do.

let's see.

advocacy video (half done)

bio mindmap (half done)

geog handout

chinese tingxie + zuowen + suibi

math gct on thursday..

chem test next week, ppv gct also..

what else.

oh yes!

cell bio practical..

i'm sure there's more -.-

and why the heck are there rehearsals for the damn concert at 6-930. seriously. who plans a rehearsal that ends at 930?

unreasonable, just unreasonable. i mean, we're so busy.

yes, so i shall stop being stupid and wasting my time here.

goodnight, goodbye, whatever balls

this isn't fair. you're making me into you.

drowning, not like we'd sink any further.

it is a new term.

i wanted to put the title as A New Hope, but that's a bit cheesy.

okay, not a bit. very.

today was a fiasco. mostly.

i like that word, still.

slept through chinese, crapped through math, then went to eat lunch. geog was rubbish, she just gave us back our tests (which everyone who did q1 died), and gave us even more work. then we went down to foosball and play cards! so fun, but it's super unpredictable, just a lot of people gathering around the thing. and jordan kept throwing his cards at me, whenever i win lol.

typical png.

slept through chem (yes, i know), and then went house meeting. nothing much, but everyone skipped, so it became boring..and we were supposed to take group photo, but super fail, because it took like 10 mins to get everyone ready, and then ahmad's flash died.

went home with dion and hema, pretty dismal. we were talking about top gear and stuff..

yup, there you go.

because dion and boon chong are very amazed at how they like to destroy caravans haha.

i'm off to type lines for advocacy recordings tmr, hope it goes okay.

sometimes, nothing else matters.

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self-praise.

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eyes forward, soldier.

we have pictures today! actually, there's pictures all the time, just that most of them are on tumblr. and Facebook.

my dad's back from oxford. he bought us chelsea stuff! and he bought himself a macbook air..

so now i shall take his pro. oh yes. finally, a laptop.

i'm just afraid it'll die under the strain of my usage..

and chelsea stuff!

that's my haul. well, take away the mug. that's my sister's..i just borrowed it for the purpose of this. ha, jordan png. i bet you're jealous now..

but, when you compare it to my brother's haul, seems rather little..

but i managed to steal the blue box and it's now on my cabinet! tardis blue oh yeah.

it is already ten thirty , so i'm going to go. there's school tmr. goodbye.

hey you. yes, you. you read my blog, so take a moment to appreciate this few sentences. i love it that you care about me since you read this, and so, i just want to say that, you're awesome :D now, smile. go back to your life, but smile :D

doctor who?

just realised i've never used that as a title.

okay, since it's sunday now, this is considered a sunday post.

mmm. sleepy. ahh whatever. no frisbee tmr :(

cos they all have exams and they need to study.

i thought week 1 was slack.

and then turns out wednesday, thursday, friday got rehearsals. noooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ah never mind. motivation to finish up advocacy project before then!

yes, i shall go ahead and do just that.

not gonna do any work tmr, had enough of work for once..

i don't even know what there is to do anyway. everything's half done actually...all unfinalised.

and math journal. heck, just heck first.

i'll do it on 22 september.

here, something for you to watch, since i'm not much of an entertainment source today.

the girl who waited has already leaked out, but apparently that one needs a password, so i'll just wait a bit.

anyway, soccer score update!

everton 2-2 aston villa

arsenal 1-0 swansea

sunderland 1-2 chelsea

stoke 1-0 liverpool

man city 3-0 wigan.

tottenham 2-0 wolves.

can't remember the rest...have a nice night/day.

you didn't save me.

semi-productive day.

went to dion's house (hema no-showed at the last moment cos he got headache) and the 3 of us (me, abc, dion) whacked out 1000 words of the econs project in 1.5h.

and then we slacked and watched nigahiga and top gear.

and ate awesome lunch. thank you, people.

then i went to find wenxi because she wanted to do work. jingmin and desiree came too, i cranked out my advocacy speech draft (sort of ), and then played pictureka!

i fail at that.

and edwin came for a while, just to play box head haha. we keep dying in turns..

okay, i die because wenxi's com has some glitch, it takes turns to randomly control our players..

and then i was looking at dslrs again online..but somehow youtube failed me so i couldn't watch the videos.

still think 600D is pointless. $100 more for a flip screen..

but it does sound cooler.

but D7000 is at least $1900! crazy.

