distractions.

distractions from the sadness that's ruling my life right now.

i need to do something. but since i'm classifying this time as holidays, i shall put off doing work and not feel guilty about it.

can't wait for the dec hols. where i can finally go get a job and earn some money to buy a dslr. so that my photos get better. right now i'm editing photos taken with a dslr though, and they're rubbish. don't think i'm even going to post them..

when the raw material is not good, the end product is not going to be good, no matter how much you edit it.

what is with these mood swings!

i give up..it's like yesterday, i was just constantly bouncing from sad to happy within a matter of minutes. terrible.

i need someone to talk to. like, someone to pour my heart out to.

had tuition in the morning, and it was kinda boring, just chinese paper spam as usual. turns out the teacher's birthday is TODAY. scary. coincidence...or not.

if not, she's probably someone sent to spy on me and she used that lie to gain my rapport and trust.

i'm waiting for my family to get home so we can eat dinner. starving, but whatever. eating alone sucks.

forget it, i'm off. sorry for infecting you with all the sadness.

gosh i need a girlfriend.