weird dreams galore.

there's basically two parts, and they are sorta linked, but i'm not going to tell you the first part, because, honestly, it scares me. as in, it's not scary, but i'm scared by the intensity of the feelings expressed in that dream, when i'm not even sure the feeling exists or not! complete balls.

you guys hate me when i'm this cryptic right.

oh, you'll get over it.

so, the second bit takes place in school, and we are having lessons already. and physics lasted for half an hour, so we went to get some lunch. but, apparently there's this event that needs planning and my phone suddenly died, so i climb up some stairs and i find ram there (don't ask.) i ask him for his phone, he throws it, over me, out of the building. that's like exactly what hema would do..

and then somehow i make it back to physics, with kfc and a soccer ball..and i can't remember already.

alright, i need to go. need to eat and go for frisbee.

we had the best of times, you and me.

because we always have different ideas.

didn't get much sleep because my brain was being a cow and giving me weird dreams and scary imaginations, so i'm here once again..

kept waking up..the wind also didn't help. kept blowing super strongly at me..but i can't close the window or else it's super stuffy. dilemma.

apart from scary notions that someone was stalking me in the dark, i had this dream that fiona and i had this epic mega fight over some english test paper..in which i scored 10/60. so i went completely berserk apparently. i do remember that she did accept the apology super easily so that's good i suppose. what's not good is that the bus stop at the backgate changed and then it rained. oh, and hardik got 29/30 and of course wong topped the level i think -.-

i hope that never happens. the fight i mean. fighting's never good.

then my brain decided to throw me into random places and made me argue with myself who i'm in love with. problem is, i don't want to like anyone again because i know it'll only hurt. it's like i'm cutting myself off from emotions though, and that's bad.

i think i'm too honest on this blog, haha. but the point blogging is to let everything out, so why not? oh yes, i have some food vouchers in my email..bakerzin and popeye i think. if you want just tell me and i'll forward to you..

lunch is supposed to be out today, excellent. goodbye, and i'll see you again tonight.