i'm sorry, but

tell me, is it wrong for me to get pissed and scream at unreasonable and rude kids? why the heck am i even dealing with this? i shouldn't be. they should know better..not to waste food, and stuff. haven't done anything the entire day.

tmr going out to do random crap, need haircut...then going to take nric photo. then something, hopefully i am happy enough to try guitar...it's just so difficult and depressing, nowadays. we should all live near each other, so we can go somewhere and spam soccer. need to exerciseeeeeee.

hey, look, it's hayley williams! i'm spamming adam lambert now haha. totally unrelated.

smile.

don't wanna miss a thing ~

haha, the music love is back. been off track for a few months.

next week is busy. monday chinese revision thingy, tue nric, wed o levels, thur and friday script checking. full week of going to school man..for once. well, meanwhile my internet's fluctuating like, a lot a lot...must take these 3 days to rest. and attempt to catch up on guitar. i havent been caring about it much for half a year already..

i wish my holidays werent so packed. but then again it's good isn't it? to leave the country. but i feel as if something bad's gonna happen. sinkholes anyone?

- about 2 hours later-

okay, my post died halfway. i think i'll post this, and look forward to lunch.

delusional mess.

we live in a really screwed up world, don't you realise. humans are supposedly the most intelligent organisms, but no, we harm each other, we harm others, we harm innocent animals. the problem is that they give us too much bad imagination, too much bad feelings. and we don't care, no, we just want MONEY, money, money, so it's okay to destroy forests. why are we even using all this paper? it's not right. i mean, even me saying this is hypocritical because typing this uses electricity which is energy which is usually generated from burning fossil fuels. that's just pollution, downright pollution.

and then there's that part about people killing each other, doing bad things to each other. why? i wonder who created the gun. why would you want to make something that can specifically fire a piece of metal at someone at high speeds? seriously! and knifes should be used for cooking, and other random tasks, not chopping and slashing people. why would you do that? it just makes you want to ask, what are these people even thinking? look at animals. they don't harm each other, or do anything that would disadvantage each other. why not? because they have common sense, their lives are simple and nice. dolphins, lions, mountain rabbits. why can't we learn from them?

of course, this is all generalisation, isn't it. hopefully i won't get sued for it. and curse you, american english, i'm not wrong. i'm right and you're wrong because english is from england. it's from britain, so it's realise, not realize. it's mesmerise, not mesmerize, and there's nothing, nothing you can do about it to change what i'm gonna type, microsoft.

musicness is bad, so awesome! what's not awesome is that hema's got my earphones. and he took it without even asking if he could bring back, just disappeared. although i have to thank microsoft for correcting my spelling a lot of the time.

i was gonna crap about freedom of speech and the church and government burning people who don't believe the same thing as them, but i'm tired. it can wait.

when someone says he's not hurting at all, look in their eyes, and think again.

he didn't go back because it would have been too hard. just by the swimming pool.

it's us against the world.

the world, the world, the world.

i swear, 3 episodes of doctor who in a row is epic spam. it's tiring...too tiring.

then tmr..we're stuck. going in circles. i'm smiling. i suppose that's good?

" people always leave. after a while they just seem to melt away and disappear into the shadows. or they just leave you behind, whether unintentionally or intentionally. they just walk away, as if you're not there."

it's funny how no one takes children seriously. if you inject a little more common sense+experience into them, their creativity comes out, and with that you could do many things, even build a teleport.

hope it goes alright.

when you leave, you should at least try to say it. say it. say goodbye.

predestination paradox.

it's like, you get a signal or a note telling you to go to that place, but then, you get there, then you find that the only reason there was that signal was because you created that signal by going there. makes sense?

no...no.

math tmr, last paper. i think i really messed up geog, forgot to study disjointed rivers, can't believe it. then the mass wasting one heck la..heh.

it still seems so tiring...like planning what to do after exams. also, i feel like i was a bad person today. too loud, too loud, far too loud. and too selfish. very selfish.

that means tmr's gonna go wrong...

haha, listening to random music now...then math! i just realised you don't have to study that hard, just have to do the paper well. sometimes you study a lot but then it's not worth it at all if you screw up the paper.

that's how the world works...sadly.

wait, this is a sad post. it should be happy. after so many people died recently..not good. cheer up, world!

you'd definitely make a good doctor.

the darkness is coming. we must run, out of time and into the wilderness.

guess what. bugatti veyron's on sale..crazy man. and it's on sale in india lol. fastest car in the world, in the crowded streets.

crazy car. fastest in the world, 1000 hp, 0-100 km/h in 2.5s...the engine has 10 radiators, blimey!

blimey...that's british...is it?

nevermind.

then, the sad thing is, some guy died at downtown east. got hacked by choppers. what the hell is going on with all the people nowadays? can't they think for once? or maybe they did think, and felt it was alright to kill someone for no reason in particular. enough said, link's here, go read.

fptzz.

definitely messed up both english and chem, but don't care already somehow. left with phy, geog and math. hopefully phy's okay..but they always kill us. hai.

i'm sorry. -looks away-