didn't realise holidays are nearly over, and that it's friday already. means got tuition tmr :(

but that means there's doctor who on sunday! yes yes yes.

i'm gonna go, nothing much to say now anyway.

till later.

epic guest battle on my tagboard, by the way. i still can't figure out who is who, and i'm not going to check the ip because it's more fun this way.

join the guest revolution!

you gotta stand for something or you'll fall for anything.

like a skyscraper.

kind of high now. it's like tiredness high.

crazy, right.

maybe i'll go finish bio mind map after this post. tmr going to dion's house to do econs project..hopefully we can like get hema to treat us lunch or something..

he complained about traveling to pasir ris but he was fine about traveling to simei..

don't see much of a difference. even so, we're still going to end up in the same house.

that aside, I WANT A CAR.

like, the feeling of driving is so awesome. you're so in control, and you can go places! well, not in this country actually..probably will just crash. i drove a bit in malaysia, but not really on the roads..so i kinda know the feeling. but it's quite scary, and yet adrenaline rush. it's so awesome! and that night i dreamt about driving..and i just woke up feeling...

actually, i can't remember how i felt.

oh well. someone buy me a car.

also, if you're not too busy in the future, come find me and we can start a production company doing short films. dream job...i wonder if youtube will still pay us.

main problem with video making now : bad audio.

i've got the footage, but i'm annoyed at the audio...there's heck load of background noise. also, i'm still missing some shouting recordings, so i can't edit the whole thing just yet. hope it turns out okay. i think yx's is freaking awesome by the way.

went out for lunch just now with some of 6C. we basically just walked around randomly while i wore this gay cap which renda brought hahaha. ate at 18 chefs..it's not bad, creamy mango hahaha. and we were trying to stalk jingmin because she was meeting some guy to study ^^

oh fine, it's just some guy.

then got home, slacked off, got mad at myself, screamed a bit, which made myself feel better. didn't eat dinner, so went out to walk a bit at the pasar malam to get a little food with wenxi and cyrus..and on the way back wenxi was teasing him about that girl he met (yes, he goes to meet random girls randomly to give them random presents), and then he tried to punch her. so i was used as a human shield all the way home..

and i had to walk wenxi back to the bridge because according to her, it's training my courtesy. i still prefer courteousness. whatever, didn't really mind because didn't feel like going home. and no tiger jumped out at me on the way back hahaha.

although i kept looking back because i was scared that something was stalking me.

and loaded doctor who onto my mum's iPad. it's awesome :D

i'm going to edit it soon and make a trailer. if i have time xD

oh, and can someone tell me when's the psat?

i'll bring my camera tmr :D

the bluest blue, old and yet new at the same time, and so much bigger on the inside.

three tabs.

it just bothers me. i need to have that amount of tabs open, if not i feel weird.

this just shows how bad my internet addiction is. or my computer addiction.

feeling kinda tired now as tuition just ended.

and yx's finished his advocacy video already! so fast..

so i think i'll just wham together the rough cut first. then get some sleep, and start doing bio tmr morning..

went to jordan's house today to "do chem". you can see where this is going with the " "s. we slacked off, obviously. ended up eating food, reading books, watching shows, eating more food, and playing with soft toys...

and then we went to popular to buy stuff. at least the plan's almost in place..

and hawaii-five-o is actually quite good. but it's super random. i thought hawaii was a small place! it's like csi, but with humour lol.

meaning it's like castle..

okay, it's castle + csi.

going out for lunch tmr..so the whole day's probably killed as well. oh heck. i'll rest on saturday. friday is econs project...

oh and dion. I found your sd card. it was in the lounge and with justin all the long.

ahh. saves me $30. or more.

things fall out of the world sometimes but they always leave traces. little things we can't quite account for. faces in photographs. luggage, half eaten meals. rings. nothing is ever forgotten,not completely. and, if something can be remembered, it can come back.

my phone won't charge.

seriously, it's being really really annoying.

super tired out yesterday, sorry for the cranky texts. i just hate traveling.

had chinese in the morning, which was kinda useful but not really because we basically just spammed zuowen. and then we went to lot 1 to eat pastamania with jordan, loo, foo and jiawei. quite good, but i used a lot of money(again), and they deduced that when other schools go out en masse(i heard that as on mars), they don't exhibit signs of homosexuality.

well, it's only a few people..

not inclusive of me.

after that i went to yx's house to film advocacy video. it's just like across the road from the mrt station, scam. it was quite successful, but now i have heck load of clips to edit. at the starting we were damn slow, but after a while it picked up speed, and the feeling of accomplishment at the end was awesome :D

and we filmed loads of emo scenes. the d7000 is good.

but i think i'm still more partial to canon.

oh, someone give me some money.

