that's just how the story unfolds.

hema never ceases to amaze me. i can't believe he's that irritating when he smses. one day i'm just gonna not reply him. oh, and if i didn't reply you today it's cos i was tired. i mean, this is how my phone goes.

hema : pin are you having lunch?

me : yes, at home

hema : im at bugis iluma.

: hello?

: didn't you guys go for lunch?

me : no.

okay, today wasn't that bad. usually if i don't reply immediately he sends 6, one after another, going " pin? " , and "hi?". and then i see 7 new messages and i'm happy that i have something to do, and all hema. then i just reply one, and shut the phone. it's stupid.

oh yes, timetable out. let me go see. i bet it sucks..

- 2 min later-

what the heck thursday until 5! and what's with the 1.5h slots of math..and the giant break on friday. shit..i'm definitely not taking econs, sorry.

oh, got sms from hema. " y not? "

hai. maybe he's just lonely. fine, i'll reply..

yes, just got back from the sleepover/whatever. damn tiring la, by the end of it all of us are like dead. but i got inception! and we watched the return of the king. so fun, even though we all agree that frodo and gollum are super bad to sam, and that the parts with them walking to mount doom is boring..

hopefully i can make it without sleeping that much until tonight. or else i just take afternoon nap and stay up at night. it's fun to stay up at night, cos it's quiet and no one disturbs you. so, yes, just wait for roy's photos. i think i had like 1.5h of sleep, max. i can't sleep on a freaking hard wooden floor with my bag as a pillow. russian, on the other hand, slept about 9 hours in a comfy sleeping bag, using his "How to Lose WWII" book as a pillow. charming.

apparently einstein was very bad to his wife...and they stayed in Zurich. oh his wife was serbian...why must people be bad to each other. it's not good. i'm sorry. this is depressing.

QUIZ TIME.

(ripped this off andreea...who has that giant house. and no champagne.)

RULES:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name :
Pin.

2. A four Letter Word :
Polo.

3. A boy's Name :
there aren't any right...pradeep! that's the only one now..peter? no that's cheap.

4. A girl's Name :
Pond. that's a very cool name.

5. An occupation :
Peeler. okay i am fail at this. Person. no that's not..

6. A color :
Purple!

7. Something you'll wear.
pants..

8. Celebrity's name :
argh why is P so freaking hard!

9. A food :
Potato! ( like, po-tar-to, not po-tay-to.)

10. Something found in the bathroom :
i skip. can't think.

11. A place :
Peru. Poland.

12. A reason for being late :
Poisonous snake attacked me? (i'm thinking about quitting this already..)

13. Something you'd shout :
Power! Unlimited power! -evil hema laugh-

14. A movie title :
Pirates of the Caribbean! awesomeness.

15. Something you drink :
Punch.

16. A musical group :
Paramore! what else.

17. An animal :
penguin. haha the creepy family guy penguin..

18. A street name :
Peace Avenue.

19. A type of car :

Porsche.

20. The title of a song :

Perfect World - Simple

let the flames ignite.

smoke.

there is always hope in the light.

nature never ceases to amaze.

splash ; stroke ; swim.

the taste of burning lightning.

thank goodness we're not in america.

i'm reading jodi picoult again. the tenth circle. her books make me think, make me feel something. they make me angry at one of the characters for ruining the other characters' lives, as usual. it's always like that. and from what i can tell, teenage life in america is crazy. you don't go around trying to have random sex with everyone when you're 14. you're supposed to stay at home and bake muffins, or play restaurant city, or something like that.

oh yes, street view is awesome. it's amazing, you can see like everything. especially fun when you're abroad. just that people hang their underwear there then sue google. seriously...but i suppose it is a legitimate concern, since it's public access.

sorry for the lack of posts, it's just that i've been rather empty (and lazy) lately, everytime i open up a new post i just give up. inspiration needs time to build. and i don't really go out that much, and i don't have that good a camera. i am so gonna spam roy's dslr tmr..it's like 12% of the reason i'm going.

i feel like i'm kinda left out, because i wasn't involved in the planning as much, and i'm not really helping much. well, i suppose it should be alright, and we'll probably end up sleeping on the floor, using our bags as pillows, at around 4 am. better make sure i sleep a lot today..and have to pack tonight, given that i'm going early. mind you, i'll probably forget something.

go arsenal. i'm giving up on chelsea temporarily, switch sides for a bit haha. they will surely lose to bolton, then bolton can climb higher! they should finish in the top 4, that'll be so cool. better still, finish in front of man city, that'll be a good laugh.

still undecided about what shoes to wear -.- it's the usual problem. after i settle clothes, which i'm hecking this time because i'm going for the i can't be bothered how i look so i just wear anything that's comfy and remotely appropriate attitude. yeah.

and i'm still unsure. after all this thinking i did, i can't believe it...well who cares. in the end you just have to look back at the situation and have a good laugh at how you were thinking then...i remembered my mum used to scream at me from spamming msn when i had work to do. and i don't even use msn much nowadays. how things have changed.

the only thing that doesn't change is change itself.

oh yes, found a chess joke. it's rather epic, if you get it.

ciao.

welcome to the hotel california.

time flies.

i steal many quizzes.

