okay, i give up on math. and now there's drums, and indian music. wtf? i thought they're supposed to be malays. i wish i had a sonic screwdriver. i'd ruin their amplifiers and send their wires going fxzzzzzzzzzzzz-kaboom!

we just have to soldier on...can't believe it's spelt that way. by how it's pronounced, you'd think there's a g in it.

we're going to the end of the universe.

well, my "studying"'s going to pieces. there's like two malay weddings downstairs now. and you know what that means. well, if you live in hdbs you will. it's just mega epic blasting of music/drums the entire day. at least it isn't at night...then can't sleep zz.

also, i'm not concentrating at all. math sucks, i think the only part i know well is the inequalities number line part. and integration and binomial super fail, everything i do is wrong! hai, so confusing.

yes, i know. you're wondering : why are you even studying math?. i know, it's the last paper. still, i'm worried. actually, i shouldn't be....the CA's confirm A de..everything upgraded. but i can't bring myself to study chem again. it's like so boring le! and physics i feel confident...but i know i'm overconfident.

i shouldn't be overconfident, it's not right. it's like, arrogant..but no, they are too different things. you can be overconfident yet very humble, because your original confidence is like 10%. no, you don't know what i'm talking about.

seriously, their singing sounds like some cowishwoman spiralling random puffs of vocals out. like, wind. should have gone out, stay at home also do nothing de. i like my mum's attitude, she's like, fail then fail lor, not the end of the world. she heck care de.

i think my dad also can't be bothered le, cos i told him i study chem a lot le, then he's like heck also. he says i should just go work for an energy resource company and specialise in chem, then i'm "set for life". big words.

time to go...study geog? maybe. maybe.

well, at least chelsea won :)

it's over.

no, it's not over. it just seems like it's over. i think i'm gonna sleep early, then maximise my energy for tmr. nice time to sleep now. bye.

it's the journey that makes us all want to give up, but it's actually more than worth it in the end.

350k and i'm second now. but it won't last. well, it's certainly good enough for me.

need to stop slacking..i just slept the morning away. bad, bad and very bad. and my holidays are super packed already, mum wants to go back to msia and also to somewhere else...so my only free week will probably be like christmas week.

need. to .study.

okay, today's phy and geog, then tmr i guess i'll attempt to study chinese. i think i need a haircut, mum just mentioned it...hai.

and there's an O level briefing after bio...well, at least it'll be nice to sit somewhere and rest. 445 in hall..come to think of it, i don't know where the exams are.

so screwed for everything. especially geog, math, chinese, english...etc.etc.etc.

goodbye, need to study. i'm really slacking a lot, hope it works out fine.

face the music/.

it just, exploded.

spent the afternoon slacking, not good at all. shall plan my itinary? wtheck i can't spell it.

tmr : math and geog.

thursday : bio...and chinese maybe?

ahh i'm screwed. completely not confident for anything. math and chinese are the worse, i think i'm gonna die. well, i'm probably gonna die for most of the papers anw. then english and chinese the CA's super low already...

i don't really like music that much now...that's just sad.

should i take econs? maybe i will, it sounds interesting. but i heard that you die when you go into the later years. all the people i know all fail econs de..scary. it's like chinese lol. but geog's really...bad.

nothing's ever completely forgotten. if something can be remembered, it can come back.

the theory of relativity.

actually, i dunno what to say...it all died again. can't believe i'm on com.

needa go study math, bye.