How come everyone thinks that i have a dslr! it's so annoying..like completely suanning me. everyone just asks, " where's your dslr? " when i'm holding a compact because they just assume i have one. I don't!

you cows.

oh yes, and the recording for the URA trip is about 20GB, so he's not going to post it..

later going back to that same area (yes, again) to jordan's house to do chem project..

well, at least today will be more relaxed. we'll probably slack around and watch tv or something hahaha.

your future's my past. your firsts are my lasts.

tardis purple.

blankout.

just woke up about 15mins ago. now i really need to go write my script, but i'm just stoning around and slacking as usual. unable to concentrate.

tmr after chinese i'm going to yx's house to film our advocacy videos..hopefully it works out. we're both very worried that it'll screw up...

and with reason to.

i probably need to bring clothing, for the thing...i mean, can't wear school uni in a video about helping neighbours or random interviews on exconvicts.

and i'm worried that i can't use FCPX. need to go watch a lot of tutorial videos..the last time i opened it, completely blanked out.

don't really feel like dinner.

today there was that geog URA field trip. we didn't even listen much, just copied a lot of stuff (jordan did anyway), recorded 1.5h of audio (yx recorded 2h of 1080p video..), and took a lot of photos. it turned into a photography trip...and afterwards class outing to marina square to pool. we had lunch at maxwell food centre first, with me and ji just stoning around and being indecisive..in the end we still ate chicken rice, and we found out that the rest of them had finished eating many centuries ago. you see, this is where indecision gets you. so in the future, just take less than 5 minutes to decide, and just see where it goes.

unless it's about your future/something else more important.

or someone.

pool was a bit dismal, because we were all getting bored and sleepy, so ji and jus went off to library while the rest of us sat around in macs eating even more food and talking about advocacy ideas. boon chong's a hacker, mainly because he managed to give 3 of us inspiration, and he says he's going to set up a patent company in the future...

wait. that doesn't work. oh never mind..

and then went home, slept on the way back, and slept more in my bed. oh, i love my bed. no idea how i'm going to survive in hostel next year...

please, don't run. now we have to save your parents. i know you're scared. but never run when you're scared.

RANDOM HIGH POST

it's half an hour after midnight now.

AND I'M QUITE HIGH EVEN THOUGH I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING HAHAHA TMR WAKING UP AT 7 AND THEN WILL TRAIN TO URA TO MEET THE REST CAN'T WAIT HAHAHA GOING CRAZY AND GOING OUT = TAKING PHOTOS SO YAY MORE TO EDIT I'M GOING TO ASK MY MUM ABOUT IDEAS FOR THE ADVOCACY PROJECT NOW BYE.

indecision and unproductivity.

seriously, my com is lagging a lot now.

cows.

i'm tired, i'm sad, and i don't want to do anything.

so many things to do, and i just run out of time because i'm slacking. i spend the time either sleeping/watching doctor who/eating/reading so much that i don't have time to do the other things. and i really don't want to start on bio and english advocacy..

this weekend, i've done literarily nothing.

holiday plan

monday : geog field trip

tuesday : chinese remedial thing in school + maybe film video?

wednesday : econs project + tuition..

thursday : lunch. and maybe bio..

friday : maybe chem project?

forget it. the projects are all shot to hell, haven't started planning.

and to top it all off, there's math journal and bio practical report..

well, could be worse. at least we don't have Os.

and we haven't had dinner yet..forget it. my mum went downstairs to get the kids to come back up and she disappeared.

i will go chiong chem now. or something.

transfer photos first. for editing..soon.

