here we go all over again.

feel a little sick now, it was probably reading on the bus, lack of water and the virus from jiamin which did it..

oh never mind, hopefully i'll be fine. just sleep it off..need to go out tmr so can't fall sick now.

sports day today. nothing much, just that we learnt that

1. hats are cool

2. nobel does random dancing

3. we all love friday

4. 60m cables are freaking annoying and hard to coil !@##@!@!#

5. there's a planet made of diamond.

you can read it here.

actually this was on quite a bit ago, but only now i feel like posting it.

i should go sleep..but not really sleepy now. maybe i'll do chem assn first and just sleep early :/

but that's boring.

borrowed a few nicholas sparks books just now at the library because i have to bring hema away from them because they blame me for telling him where i am haha. and me and foo already ate, so might as well. it's just so...weird, reading love stories again. it feels wrong.

oh well. sleepy. goodnight.

and good luck to the whole world for tomorrow.

the life and death of amy pond.

just got back from frisbee and ate lunch.

no, dinner.

had tuition in the morning, and then went out with edwin to go get a cake for his mum. and my brother tagged along...so basically we just ate food and spent half the time trying to drag him out of toysrus. that's how it's spelt? looks weird.

toys"r"us.

oh forget it.

stuff to do before 10pm :

1. finish this post

2. print hema's EI

3. load let's kill hitler + other music onto my iPod

4. pack bag

5. edit photos.

6. talk to jiamin about tmr's rehearsal...oh i give up.

you know, it's really annoying to sort stuff out and get things ready when there'a heckload of people around you asking you stupid questions and just being unknowingly annoying.

goodnight, i'll see you all tmr.

i don't want school.

halfway out of the dark.

penguins, bluefin tuna, anchovies and barracuda.

free milo for anyone who can guess what that's alluding to.

just stayed at home and went around being moody again. oh well. did a bit of econs project, still waiting for the rest to get in contact..and chem assignment q2. not sure how to do q3...jordan's got my worksheet 4. cow.

and i filled in page one of ppv notes. oh, productivity. most of the day was just playing iPad and com and sleeping a little. i don't have nice photos to post :(

my brother's taking 2 hours to eat again. he has skill..and he just makes my mum damn annoyed and wastes her time. i think today, she was trying to get him to do work, and the whole day, he hasn't even finished learning 10+ words for tingxie.

that's just sad. being unproductive at a young age.

i'm worried that i'll be even more unproductive next year. i mean, being in hostel and all...will i even be able to get work done?

probably not.

oh never mind. i'll think of something..

i hope.

at least i've got tuition tmr. that's something to do.

okay, i'm going crazy...looking forwards to chinese tuition. zzz.

still need to think of video ideas for the advocacy project.

i'm off to watch top gear now :D

let's kill hitler.

went out just now, to 313 somerset to eat lunch. there's a jap buffet restaurant at B3 which is really not bad. for a buffet with sashimi, $16.80 is a bargain..you hardly ever find that nowadays.

and then we went to find my shoe...which at that point i was impossibly high due to all the random music playing in all the malls. and i saw a bunch of NUSHers in school uni doing something on the streets, probably the cip that they were talking about. but i don't know them..and they don't know me apparently. sad.

and then we came back and watched doctor who. finally it's out..and my brain just overloaded. having a slight headache now :(

well, at least all the sadness is over. i was avidly depressed from friday night to this morning...stupid hormones.

and my phone is completely out of battery and somewhere. need to go find it.

no school tmr! gosh.

and no school on tuesday also.

tday reheasal on wednesday after sports day, and then tday on thursday...and i'm going back to see if we can all meet up and have lunch or something. we should.

man utd v arsenal tonight...no prizes for guessing who i'm rooting for.

rory, go put hitler in the cupboard.

distractions.

distractions from the sadness that's ruling my life right now.

i need to do something. but since i'm classifying this time as holidays, i shall put off doing work and not feel guilty about it.

can't wait for the dec hols. where i can finally go get a job and earn some money to buy a dslr. so that my photos get better. right now i'm editing photos taken with a dslr though, and they're rubbish. don't think i'm even going to post them..

when the raw material is not good, the end product is not going to be good, no matter how much you edit it.

what is with these mood swings!

i give up..it's like yesterday, i was just constantly bouncing from sad to happy within a matter of minutes. terrible.

i need someone to talk to. like, someone to pour my heart out to.

had tuition in the morning, and it was kinda boring, just chinese paper spam as usual. turns out the teacher's birthday is TODAY. scary. coincidence...or not.

if not, she's probably someone sent to spy on me and she used that lie to gain my rapport and trust.

i'm waiting for my family to get home so we can eat dinner. starving, but whatever. eating alone sucks.

forget it, i'm off. sorry for infecting you with all the sadness.

gosh i need a girlfriend.

yowza! an escape pod.

you have to say it for it to have an effect. the word doesn't look nice aesthetically.

i kinda feel high and tired and a little sad at the same time.

high : tmr is friday friday and i just beat man utd 4-0 in pes, and then came back from 2-0 down to draw 2-2 in another match.

tired : eyes are dead and body is physically gone from all this exhaustion. the tests and stuff..

sad : i feel like i've been a bad person today.

forget it, no time to think too much. must go finish econs! and then chinese test tmr...i heard it's very very bad. just write rubbish la heck xD

and steve jobs has resigned as apple CEO. ahh sad. but he'll still be on the board of directors lol. scam. at least he'll still be there..we know apple won't die.

speaking of apple, i now have bullet fast internet because we got a time capsule! go google it. and because my dad's awesome, the hard disk's called tardis :D

and our wi-fi network is called I'm The Doctor. oh, awesomeness.

now, who's the other cool guy with the network called Judoon. a fellow whovian in the vicinity!

okay, enough of the doctor who. time for econs.