1. I've come to realize that my hair:
needs to be cut. hai.

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:

i'm too loud. and i offend people. unknowingly. sorry :(

3. I’ve come to realize that when I drive:
I don't break while cornering and that nearly caused me crashing into the giant dustbin thingy.

4. I've come to realize that all I really need:
is some companionship.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:

morals.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
i'm wrong. (See! i can accept that i hate it that i'm wrong! but i still can't accept that i'm wrong...)

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:

i'll probably end up on the streets puking or something bad..

8. I've come to realize that money:

is cruel.

9. I've come to realize that when I get old:

i will hate my job.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
asian xP

11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
you, probably. or probably not. maybe it's your mum. you never know.

12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:

in my sleep.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:

is so ruined because of how i treat it.

14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
it's the start of something new,

cos it feels so right, to be here with you, ohh.

and now, looking in your eyes,

i feel in my heart......the start of something new.

and who'd have ever thought that,

we'd both be here tonight.

and the world looks so much brighter,

with you by my side.

i know that something has changed,

never felt this way,

i know it for real that

this could be the start of something new

and blah blah blah repeat chorus.

15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:

-blankness-

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
is some lyrics which aren't really that relevant/.

17. I've come to realize that my life:

is very fortunate. compared to some other people.

18. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
mango spritzer? kidding, probably tea.

19. I've come to realize that today I will:

sleep.

20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
have macs for dinner. (yes, on christmas eve, i know.)

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be watching bbc entertainment for many hours straight.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to:

get the mansion and live happily ever after.

(and, take good care of people.)

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
some guy in brazil.

24. I've come to realize relationships are:

all over the place, but there are more FAILED relationships, which is just sad.

25. I've come to realize that love:

is too profound to be experienced by everyone. and that person wouldn't even know if it's love or not.

26. I've come to realize food is:
brilliant.

27: I've come to realize that this holiday:
passed really damn fast.

28. I've come to realize heartbreak is:
painful.

29. I've come to realize that my sister(s):
is addicted to facebook. period.

30. I've come to realize that crying:
can be good sometimes.

31. I've come to realize that death:
has no end.

32. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
i won't enjoy the last few days of my holidays

33. I've come to realize I'
need to work harder in life.

" when you know that you don't want to do anything but rest, you know that you're sleepy. " - Taylor Swift.

all the million crushes.

For your every 'No' answer, bold the question.

1. Do you feel guilty if you cry in public?

2. Do you think crying is a sign of weakness?

3. Do you think men and boys should be encouraged to hide their tears?

4. Do you feel embarrassed if you find yourself crying while watching a film or reading a book?

5. Would you try to hold back your tears if you were attending a funeral?

6. Would you distrust a politician who shed tears in public?

7. Do you think that tears are an unnecessary expression of emotion?

8. Do you always try to hide your disappointment?

9. Do you get embarrassed if you see grown men crying?

10. Would you pretend that you had something in your eyes if you were unexpectedly discovered crying?

11. Do you always try to hide your anger?

SCORE: 9

- For your every 'Yes' answer, bold the question. -

12. Do you tend to brood about things which make you angry?

13. Does your temper even get out of control?

14. Has your temper even got you in trouble?

15. Do you believe that it does you good to get rid of your anger?

16. Would you allow someone to comfort you if you were crying? (As long as it's not hema he'll only make me pissed..)

17. Do you get cross quite easily?

18. Do you touch someone you love at least once a day?

19. Do you enjoy physical signs of affection?

20. Do you ever get broody when you see small babies?

21. Would you happily hold hands in public with someone you cared for?

22. Do you enjoy being massaged?

23. Do you regularly tell those whom you love how you feel?

24. Have you ever had a pet of which you were very fond?

25. Do you enjoy being kissed and hugged by people you love?

26. Do you ever laugh out loud when you are watching funny films?

27. Do you ever tap your feet while listening to Music?

28. Do you often have the last clap at concerts, sports events and the like?

29. Do you ever shout encouragement to sports or TV heroes? (I always end up cursing at them...)

30. Can you remember when you last really laughed and enjoyed yourself?

SCORE: 13

TOTAL: 22

- Analysis -

Score 17 to 30

Your attitude towards your emotions is a healthy one. You aren't ashamed to let your emotions show occasionally, and you will undoubtedly be much healthier because of this attitude. You are likely to be a good social advisor.

Score 8 to 16

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show, when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face. Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

Score 7 or less

You are definitely very uptight. You really do need to allow your emotions flow out a little. There isn't any thing really wrong in allowing people to know how you feel.

emotions are...blanketed.

i don't know if i'm depressed or not. is that bad?

that's good right. forget it, that's good then, heck. good is good. /

just some pictures from today, i'm not really in the mood for blogging. i don't know. maybe i'll feel better when i ask my mum. and hopefully she'll say yes. why is this so difficult! how hard can it be...how come i feel bad for going out. that's not right, is it.

my itouch, currently the safari is stuck in landscape..so annoying.

oh yes i made brownies! quite nice. batter, and end product. now i know it's true that putting a bit of salt in chocolate makes it taste better..

later. i promise.