I WANT MORE DAYS IN THIS WORLD.

the wedding of river song.

just a few photos i found deep in the computer. taken by my dad in toulouse a few years ago, edited by me (:

the girl who waited.

oh, you always waste time when you don't have any time, time is not the boss of me.

sorry, the lighting was quite bad, last night, so the raw material i have to work with isn't that good. but good enough, can see faces xD

and random flowers.

crashing left right and centre.

that's what happening to my applications right now.
everything's dying. FCP and iPhoto are taking turns to crash haha.

and my mail and msn's not even on!
i just realised, after i opened final cut, i stoned. because i don't know how to use it at all..
they kind of combined iMovie and the old final cut. weird.

but i'm super annoyed that my files are all messed up..it's like, so many copies of all the photos! I think i'll delete iPhotos sooner or later...and I hate keeping my originals on the desktop so Lightroom can access them. after i export i usually just delete the originals..

had tuition in the morning, and then just stoned around playing pes and feeling sleepy. okay, i will sleep early tonight! because i'm editing now..

ahhh i can't wait for next year. hopefully can buy a dslr and then i'll just spend the free time in hostel editing.

vignetting is such a cheap effect. but it works, on any photo.
and it's especially useful for me. because my compact can't get as much detail or light as a dslr..

last night is proof. the group photos need heavy editing because it was super dark, and it's kinda frosty as there's smoke all over the place.

new doctor who coming out soon! oh this is what i live for.
and, food, of course.

okay, back to editing..
sleepy.

your smile (:

oh, stereotypes. and all the lame jokes we cracked today.

basically there was a free bbq pit following some random events, so i just grabbed the people i was with last night, and we managed to plan a bbq within a few hours. quite successful and fun, haha :D

also managed to finish physics in the morning, so i feel quite accomplished. but half the time was spent shouting at the website asking, "why am i wrong!?!?!"

yeah, it happens.

we went to ntuc first, then deciding what kind of bread to buy is super funny. there's like budget bread, and gardenia bread, and hot dog buns. in the end we bought gardenia, cos scared the budget bread too lousy...

to cut a long story short (because i'm tired), we just ended up eating a lot of food, and laughing at brian's unimaginably cold/lame jokes. seriously, how does he think of those? haha. there was a lot, but the only one i can remember currently is :

(we're comparing canon and nikon)

Brian : I think canon's better at shooting.

you got it, right.

ah good. then they had a marshmallow eating competition which i took a video of. will edit tmr, it's kinda blur due to the films and the lousy camera though..

goodnight, world.

it was never going to be a gun for you, doctor. the man of peace, the man who knows all the kinds of warfare except perhaps, the cruelest.

what have you done?

kiss kiss. (jumps out of window)

what's wrong with you, what has she done?

poisoned me. but i'm fine. well, no, i'm dying. but i've got a plan.

what plan?

not dying. see, i'm fine.

but i don't understand, one moment she was going to marry you and now she's going to kill you.

well, she's been brainwashed, it'll all make sense afterwards. plus, she's a woman. oh, shut up, i'm dying!

shell.

blogger has a new format!
but i don't really like it haha. too used to the old one.

this one's just too...white.
don't like white much. clinical. hospitals. sadness. yeah.

this feels weird. it's so...microsoft wordy.
those who blog, you know what i'm talking about.

anyway, i'm supposed to be very high now because just got back from dinner with mr tan and the rest. today was an epic day, haha. it's like going out the whole day. okay, recap.

in the morning was just concert. i had problems finding a camera because jiamin's sick (rest well, dude), and dion didn't bring his. so i basically freaked out but thank goodness roslyn managed to get chester on the phone and we figured out that mr syed's in school so i ran upstairs and yeah.

the photos were bad though. half the time i couldn't get the right angles, and the lighting was really terrible. and the camera wouldn't focus! sorry if i blocked you...

then helped jordan with chem, realised i submitted it after doing it wrongly. heck care, raced back to white sands to see the teachers haha. met yi jun, edwin and brian at pasir ris and then came back..finally saw ms lee again haha. she's still the same..and she took us out to lunch. so awesome, and she refused when we tried to pay her.. she says life's too short, so got money must spend haha.

but it's true. i'm just getting very upset now, with stuff happening left and right and centre, and all the good people falling sick and stuff. the world's not fair.
and i feel that i'm not good enough. i'm not the person i want to be.


after that we came back, played frisbee, and went to meet mr tan at simei haha. ate at some random place beside the mrt station, somehow managed to cram 13 people into a single table haha. awesome (: photos are up on Facebook, i'm lazy to get them into here..

now i'm busy planning an emergency bbq for tmr haha. because the pit's suddenly free and my mum wants to go..so yeah.


goodnight. rest well. i think i'll start work on saturday and prepare to spam. must film advocacy video on tuesday after chinese though. my script's 20% done.


i want to wake up to the sound of that magic blue box materialising on my doorstep. and just, run away. and never stop running.


oh, dreams.